tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-67463112011-08-25T21:15:18.947+07:00je cherce l'amour[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.comBlogger971100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1104476020815364802004-12-31T13:38:00.000+07:002004-12-31T14:50:25.013+07:00it's the end of the year <br />and it's time for me too to end my story in this blog <br /> <br />this blog was filled with my dreams and my wish, <br />my darkest hope and my stellar expectation, <br />my lunatic emotion and my crazy expression <br />this blog has been me, <br />the me i am <br /> <br />to welcome the new year <br />i've promised myself to be whatever i should be <br />as i said in my past posts <br />nothing comes from nothing <br />so i would dedicate my time fully for my work <br />to reach higher goal <br />to catch the shooting star <br />which has been my strongest dream <br /> <br />vouloir c'est pouvoir <br />je sais mon droit <br />i can't let myself be distracted too much <br />i know my own weakness <br /> <br />it has been a real pleasure being a blogger <br />and i thank you all for you've been a very good friend of mine <br />thank you for all the supports, kindness, even the hot and spicy critics <br />you've shaped me to be what i am <br />and thus i honour you all <br /> <br />i bid you farewell <br />au revoir <br />may we all reach our dreams <br />fortune favors the bold <br /><p align=center> <br /><img src="http://alexanderthemovie.warnerbros.com/downloads/onesheet/poster2.jpg" width=300></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-110447602081536480?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1104055508782288952004-12-25T16:12:00.000+07:002004-12-27T15:45:41.270+07:00<p align=center>what could be better than <br /><img src="http://www.reallyuseful.com/NR/rdonlyres/D441380D-150E-48D0-991F-032301C1ED02/5890/phantominlairdetail.jpg" width=180> <br /><img src="http://www.utexas.edu/parking/graphics/opera1.gif" width=180> <br /> <br />for the very <br /> <br /><img src="http://images.google.com/images?q=tbn:q9WWTgV6wngJ:www.historyimages.com/Christmas/CI-Merry-Christmas.gif" width=150> <br /> <br />aaah... <br />le fantôme de l'opera... <br />il est très beau... <br />je l'aime à la folie.... <br />je ne peux pas arêter rêver <br />ses yeux de verts... <br />aaah... <br />je suis tomber amoureuse... <br /> <br /><img src="http://www.terleckifamily.org/Rose.jpg" width=200> <br /> <br />such a lovely night ^o^ <br />you got to watch the movie <br />merry xmas to all ^^ <br /></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-110405550878228895?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1103649463350362922004-12-22T01:10:00.000+07:002004-12-22T00:22:24.896+07:00so it has been written <br />in the book of report <br />with that very bold black ink <br /> <br />peringkat - ( - ) <br /> <br />know what that means? <br />gw ga juara <br />ga juara sama sekali <br />ga masuk 5 besar <br />there you go <br />a big failure of mine <br /> <br />[crying for 5 minutes] <br />[take a deep breath] <br />[continue writing] <br /> <br />too bad... <br />nyatanya emang gw kurang gigih dalam belajar <br />rata2 8 ternyata blon bisa ngalahin tmn2 gw <br />nyatanya gw masih kalah gencar blajarnya <br />kurang jam terbang kata nyokap gw <br /> <br />but the main thing why i was crying was <br />because <br />my parents are just not satisfied with a plain 8 <br />they want more more more more more and more <br />they want me to be the star of the class <br /> <br />well im not blaming them to have hope in me <br />you cant stop people from dreaming <br />but hey, we share the same dream! <br />why not make it happend? <br /> <br />watch out second semester <br />cause here i come!!!!!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-110364946335036292?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1102858493689849572004-12-12T20:22:00.000+07:002004-12-12T20:39:11.086+07:00[dramatic mode: ON] <br /> <br />setiap orang pasti menanyakan <br />apa sih tujuan kita hidup di dunia ini <br />semuanya sudah tersusun rapi oleh langit <br />tetapi disembunyikan di antara awan <br /> <br />gw termasuk di antara mereka yang bertanya-tanya <br />tapi gw bukan tipe orang yang suka menunggu <br />aku harus mencari jawaban dari pertanyaan gw itu <br /> <br />gw harus menumbuhkan sayap supaya bisa menyelinap di antara awan dan menemukan yang disembunyikan awan <br />tujuan hidup ini, sebenarnya ada di tangan kita sendiri <br /> <br />[dramatic mode: OFF] <br /> <br />bbrp hr yg lalu gw ada pelatihan 'problem solving' <br />buat gw ini sangat ngena banget <br />maklum gw kan orang yang pelik masalah hehehe <br /> <br />ada satu sesi yang membicarakan tentang 'prioritas' <br />trus gw dibagiin sebuah kertas berjudul <br />'apa yang anda inginkan dalam hidup ini?' <br />di situ kita disuruh buat ngisi prioritas kita dalam hidup <br />dan gw tulis kya gini: <br /> <br />1. mewujudkan seluruh bakat/ kemampuan/ potensi untuk menjadi manusia yang utuh dan penuh. <br /> <br />2. sukses dalam prestasi, khususnya yang dicapai dengan usaha tekun, susah payah, gigih, penuh pengorbanan. <br /> <br />3. profesional dalam bidang tertentu <br /> <br />4. membantu orang lain menjadi pintar, bahagia, sadar akan hak-haknya [sebagai ilmuwan, pejuang hak-hak asasi manusia, nilai-nilai kemanusiaan, dsb.] <br /> <br />5. bekerja/ berbakti bagi kepentingan banyak dalam berbagai karya sosial <br /> <br />6. menikmati hidup ini: nonton, jalan-jalan, ke cafe, pacaran sampai puas, "carpe diem": hidup untuk hari ini <br /> <br />7. menjadi orang yang berkuasa/ menduduki jabatan tertentu baik di pemerintahan maupun di swasta <br /> <br />8. mempunyai rumah mewah, mobil mewah, uang berlimpah <br /> <br />9. membantu orang dengan tindakan kariatuf [uang, barang] <br /> <br />10. menjadi tenar dan dikenal banyak orang. <br /> <br />that's my purpose of life prioritically <br />what's yours?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-110285849368984957?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1102172865310448402004-12-04T22:06:00.000+07:002004-12-04T22:07:45.310+07:00in the springtime, flowers blossom gracefully <br />in the time of autumn, leaves wither away <br />in the wintertime, snow whitens everything <br />in the time of summer, sun shines proudly <br />in each season, nothing remains everlasting <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-110217286531044840?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1100946847681792102004-11-20T16:53:00.000+07:002004-11-20T17:34:07.680+07:00insanity yes insanity <br />took the sense outta me, it did <br /> <br />it's weekend already and i'm waiting for the day to come <br />yes those days <br />those days when i got to go pass the blistering tornado and the raging sea <br />yes those days <br />my final exams... <br /><font size=5>NOOOOOOOO!!!</font> <br /> <br />it's a shame that i didn't use this holiday time to study <br />unlike my classmates <br />who [obviously] studying like mad <br />and i didn't touch a single book <br />ok maybe one or two but not much <br />and it's a <br />P U R E I N S A N I T Y <br />that i dare do such lackness of work ARGH! <br /> <br />i was busy 'teaching' my brothers <br />it's [unexpectedly] truely absolutely difficult to handle those boys -_- <br />they kept on scrambling aroung <br />running here and there <br />tired of this and that <br />don't want to do this don't want to do that <br />and they are driving me MAD <br />P U R E I N S A N I T Y! <br />yes that's how i want to describe it <br /> <br />the whole week i've been giving them lessons <br />and in a whole week i've been screaming to them <br />scared the hell outta them obviously hahah <br />surely they'd call me a <br />P U R E I N S A N I T Y <br />LOL! <br /> <br />and guess what <br />AT LAST I'M TAKING MY FIRST DRIVING LESSON! YEAH! <br />it went well-- i guess hohoho <br />my mum said, "at least there's no tripping!" <br />you know, the bumping effect when you break too sudden :p <br />anyways, i have to drive more often <br />if it's possible daily hohoho <br />since it's my first time on the wheel <br />i'd say that it was a <br />P U R E I N S A N I T Y <br />>D <br /> <br />more over, i was at oh la la cafe with my parents yesterday <br />and we talked about my english <br />and my mum said that my english is still awkward and need more practice <br />[the fact that i'm the best student in english in my class aside] <br />she said compared to student's from my brothers' school my english might be "nothing" <br />yea obvious that they're actually in an international school <br />[the fact that my brothers have bad english aside] <br />i mean, that's the actual reason i'm teaching them english right?! <br />anyway, the point is... <br />my mum said that i could go to oz after i finished my 11th grade to train my english <br />ain't that a <br />P U R E I N S A N I T Y ? ! <br />i've been trying to go out from this hell hole from over 10 years! HAH! at last! <br /> <br />oh and one more thing before i end this post <br />my friend once wanted to introduce me to his friend <br />i wasnt interested at first <br />he's physically not interesting <br />mentally, he's damn smart <br />never met the guy though <br />but the last time i went out with my friend <br />he showed me pictures in his hp <br />and accidentally i spotted a real cutie guy <br />guess who's that? <br />yea that's him alright <br />the physically unintresting smart boy <br />hahah <br />and guess what <br />he's on the table again! <br />oh well <br />hahaha <br />what a <br />P U R E I N S A N I T Y <br />say g'bye to le directeur dans la secretariat! hahahaha! <br /> <br />anyways.. :q <br />it's been a purely insane holiday i had <br />surely i had :D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-110094684768179210?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1100096954320997952004-11-10T21:04:00.000+07:002004-11-10T21:29:14.320+07:00teman <br />nampaknya ajal semakin dekat <br />sebentar lagi <br />akan ada sepercik kesenangan <br />tapi <br />ketika kebahagiaan itu sirna <br />terpaan pencobaan akan kembali melanda <br /> <br /><FONT SIZE=5>AAARRRGGHHH!!</FONT> <br />hix hix hix.... <br />STRESS GW!! YO OLOOHH <br /> <br />begini dah klo uda deket2 ulangan umum <br />segala macam ulangan muncul semua <br />rasanya otak tuh mau meleleh with the sun! <br />O H M O N D I E U ! ! ! ! <br />-_- <br /> <br />bayangin! kyanya cuma skola gw doang deh yang ulangan umumnya itu akhir november :( <br />semua orang yang gw tanyain 100% desember ulumnya :( <br />O H M O N D I E U ! ! ! ! <br />-_- <br /> <br />dan ternyata penantian datangnya ulangan umum haruslah dihiasi oleh berbagai macam tugas dari berbagai jenis guru hadoooh amit-amit dah -_- <br /> <br />masih ada karya sastra yang harus dianalisis <br />masih ada presentasi yang belum terbentuk sama sekali <br />masih ada pidato yang belum beres terlaksana <br />masih ada rumus-rumus matematika untuk dimengerti <br />masih ada pernikahan tradisional yang harus dihafalkan <br />masih ada hari-hari libur di mana gw ga bisa liat le professeur dans la secretariat <br />*tetep* huahahaha <br /> <br />[oh btw ternyata dia bukan guru lho <br />instead... il est le DIRECTEUR! <br />O H M O N D I E U!! <br />ga tanggung2 ye selera gw huahahaha <br />not the teacher <br />(obviously) not the cleaning service <br />not the librarian <br />but straight to the top! <br />LE DIRECTEUR! <br />VOILA! <br />sensor bule mapan gw ternyata bekerja dengan baik <br />huiahahahaha] <br /> <br />anyway... <br />ternyata ajal memang begitu dekatnya <br /> <br />waktu bergulir <br />membawaku ke bibir jurang yang tak terlihat dasarnya <br />dan bila saatnya telah tiba <br />melayang aku di antara dinding bebatuan <br />sampai aku sampai pada titik akhir <br />di mana aku menghantam lantai bumi yang keras <br />entah lalu ku ke atas ke surga di mana sangkakala berbunyi <br />atau <br />runtuh tanahnya dan masuk aku ke gerbang neraka <br /> <br />*soupir* je suis triste :( <br />karena keterbatasan gw sendiri huaaaa <br />nilai gw turun semua hix hix hix <br /> <br />kata wo de xiao ban zhang: "uda nanti ulangan umum kejar 10 aja" <br />FOU!!! comment à faites-le?! <br />comment peux je faire une telle chose?! <br />oh well... <br />one must do what one has to do, right? <br /> <br />doain ya moga2 ulangan umum bisa berjalan dengan lancar <br />ameeeeennnnnhhhh >v<<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-110009695432099795?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1099319223194881912004-11-01T20:40:00.000+07:002004-11-01T23:22:44.776+07:00kejadiannya simple2 aja <br />dan sebenernya ga ada yang special2 <br />dan malah agaQ2 memalukan buat mereka yang liat bule tiap ari <br />:\p <br /> <br />anyways... <br />kisahnya seperti ini <br /> <br />jadi waktu itu kan gw les perancis *viva français!* :p <br />trus pas ma professeur masuk dia langsung bilang <br />"patty! vous allez au secretariat pour deux ou trois markers <br />kamu ke sekretariat ambil 2 ato 3 marker <br />en français ya! pake perancis!" <br /> <br />NGEEEEEEEEEQQQQQ <br />kontan gw paniQ 70 keliling! <br />gimana caranya coba gw minta marker pake perancis?! <br />OH MON DIEU! <br /> <br />"polité ya! vite! vite! vite! <br />inget! yang sopan! cepet cepet cepet!" <br /> <br />akhirnya gw ngabur deh ke sekretariat <br />masi bingung what to say what to do <br /> <br />biasanya yang jaga di sekretariat itu orang indo <br />dan gw berharap yang jaga ya orang indo itu <br />jadi gw ga terlalu gugup tar klo ngomong <br /> <br />tapi ternyata prediksi gw salah!!! <br />*kurang ajar! kmn pula itu orang!* <br />jadi... di balik pintu secretariat yang kaca film doang <br />gw memandang ke dalamnya dan <br />OH MON DIEU <br />ADANYA CUMA BULE!!! <br />I'M TOTALLY DOOMED!!! <br />GW SALAH NGOMONG DIKIT DIA MANA MUNGKIN NGERTI! <br />OH MON DIEU!! <br /> <br />gw makin paniQ aja gitu mikirin itu bule aduh aduh aduh aduh <br />setelah satu dua menit memandangi pintu secretariat <br />akhirnya gw menarik napas yang banyak <br />menghembuskannya pelan2 <br />mempersiapkan diri <br />cepet ato lambat gw musti ngambil spidol ^^; <br />dan kubukalah pintu sekretariat... <br /> <br />"bonjour monsieur... <br />je voudrais trois markers..." <br />[good day mister... i want 3 markers...] <br />kata gw dengan malu2 <br />*maklum jarang2 liat bule :D hehehe* <br /> <br />trus trus trus dia menjawab <br />"troi markers?" <br />"oui, monsieur" <br /> <br />OH MON DIEU!!! <br />BULE PERANCIS ARE VERY VERY SEXEEEEHHH <br />sekarang gw ngerti knp français is the language of love hahaha <br />beneran deh tuh <br />rasanya lo mo gigit itu orang huahahaha <br />*aduh patty kudu dikrangkeng nee ^^; hahaha* <br /> <br />eh tapi beneeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrr <br />kliatannya ngomong "troi markers" aja tuh <br />AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA <br />menghancurkan hati meluluhkan kubu gituuuh!! <br />apalagi R nya <br />yo olooooooohhhhhhhhhh <br />rasanya mo cubit2 pipi huewihewiuheuiehiueh <br /> <br />anyways... <br />he gave me the markers <br />dan gw kembali ke kelas <br /> <br />TETAPI <br />sebelum dia ngasi spidolnya ke gw... <br />dia bilang dulu klo perancis gw bagus <br />YEAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH <br />MAMPUS DAH GWWWW <br />DIPUJI AMA BULE PULAAAAAA <br />RASANYA KAKI LEMES AJAAAAAAAAAA <br />TERBANG KE LANGIT2 <br />KEJEDOT LAMPHU DAHHH *DHUENKKZZZXXX* <br /> <br />trus dia nanya gurunya siapa <br />[ato.. gw menganggap dia nanya guru gw sapa cuz gw ga ngerti dia ngomong apa ^^;] <br />oh mon dieu..... sangat sangat sangat pengen gw gigit arrr ngahahaha <br />[audible: *arrr your booty shivers me timber!*] <br /> <br />aneh ya... <br />padahal itu bule professeur lho <br />seorang guru di situ <br />dan for christ sake he's gendut and nothing like brad pitt or tom cruise <br />tapi knp ya <br />selalu aja gw "terpesona" ama bule <br />mata birunya <br />or or or <br />rambut pirangnya <br />or simply the way the talk <br />kya ketemu artis ajya gituh <br />nguaQ <br /> <br />padahal kan cuma gitu doang gitu lho <br />"trois markers?" <br />super words! <br />bayangin... <br />kata2 perancis yang bolak balik terlintas di otak gw cuma <br />"je voudrais trois markers" <br />huiahiauhaiuhaiauha <br /> <br />in conclusion <br />i've decided... <br /> <br />bule emang lebih menarik buat gw <br />daripada orang asia <br />nguak nguak nguak :D <br /> <br />[announcement] <br /> <br /><font size=5>hunting: bule mapan</font> <br /> <br />[/announcement] <br /> <br />huahahahaha <br /> <br /><p align="center"> <br /><img src="http://www.crazy4cinema.com/Actor/imgs/cruise.jpg"> <br /></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-109931922319488191?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1098798917320961752004-10-26T20:30:00.000+07:002004-10-26T21:18:18.806+07:00j'ai &#233;tudi&#233; le fran&#231;ais pendant quelques mois <br />peut-&#234;tre seulement ReYk peut lire ce poteau :p <br /> <br />mais <br />je commencerai par simple ^^ <br />c'est facile ;) <br /> <br />est-ce que je peux me pr&#233;senter (encore) en fran&#231;ais? <br />bien :D <br /> <br />je m'appelle patty <br />je suis une &#233;tudiante de Santa Ursula &#224; Jakarta <br />elle est la ville capitale, grande! ;D <br /> <br />j'ai seize ans <br />je habite &#224; Taman Aries <br /> <br />j'aime beaucoup les th&#233;&#226;tres <br />j'aime les musiques &#224; la folie ^o^ <br />je pr&#233;f&#233;re la musique classique <br />mais j'aime les jeux musicaux &#224; la folie aussi!! <br />ainsi... j'aime les deux ^o^ hohoho <br /> <br />oh! et je suis c&#233;libataire ;) <br />interessant, non? hahaha :D <br /> <br />mais.. il est temps d'aller <br />assez pour la confusion ;D <br />huiahiauhaiuahahahahaha <br /> <br />au revoir :D <br />*jamais fin des rires* <br />MWAHAHAHAHAHAHA :D <br /> <br /><img src="http://web.ukonline.co.uk/classic.jsrpages/classic/monroe/laugh.jpg" width="150"> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-109879891732096175?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1098294074531704042004-10-21T01:13:00.000+07:002004-10-21T17:10:19.703+07:00As always, sekolah gw tercinta <br />the evergreen concealation <br />ngadain education fair <br /> <br />ga special? <br />bener juga sih <br />tapi buat gw, ini bakal jadi penting banget <br /> <br />mungkin beberapa dari kalian2 sempet gw tanya2in <br />enaknya gw kuliah ke mana ya <br />deuh gw pengen ke sini sini sini <br />bisa ga ya gw ke sana ato ke mana gitu <br />yaaa segala macem kebimbangan gw akan masa depan gw <br /> <br />dan mungkin di edufair ini gw bakal menemukan jawaban atas semua pertanyaan gw <br />*saaaaaah* huiahiauhaiuahahaha :D <br /> <br />setelah gw ngobz ma bonyokz <br />it's been decided <br />setelah gw lulus sma gw bakal diterbangkan ke china <br />belajar bahasa cuz mandarin itu sangat diperlukan di dunia internasional nantinya *sekarang juga sih :p* <br /> <br />harapannya sih tetep ke UK <br />tapi itu masih ditimbang berat2 soalnya berat banget ke sono <br />POUNDSTERLING gitu lho.... <br />bisa sport jantung bokap gw bayarnya <br />dan klo ke UK gw ga tau about scholarshipnya <br />dan pastinya karena itu internasional pasti saingannya berat banget <br /> <br />meskipun gitu, bonyokz gw uda memperbolehkan gw cabut ke sono ;) <br />gw tinggal pikir2 uni mana yang kira2 gw pengen <br />ada yang tau ga uni di UK yang bagus apaan? <br />for commerce, communication, public relation, ya yang such things gitu deh <br /> <br />tadinya gw menaksir london school of commerce ato bournemouth university <br />tapi karena gw masih buta tentang mereka jadi masi gw simpen dulu hehehe :D <br /> <br />gw masi mempertimbangkan jerman amerika dan australia <br />singapore ditendang jauh2 huahahahaha <br />tapi ada kemungkinan juga sih gw kul di sini <br />tapi kecil banget soalnya gw ga mau huahahahaha <br /> <br />lucu ya... gw masi 2 sma kliatannya merencanakan masa depan gw mpe gitu banget padahal banyak kakak kelas gw yang sekarang kliatannya masi blanky2 kuliah di mana <br /> <br />well... it's just because i want to prepare myself as good as possible <br />entah kenapa gw takut banget gw bakal jadi salah satu dari sekian banyak pengangguran di indonesia <br />no no no, i don't want to be them <br />i won't let there be any silght chance that i could be one of them <br />ho ho no :p <br /> <br />ok so... what i'm trying to say is... <br />1. silahkan datang ke edufair sanur 30 oktober 2004 *gw panitia lho!* ^^ <br />diadain di smu santa ursula jl lapangan banteng <br />ato jl pos 2 juga bisa :D <br />pokoknya ada di sebelah katedral en kantor pos ibukota <br />deket2 gedung kesenian jakarta <br />dari jam 9 pagi mpe 4 sore :) <br />terbuka untuk umum koQ jadi feel free to come ;) <br /> <br />2. enaknya kuliah di mana ya...? any good suggestion? <br />boleh promosi koQ hehehehe :D <br />bantu aku ya temannn :D <br />it's about your friend's future fortune ;) hehehe :D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-109829407453170404?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1097937563153588432004-10-16T21:37:00.000+07:002004-10-16T21:39:23.153+07:00hey hey hey!! <br />so what do you think of the new template? ;) <br />a little lively eyh? ^^ <br /> <br />if you find any mistakes <br />tell me hehehe <br /> <br />any comment? :D <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-109793756315358843?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1097241617115488172004-10-08T20:01:00.000+07:002004-10-08T20:20:17.116+07:00sekali lagi gw mengukir prestasi huahahaha <br />once again i make my old guy proud ;) <br /> <br />ok first gw ceritain kulturfest dulu ya <br />kulturfest itu sebuah festival budaya jerman yang ngikutin oktoberfest di jerman ono <br />jadi fakultas ilmu budaya universitas indonesia ngadain ini acara buat ngerayain itu <br /> <br />ada deh nii lomba2 jerman <br />kebetulan yang sekola gw ikutin itu lomba vocal group, poetry reading, sama cepat tepat <br />dan gw kebagian poetry reading <br /> <br />ok ok mungkin bukan "bagian" gw sepenuhnya karena gw di sono cuma bersifat membantu <br />jadi temen gw yang pronounciationnya lebi bagus dari gw yang dipilih buat baca puisinya <br />trus gw dipilih buat ngiringin dia pake gitar <br />i said ok <br /> <br />tapi ternyata peran gw lebih dari ngiringin dia <br />gw ikut bantuin dia mendalami itu puisi dll <br />kebetulan banget puisi yang dia harus bawain itu uda familiar di gw <br />*maklum lha anak sastra huiahiauhaiuha* <br /> <br />ya uda deh <br />setelah temen gw mantep dengan segala yang uda gw nasihatin <br />jalanlah kami ke depan *santa ursula oberschule,, BISA!!* hehe <br /> <br />kebetulan taon ini pesertanya cuma 17 gitu deh <br />jadi dapet juara 1 <br />kebanyakan malah lawannya anak digit gitu deh <br />banyak yang aneh2 n uniQ2 huehehehehe <br />top2 punya deh hahaha <br />apalagi yang dapet juara 2 hehehe <br />"uniQue" abiez hahaha *walopun 'agaQ' ganteng* ihhihi <br /> <br />perwakilan buat cepat tepat ngga tembus ke final ga tau kenapa <br />tapi yang vocal group itu yang kereeennn <br /> <br />emang sih cuma ada 4 peserta which means semuanya juara jadinya (kecuali yang 1 itu) <br />tapi dibanding yang laennya bener2 jauh dah hahahaha <br />lucu bwangethh hehehe :D <br />karena kebetulan yang ikutan di vocal group itu anak2nya pada pinter nyanyi jadi deh juara 1 :D hehehe <br /> <br />tau ga? jurinya itu kan dosen UI gitu <br />nah ternyata yaaaa itu dosen ntu bokapnya pelatih gw yang kabur ke korea!! huahaha <br />setiap gerak geriknya menyatakan dia bokapnya flo gitu abies mirip bangeet!! hahaha <br /> <br />oh iya buat pembukaannya itu ada yang kasi persembahan lagu gitu <br />karya beethoven gitu dehhh <br />yo olooooooooooooh ga nahaaaaaannn <br />rasanya gw mo nangis pas dengernya <br />suaranya BAGUS BANGETTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT <br />seandainya aku memiliki lelaki seperti dia... huiahaiuaihaiuha <br /> <br />aduh aduh aduh gw jadi berpikir.. <br />ternyata emang ada yak orang indo yang bisa menyanyi seperti itu <br />gw sampe terharu hahahaha <br /> <br />hmmm jangan2 dia ddnya pelatih gw?! waa.... <br />klo gitu sih ga heran huiahaiuhaiuahaiuhaiuahaiuhaiuahiauha <br /> <br />aduh tuh kan makin ga penting hahahaha <br /> <br />anyway the thing is... <br />menurut kalian... gw patut ga share that sort of glory? <br />kan yang baca puisi bukan gw <br />dan yang bantuin tmn gw itu bukan cuma gw doang <br />tapi sampe hadiah2nya itu dibagi ke gw <br />even the prize money lho! heheh <br />patut ga ya?? <br />soalnya gw agaQ2 merasa ga pantas menerima hadiahnya *biarpun seneng sih* hehehe *Tetep*<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-109724161711548817?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1096824161176544562004-10-04T01:15:00.000+07:002004-10-04T00:22:41.176+07:00sinaran telah sirna <br />yang ada <br />hanya tangisan lara <br />tercabik sengsara <br /> <br />bahagia <br />jauh tak terkira <br /> <br />sinaran telah sirna <br />berteriak pun tak guna <br /> <br />biarkan ia <br />tak bernada <br /> <br />kapan pun juga <br />saatnya akan tiba <br /> <br />--- <br /> <br />i did a good job on my test <br />i think i really could go <br />but money turned me down <br />time winds the light <br /> <br />so it is the end of the hope <br />so it's now sunset... <br />i'll just wait for the sunrise... <br />with the read burst of illumination...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-109682416117654456?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1096560008482951172004-09-30T22:38:00.000+07:002004-09-30T23:00:08.483+07:00tut mir leid :( <br />ich habe Pech!! <br />ich denke ich bin krank... innen :( <br /> <br />you know what <br />i just hate it <br />and when i speak the word HATE i really do mean it <br />and i just can't express how i HATE it <br />but you just have to believe that i goes to the limit! <br /> <br />what's is you asked? <br />que-es que ce? <br />simple <br />it's the **** TPSU <br /> <br />okay so i may not HATE it <br />everyone HAS TO LOVE it <br />and oh don't forget <br />everyone HAS to put it at the top of the list <br />great! just GREAT! <br /> <br />warum? <br />hah <br />now here's where it gets **** <br /> <br />so it was said that the rehearsals are for monday and tuesday <br />they are the exact day when i have my french lesson <br />which mean <br />i was FORCED to change my course days <br /> <br />i was never agree to that <br />but since i think i HAVE TO give my word and HAVE TO done what i said <br />so i did change my course days <br />tuesday and friday it is <br /> <br />first <br />i hate my friday to be my course day <br />because it's my day to take my leisure which i don't take every day thank you very much! <br />and i hate my thursday to be book-plused! <br />geez! i got to bring a ton of books and i have to bring more books for that french lesson! <br /> <br />and i DO love my monday and tuesday <br />and i don't like people FORCE me on my schedule <br /> <br />that's one <br /> <br />next in line is that I MIGHT NOT GO TO THAT DREAMLAND OF ENGLAND <br />i am going to be graduated next year <br />and if i go next year then i won't have the certificate here <br />plus <br />my dad doesn't want to spend his money on it <br /> <br />well he said i could go for my college year <br />and he thinks that it will be best if i really can get scholarship <br />which i can only get if i have the average score more than 8 <br />and that is not easy <br />and i'm telling you it's not easy at all <br /> <br />it gives me certain kind of pressure <br />not that my dad gave me <br />but it's from me myself <br /> <br />it just scares me most that i'm not good enough at anything <br />that i'll just be a woman of unknowledgement <br />i got swept up in the morning with the trash <br />AND HELL IT SCARES ME SO! <br /> <br />you know what <br />this uncertainties of fortune and future is driving me mad <br />who knows what will i be in the next 5 years <br /> <br />will i be a successful student? <br />will i be an ideal college student? <br />or will i be a desperate girl who cant go to any college? <br />or will i still be a spinster or some sort? <br />or will i be rejected from choir auditions? <br /> <br />IT'S DRIVING ME MAD!!! <br />AND I CAN'T SEEM TO STOP GASPING FOR EVERTHING JUST TO GET ME OUT OF IT!! <br /> <br />oh help me help me help me <br />i am just frustrated that i don't know what i'm going to be? <br />am i going to be safe and sound? <br />am i going to live a good life? <br />or would i end up on the street? <br />a girl has got to eat <br />yes <br />a girl has got to eat <br />and diamonds are a girl's best friend <br />*what?!* <br /> <br />anyway <br />i am just so frantic <br />all my life has been hectic <br />and i am so nervous about my future <br /> <br />all i can do is hope <br />that good fortune is ahead... <br /> <br />just hope.. <br />just a hope...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-109656000848295117?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1095854206104507912004-09-22T18:30:00.000+07:002004-09-22T19:32:56.370+07:00you don't know how bad my day was <br />you see, i got two quizes today <br />and then, i couldn't do both of them <br />somehow i know i would fail both of them <br />we'll see the result later <br /> <br />so i came home with the look of depression <br />because of the reason above <br />and how fat i am <br />*lho?!* <br /> <br />anyway <br />as always <br />i went to my brother's room <br />sit around <br />then went out again <br /> <br />but before i reach that very door of the room <br />there's this HUGE envelope on the desk <br /> <br />"Patrici Snjoo" <br /> <br />... is that my name? ^^; <br /> <br />anyway... <br />it's from EF-- English First <br />and english course institution i guess <br />at least that's all i know at first <br /> <br />and so <br />i took the envelope and open it <br />there are books and a small piece of paper <br /> <br />i start with the book <br />written there "Language Travel" <br />uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu... <br />you know how much i love language don't you? <br /> <br />so my eyes came to the corner of the cover <br />"Untuk siswa usia 8 - 18 tahun <br />Desember 2004 - Januari 2005" <br /> <br />it's on holidayyyyyyyy!!!!! <br />i could go!! yeah yeah yeah!!! <br /> <br />but as i read again <br />and again <br />and again... <br />DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMNNNNNNNNNN <br />I GOT PERFORMANCE TO DO ON JANUARY!! <br /> <br />then, again... <br />me with the depression look on my face <br />*sob sob sob* <br /> <br />so i saw the other book <br />"High School Year" <br />hmm... i couldn't possibly afford to go abroad <br />i skipped it and went to the little piece of paper <br />which is actually an invitation <br /> <br />and i saw there <br />written clearly in blue ink <br />"STUDENT EXCHANGE" <br /> <br />OH MY GOD OH MEIN GOTT OH MON DIEU!!! <br />BY GEORGE BY JONES BY JEEVES!!! <br />STUDENT EXCHANGE!! <br /> <br />i read the whole thing <br />and it happend to be the program in the second book <br />so i read the book again <br />OMG OMG OMG, i screamed in my heart <br /> <br />and you know what <br />the countries to pick are... <br />USA <br />Canada <br />England <br />Australia <br />and New Zealand <br /> <br />DAMN <br />THERE'S ENGLAND THERE <br />I'VE BEEN DYING TO GO THERE!!! <br /> <br />then i imagine the west end <br />the red suited guys with long black furry hat <br />the castles <br />the birds <br />the churches <br />the streets <br />the rivers <br />the EVERYTHING!!! <br /> <br />oh dear oh dear <br />i felt as if this is a sign <br />a sign from Mr. G-O-D! <br /> <br />i've been praying!! <br />i had my prayerS!!! <br />AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA <br /> <br />and suddenly this pack of hope... <br />AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!! <br />AS IF MY LIFE IS JUST RIGHT IN THE CORNER TO TURN!!! <br /> <br />owwwwwwwww could this be the answer of my prayers? <br />could this be the miracle He made?! <br /> <br />i kept on whispering OH PLEASE LET ME GO THERE PLEASE LET ME GO THERE <br />and i even sing that when i took my bath! <br /> <br />OH MY GOD OH MEIN GOTT OH MON DIEU! <br />POUR TOUTATIS!!! I THINK I'M GOING TO EXPLODE!!! <br /> <br />so as i read, i learned more <br />i have to go trough an interview (which i feel i could go through) <br />then i planned so many things in my head <br />as if i'm really going there <br /> <br />oh dear oh dear <br />i can't wait til october 3 <br />that's the time when the presentation of the student exchange program <br /> <br />oh my dear oh my dear <br />is this the time when i take wing? <br />the time when i could fly away? <br />the time when i leave all this to yesterday?! <br /> <br />WHY LIVE LIFE FROM DREAM TO DREAM <br />AND DREAD THE DAY WHEN DREAMING ENDS? <br /> <br />i am so going for this one! :D <br /> <br />you know, <br />i was concerned for some matters <br />but no worries!! <br />i think there'll be people helpin me out <br /> <br />oh please!!! <br />OH PLEASE LET IT BE THE TIME!!! <br />PLEASE LET THIS BE THE TIME WHEN I TAKE WING!! <br />KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! <br /> <br />you don't believe how much i want this chance to go pass my way <br />now it's right in front of my eyes and i don't want to make it gone to waste <br />so here i am <br />writing of my dreams <br />which soon <br />will end <br /> <br />AMEEEEEEEENNN!!! <br /> <br />ps: doa-in gw ya temennnn!! :D <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-109585420610450791?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1095641472163367652004-09-20T07:37:00.000+07:002004-09-20T07:51:12.163+07:00The professor of a university challenged his students with this question: <br /><font size=4 color="red"><b>"Did God create everything that exists?"</font></b> <br /> <br />A student answered bravely: "Yes, He did". <br /> <br />The professor then asked, <br /><font color="purple">"If God created everything then He created evil. Since evil exist, so God is evil."</font> <br /> <br />The student respond to that statement causing the professor to conclude that he had "proven" that "Belief in God" was a fairy tale and therefore worthless. <br /> <br />Another student raised his hand and asked the professor, <br />"May I pose a question?" <br />"Of course," answered the professor. <br /> <br />The young student stood up and asked: <br /><font size=4 color="red"><b>"Professor, does cold exist?"</font></b> <br />The professor answered, <br />"What kind of question is that? Of course cold exists... <br />Haven't you ever been cold?" <br /> <br />The young student answered, <br /><font size=4 color="red"><b>"In fact Sir, cold does not exist.</b></font> <br /><font color="purple">According to the laws of Physics, what we consider cold, in fact is the absence of heat. <br />Anything can be studied as long as it transmits energy (heat). <br />Absolute zero is the total absence of heat, but cold does not exist. <br />What we have done is to create a term to describe how we feel if we don't have body heat or we are not hot."</font> <br /> <br /><font size=4 color="red"><b>"And does dark exist?"</font></b> he continued. <br />The professor answered, "Of course". <br /> <br />This time the student responded, "Again, you're wrong, Sir. <br /><font size=4 color="red"><b>Darkness does not exist either.</b></font> <br /><font color="purple">Darkness is, in fact simple, the absence of light. <br />Light can be studied, darkness cannot. <br />Darkness cannot be broken down. <br />A simple ray of light tears the darkness and illuminates the surface where the light beam finishes. <br />Dark is a term that we humans have created to describe what happens when there's lack of light."</font> <br /> <br />Finally, the student asked the professor, <br /><font size=4 color="red"><b>" Sir, does evil exist?"</font></b> <br />The professor replied: "Of course it exists, <br />as I mentioned at the beginning, we see violations, crimes and violence anywhere in the world and those things are evil." <br /> <br />The student responded, <br /><font size=4 color="red"><b>"Sir, evil does not exist.</font></b> <br /><font color="purple">Just as in the previous cases, evil is a term in which man has created to describe the result of the absence of God's presence in the hearts of men."</font> <br /> <br />After this, the professor bowed down his head and didn't answer back. <br /> <br />The young man's name was <br /><font size=7 color="blue">Albert Einstein.</font></b><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-109564147216336765?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1095163882277411502004-09-14T18:45:00.000+07:002004-09-14T19:11:22.276+07:00[announcement 1] <br />I WON!!! I WON!!! MAZEL TOV FOR MOI!! <br />i won the second place for choir competition of ITB :D <br />and that's a NATIONAL REGION COMPETITION! <br />I'M SECOND BEST IN INDONESIA WHOOPPPYYY [goldberg] ^o^ <br />that's for senior high school category <br /> <br />it's a shame that on folk song category we only achieve 8th place <br />sorry mas adjie... we know we're wrong... <br />[/announcement 1] <br /> <br />[announcement 2] <br />gw sedih banget pelatih ku tercinta si benji boy tidak akan melatih gw lagi <br />it's all our fault... ga sesuai ama tuntutan dia yang tinggi <br />hix hix hix... behnie behnie... forever i for you deh :) <br />doain gw biar bisa masuk Twilite Chorus ya biar bisa ketemu benjiku lagi hehehe <br />klo di pribahasa, "sekali dayung 2 3 pulau terlewati" hihihi :D <br />[/announcement 2] <br /> <br />[announcement 3] <br />gw baru "breed" a new way of making short stories :D <br />write 5 lines with no connection at all <br />then make a naration of it <br /> <br />wanna see the result of that? <br />check out <a href="http://www.geocities.com/spritesprit/pieces.html">{authorship}</a> ^^ <br />[/announcement 3] <br /> <br />okeh sekarang giliran gw cerita hehehe <br /> <br />gw adalah seorang yang gemar olah raga <br />n tadi ada pelajaran olah raga yang uda gw tunggu2 hehehe <br />jadwalnya sih minggu itu ga ada apa2 karena nilai2 uda masuk semua <br />jadi <br />guru gw akhirnya berinisiatif untuk ngajak maen volley anak smp yang lagi nganggur gara2 ga punya guru OR <br /> <br />dan mulailah permainan <br />temen2 sekelas gw uda bersorak sorai "yang penting gaya! yang penting gaya!" *ga penting banget hahahaha* <br />dan surf awal dimulai :D <br /> <br />surf demi surf dilakukan [ga ada volley sama skali hahaha *biasa anak sma smp*] :D <br />pada mulanya gw kalah, trus menang, trus kalah lagi <br />kesimpulannya... gw kalah :( hux hux hux <br /> <br />it's not that i blame the team <br />karena gw emang tau keterbatasan kemampuan anak2 kls gw dlm maen volley <br />yang semuanya itu asal jder2 aja tanpa liat arah hehehe <br />masa skor yang didapet klo bukan dari gw ya pas musuh mati <br />jelek banget hauhaiuhaiuahiauha <br /> <br />yah in the end <br />team gw gpp karena ya uda lha... cincay :D <br />"yang penting gaya" my friends said huiahiauhaiuhaiua <br /> <br />tapi ternyata guru gw berpikiran laen <br />dia melihat daftar nilai di tangannya dan mendapati angka2 yang tidak sesuai dengan permainan yang baru saja ia saksikan <br /> <br />"nilainya 95 tapi tadi jelek sekali mainnya <br />tidak mencerminkan apa yang sudah diajarkan" <br /> <br />maka ia pun mencoret semua nilai pemain menjadi 7 <br />tapi gw ngga <br />karena nilai gw emang uda 7 :p <br />huiehwieuhwieuhiwuehiehehe <br /> <br />"mendingan kalian mendapat nilai 7 dengan kemampuan memang segitu <br />daripada dapet 9 tapi hanya karena faktor keberuntungan" <br /> <br />"kalian tidak mencerminkan keseriusan <br />saya punya kata2 'relax tapi disiplin' <br />dan kalian tadi relaxnya berlebihan <br />sehingga tidak bermain dengan baik. <br />hanya mengganggap main2 saja. <br />seharusnya bukan yang penting gaya <br />tapi harus berusaha semaksimal kalian" <br /> <br />klo gw pribadi... gw sudah bermain sebaik2nya <br />tapi ya dari team gw emang sih... agaQ dodol2 gitu <br />ada yang mukul cuma satu tangan doang <br />ada yang takut bola <br />gitu2 deh... <br />jadi gw bisa maklumin kekecewaan dia <br /> <br />setelah guruku tersayang selesai berbicara <br />temen gw angkat tangan <br /> <br />"pak <br />yang memulai bilang 'yang penting gaya' itu saya pak <br />jadi saya rasa bapak tidak adil kalo cuma nguraingin mereka aja <br />karena menurut saya mereka sudah cukup baik untuk bersedia bermain. <br />jadi saya rasa sebaiknya <br />nilai saya dikurangi juga" <br /> <br />dalam hati gw tepuk tangan buat tmn gw itu <br />gila... gw salut banget <br />gw aja bolak balik mikirin cara supaya nilai gw ditambain gara2 gw maennya ga seperti yang laen <br />[ga gw usahain juga sih...] :p <br /> <br />anyway <br />ternyata tmn gw ini merintis gerakan coret nilai <br />akhirnya tmn gw yang laen ikutan minta dikurangin juga nilainya <br />karena ya menurut mereka, emang nilai mereka tidak sesuai dengan kemampuan aslinya <br /> <br />that's what i thought <br />tapi ternyata di ruang ganti tmn gw ngomel2 <br /> <br />but the point is <br />emang bener <br />luck does happen <br />tapi tanpa kemampuan yang sesungguhnya <br />it's just empty <br />you're no good anyhow <br /> <br />jadi... <br />don't rely on luck <br />we have to stick to quality <br />not luck <br /> <br />and that's why i always like to improve myself <br />heart and soul <br />flesh and body <br />to be not dependent on luck <br /> <br />and that's that :p<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-109516388227741150?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1094305529167448532004-09-04T20:23:00.000+07:002004-09-04T20:45:29.166+07:00[oot] <br />commenting bebeQ's comment: <br />"kasian orang yang perfeksionis, rasanya ga pernah puas" <br /> <br />agree... <br /> <br />i am tired of being unsatisfied with mostly everything <br /> <br />but for me, it's not a problem at all <br />at least, with my have-to-be-perfect will <br />i could have the spirit to grow <br />and not be satisfied with i am now which is far from perfect <br />in other word, bad. <br />[/oot] <br /> <br />if i could cry right now, i would <br /> <br />again.. it's about my choir <br /> <br />i must admit that the whole process is a major catastrophy <br />not blend, bad phrasing, undynamic, no power, name it <br /> <br />once of course i blame the most to those who don't come to reharsals often <br />and you might know from the unkymood that i've been so darn cranky lately <br />but now <br />as you can see <br />heart broken <br />my heart is broken <br /> <br />why? because... <br />they didn't come and they're bad <br />i tried my best <br />i even hurt my own head cuz of the sonor -_- <br />and they don't seem to care <br />and didn't do their best <br />like the rest of us <br /> <br />that just make me feel sad <br />terribly sad <br /> <br />so my cousin said to me: <br />"tapi, buat gua .. itu kekurangan satu koor, bukan orang yang udah setiap kali dateng. Bahkan gua yang ngga pernah absen aja ... berasa emang gua belom dapet banget .... Buat gua sich, kadang dah dateng terus pun tetep nggak menjamin gua nya bisa masuk banget ke lagu ... *walopun yang jarang dateng juga*. Tapi buat gua ini bener bener murni kekuarangan satu koor." <br /> <br />i could only stick to that <br />ignore my broken heart <br />and go on <br />as if there are no them <br /> <br />i got other things to think of anyway... <br />why should i bother thinking about this lousy choir <br />why should my choir be a lousy choir <br />why can't my choir not be a lousy choir? <br /> <br />don't answer <br />i don't want to know anyway <br />*sob* <br /> <br />if we are at the third place or so <br />we could understand <br />that maybe... we just don't deserve the best <br />for not everyone gave their best <br /> <br />and it takes everyone to make the best <br /> <br />always be the best of you <br />got to be like that <br />not just now but for the rest of your life <br />forever... <br /> <br />[heart broken soul] <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-109430552916744853?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1093891534236784452004-08-31T01:08:00.000+07:002004-08-31T01:45:34.236+07:00hola :) <br />sekarang lagi in the middle of the night :p <br /> <br />news report dulu <br /><news> <br /><b>pada tanggal 9 september 2004 bakal ada <br /><font size=5 color="red">KPS ITB KATEGORI LAGU RAKYAT INDONESIA</font> <br />dan ada gw di situ ikut berkompetisi :) <br />trus beberapa hari selanjutnya ada yang KATEGOTI SLTA <br /> <br />jadi kamu2 yang berasa ada di bandung <br />silahkan berkunjung menonton daku :D hehehe <br />memberikan dukungan sebisa anda gitu lhoo :q</b> <br /></news> <br /> <br />about the topic-- it is based on real story <br />which is mine-- ofcuz :D <br />*like-- who else!? duh :p* <br /> <br />okay <br />so here's to think of <br />we all know that <b>NOBODY IS PERFECT</b> <br />and i agree with it <br /> <br />but who doesn't want to be perfect? <br />at least-- to be as close as possible gitu lho <br /> <br />and perasaan ingin untuk menjadi perfect tentu sangat dirasakan oleh orang2 yang perfeksionis <br />dalam kasus ini-- gw <br /> <br />suatu hari dibagikan ulangan menulis arab <br />gw yakin banget tuh bakal dapet PERFECT 10 <br />tapi pas dibacain nilainya gw CUMA dapet 7 <br />*crep crep crep crep crep* <br />salahnya? salah nulis huruf "D" <br />knp bisa salah? karena waktu itu guru gw ngasi tau gw yang salah <br />gw ga tau dong? jadi salah gw? <br />salah tmn2 gw? salah co gw? salah ce gw? pling dos!? <br /> <br />hari berlanjut... <br />ulangan jerman--2 kali <br />pertama ngomong: dapet 8 <br />gw ga tau knp gw bisa dapet 8 padahal menurut gw SEHARUSNYA gw bisa dapet 9 ato setidaknya 85 gitu lha <br /> <br />waktu itu gw dapet dialog formal <br />trus uda tentuin kan dialognya kya gmn <br />trus pas dipraktekin <br />tmn gw pertama2 ngomong sesuatu yang TIDAK DIRENCANAKAN <br />dapat gw atasi <br />trus uda gitu kan ngomong2-- done <br />i think i did a good job <br /> <br />tapi <br />pas dibacain nilainya, gw 8 dia 9 <br />bukannya gw iri sih <br />tapi BIASANYA gw lebih pintar ngomong dalam jerman drpd tmn gw itu <br />nyesek dong <br /> <br />ok trus abis ulangan yang lisan-- sekarang yang tertulis <br />gw salah 5 dari 30 soal <br />dan 5 salah itu salahnya bener2 bego banget <br />salahnya gara2 sesuatu yang kecil banget <br />kya Sie=du tapi cara nulis verben-nya itu beda <br />yang di soal Sie yang di otak gw du <br />jadi gw salah <br />gembel banget ga? <br />huhuhu.... <br /> <br />dan perlu ditekankan bahwa waktu latian gw selalu betul semua <br />tanpa ada yang harus gw contek2 dulu -_- <br />dan malah waktu ulangan gw jadi geblek <br />gembel banget ga sih? >( <br /> <br />trus trus trus <br />gw uda sebel banget tuh pas itu <br />tingkat kekesalan uda mencapai puncak <br /> <br />ulangan selanjutnya itu ulangan mandarin <br />bahan: bab 3 <br />yang diulangankan: bab1-3 <br />NJIRRRRRRRRRRRR <br />dan gw banyak lupa pin yin nya!! <br />tiada cara lain selain ngecap <br />blon dikembaliin sih <br />tapi ada 1 kata yang salah-- "hua" <br />cuma salah 1 goresan doang *CREPPP* <br />tapi salah... <br /> <br />ok... <br />ceritanya segitu <br />sekarang merenung lagi <br /> <br />bayangin <br />gw begitu dekat dengan kesempurnaan <br />cuma salah sedikitttt banget <br />gmn sih rasanya? <br /> <br />klo diandaikan dengan ulangan mat <br />lo dari yang sebenernya bisa dapet 10 <br />trus gara2 salah koma ato salah tanda <br />jadi dapet 4 <br />NYESEK MANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN <br /> <br />you are that close to perfection <br />only a step further to perfection <br /> <br />tapi klo kata orang... <br />"1 juta kurang 1 bukan 1 juta lagi" <br />dan gw bener2 ngerasain itu <br /> <br />ok mungkin gw terlalu perfectionis <br />ok mungkin nilai gw tetep bagus <br />tapi kenyataan bahwa sebenarnya gw bisa mendapat lebih tetep nyesek hati gw <br />GW BISA GITU LHO TAPI KENAPA NGGA? <br /> <br />a step away from above average <br />a step away from outstanding <br />a step away from magnificent <br />a step away from special <br />a step away from perfection <br />a step away from self satisfaction <br /> <br />you know what <br />setelah kejadian ini gw semakin berkobar untuk belajar <br />gila aja <br />tinggal dikit lagi gw bisa mencapai kesempurnaan gitu lho <br />DIKIT LAGIIII <br /> <br />gw ga mao hal2 nyebelin kya gini mpe kejadian lagi <br />beneran deh gw bisa nangis bombay sampe ini kejadian lagi <br /> <br />apalagi as you all know gw kan major bahasa gitu lho <br />and as you all know as well gw pengen jadi juara <br />bukan cuma karena gw pengen berprestasi <br />tapi gw juga sudah menjanjikan itu ke kepala skolah gw serta keluarga gw <br />gw uda bertekad mo ngambil beasiswa segala macem <br /> <br />i think i'm getting to know where the road leads <br />and any mistake could take me back where i started and make me regret the decisions i made <br />that, i don't want to occur <br /> <br />it's a battle of me versus me <br /> <br />it is my luck that the grades are still good <br />it is my bad luck that the grades aren't perfect <br />so this time next time-- i should be as far as i could from that blasted bad luck <br />and may i wish from you-- good luck? :) <br /> <br />for good grades and winning competitions <br />cheers!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-109389153423678445?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1093152509909140132004-08-22T11:11:00.000+07:002004-08-22T12:28:29.910+07:00sorry my pals... <br />i've been extremely busy lately <br />as you could see... <br />i got no time blogwalkin <br />nor reply my tag board <br />nor posting <br />nor even check my email <br />*be thankful ye whose mail be replied by me* <br /> <br />to sam: <br />ok so now i got to admit that i'm <font size="5" color="red">"Aunt Busy"</font> huhuhu <br /> <br />just for your information... <br />yesterday *just like any other saturdays* i came home late <br />and as like any other saturdays <br />i went to rehearsals <br />had a little party of feast [my friend's bday and my other friends's farewell] <br />and then i gotta watch this ballet performance-- by my friend <br />and so i came home at... eleven pm or so <br /> <br />lucky me i'm not sick anymore <br />which means i had my voice back <br />and lost the backstrain from the independence day games hehe <br /> <br />i didn't tell you about the celebration of the independence day didn't i? <br />well too bad i have such short time to write with lotz to write <br />so i'll just skip the (funny) details <br />i'll post it sometimes someday <br /> <br />then <br />next "business" to do <br />1. literature analysis on BELENGGU-ARIMIJN PANE <br />2. PUJANGGA BARU presentation <br />3. math homework <br />4. another rehearsal <br />5. history quiz <br />6. literature quiz <br />7. <s>a concert</s> canceled due to short of time <br />8. go to church <br />9. a costume to make <br />10. finish reading charles dickens' the great expectations <br />11. other novels i should've read <br />12. things i can't remember -_- <br /> <br />see.. see... see... <br />and my friends keep askin me out <br />hix hix hix <br /> <br />and so let this post be ended so i have time to finish all of my "chorus" <br />and may god be with me all through my work in process and in the finishing touch <br />and may all be magnificent works :p <br />*amen amen amen* <br /> <br />so people... <br />once again <br />entschuldigung for not cummin to your blogs <br />nor reply sms <br />nor cummin to forums <br />nor reply emails <br />i could really use a little understanding <br /> <br />tchuss :D <br /> <br />[thus, i wrote in major hurry]<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-109315250990914013?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1092392210966875872004-08-13T15:10:00.000+07:002004-08-18T00:01:14.360+07:00hoi hoi hoi ich bin sehr nicht wichtig jetzt hehehehe <br />ich bin froh und traurig :p <br /> <br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6600cc;">erstens,</span> <br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">SUARA GW ILAAAAAAANNNNNGGGG</span> <br />semua gara2 gw terserang penyakit flu beberapa hari lalu <br />huhuhuhuhuhu <br />ich bin <span style="color:#ff0000;">krank</span>!!!! >.< *SOB SOB SOB SOB SOB SOB* *nangis bawang merah* [kan klo bawang bombay uda sering noh :p hehehhe] padahal jiwaku telah terpenuhi oleh hasrat ingin menyanyi huhuhu mana tadi pelajaran mandarin gw ga bisa ikut nyanyi *Sedih banget kan!?* tapi gpp... diganti ama nari saman tadi MWAKAKAKAKA >D <br /> <br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6600cc;">zweitens</span>, <br />2 hari yang lalu, gw dan tmn gw pengen banget nih nonton <span style="color:#9999ff;">TWILITE CHORUS</span> di Goethe Haus [es ist pusat kebudayaan jerman] <br />nah... ternyata... setelah bersiap2 dan dalam perjalanan ke sam ratulangi itu <br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;">THE TICKETS WERE SOLD OUT</span> <br />gw ama temen gw uda <span style="color:#33cc00;">panicus angelicus</span> gituh huhuhuhu <br /> <br />trus kebetulan banget nih <br />co-nya tmn gw ini lagi konser hari itu juga [which is also the reason why he cannot join us] <br />jadilah tmn gw langsung menelpon *dengan hp gw* dan ternyata................. <br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">IT'S A FREE CONCERT WITH FREE BANQUET</span> YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!!! <br /> <br />bayangin... dari yang HARUS beli tiket 30 ribu jadi <span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff9900;">TOTALLY FREE</span> <br />and do you know who's on concert? <br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">BMS!!! BATAVIA MADRIGAL SINGERS!!!</span> <br />THEY'RE LIKE <span style="color:#ff99ff;">THE BEST CHOIR IN TOWN</span>!!! <br /> <br />fiuuhhhhhhhhh puas banget deh gw nontonnya <br />mana makanannya enak2 gitu MWAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA <br />ga rugi ga rugi yes yes yes yes yes yes >D <br /> <br />sampe di sekolah langsung deh <br />gw ama tmn gw bersombong ria-- "HEY HEY HEY KAMI BARU MENONTON KONSER BMS GRATIS DAN MAKAN GRATIS LHO HEHEHEHEHEHE" <br />*nyebelin banget ya? haiuhaiuhaiuhaiha* <br /> <br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6600cc;">drittens</span>, <br />kmaren barulah gw dan tmn gw itu nonton konser <span style="color:#3366ff;">TWILITE CHORUS</span> <br />which was conducted by my own conductor <span style="color:#ff0000;">MAS BENNY</span> si abang sunda *YEAAH!!!* <br />[klo kata dia sih "NAMA GW BUKAN THOMAS JADI JANGAN PANGGIL GW MAS!" tapi tetep aja... gw manggilnya <span style="color:#33cc00;">"maaaaassss~!!!"</span> *dengan gaya centil nan genit* MWAKAKAKAKA <br />*siap2 ditimpuQ pake kompor ama dia*] <br /> <br />nah trus tiket konsernya MAHAL BANGET <br />paling murah 50 ribu itu pun juga uda abis <br />jadi gw ama 2 tmn gw terpaksa beli yang 75 ribu *menangis bawang putih* <br /> <br />gw ama 2 tmn gw itu dateng bersama pelatih gw yang satu lagi-- MAS ADJIE <br />he maybe old but yooooooooooowwww got the best body there hahaha <br />nah mas adjie ini juga orang twilite chorus jadi kami b3 bisa nonton gladi resiknya <br />*ga penting* anywaaaaaaaaaaaaaay <br /> <br />so time flew and AT LAST the concert began [why at last? karena telat stenga jem dan itu uda malem banget huhuhuhuhu] <br />song by song they sung... <br />klo gw bilang ya... gw bukan seseorang yang mudah memberikan tepuk tangan <br />jadi klo ada performances yang gw anggap standard dan atau jelek-- jangan berharap tepuk tangan dari gw-- apalagi standing applause-- dream on babe! <br /> <br />tapi... this time... <br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">GW GA BISA BERENTI TEPUK TANGAN DAN MELOLONGKAN "MAS BENNY"</span> <br />*masih dengan gaya yang centil nan genit itu huiahiauhiauhaiuha* <br />[biarpun yang kuar hanya kaingan tak berdaya gara2 suara gw abis *hix*] <br /> <br />sumpah bagus banget--arrangement musicnya oh goshhhh mein Gott!!! <br />*chorusnya sih yaaaaaaa so so lha :D tidak membuat gw bergidik tapi tetep OKS BANGET* <br />and do you know who did the music arrangement? <br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;">MAS BENNY-KU SAYAAAAAAAAANGGGGGGGGGGGGG</span> <br /> <br />gw ama temen gw tuh uda kya orgil gitu di konser yang dihadiri oleh makhluk2 petinggi2 gitu [dan kami dengan pedenya dengan seragam taplak meja ijo kami] <br />meneriakan dengan semangat membara <br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">"MAS BENNYYY!!! KAMI PADAMUUU!!! AKU NAKSIR PADAMUUU!! JADIKAN AKU ISTRIMUUU!!!"</span> <br />hehehehehe *sumpah itu urat malunya uda putus abis* hahahahaha <br /> <br />dah gitu ya... gw dan tmn gw kan taunya klo dia ngondak bukan? <br />ternyata... lebih dari itu teman2ku sekalian... <br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff6600;">DIA MENYANYIKAN LAGU BROADWAY S-O-L-O SOLO!!!!</span> <br />OH GOOOOOOOOOOOOOSSSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH <br />hatiku meleleh di tempat-- tak berkutik akan keindahan kemegahan dan kecentilan suaranya <br />*beneran dia itu centil banget pas nyanyi dan gw pengen tertawa terpingkal2 tapi masih melongo dengerin suaranya* <br />and if you know me better-- i am a big fan of NEW AGE OPERA and uh oh uh oh <br />dia itu topz banget nyanyinya dan kontan gw luluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh 500% ama suaranya dia <br /> <br />i mean... <span style="color:#ff6600;">DAMN!! I'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR A GUY WHO CAN SING LIKE THAT</span> <br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">AND HE'S RIGHT THERE IN FRONT OF MY EYES SINGIN LIKE HEAVEN ON EARTH</span> <br />huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu <br />seandainya-- seandainya............. :D hehehehehehe <br />[mo tau aja nieh seandainya apaan?! >D] <br /> <br />mungkin klo lo cuma baca ini lo ga bakal tau betapa bagusnya konser kmaren <br />but i tell you my friend... 75 000 gw ga rugi!! BENER2 GA RUGI!!! <br /> <br />pokoknya top abiez deh mas bennyku ituh hehehehe <br />bener2 "aku padanya" hehehehe <br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33cc00;">ich liebe ihn sehr!!</span> :D hehehe <br /> <br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6600cc;">viertens</span>, <br />as you may already know-- my class-- the Language Program Class-- has only 15 kids in it <br />and so to maintain our <span style="color:#ffcc00;">SOLIDNESS</span> <br />each of us brought DELICIOUS AND YUMMY FOODS TO EAT IN OUR WARM AND BEAUTIFUL CLASS <br />[never mind the damn noisy and extremely cold AC!!!] <br /> <br />catatan: kelas gw kan korsi2nya ditata bentuk U gitu-- tengahnya kosong tuh plong banget dah kya polo the freshmaker [eh itu mentos ya? :p hehehe] <br /> <br />--bel istirahat berbunyi <br />"AUF WIEDERSEHEN FRAU YUSTINAAAAAAAAAAAAA" "auf wiedersehen!" <br />begitu guru deutch gw melangkah melewati pintu kelas <br />langsunglah aksi kami ber15 mulai <br /> <br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">bungkusan makanan2 langsung diletakkan di pusat kelas dan kami mengelilinginya</span> <br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">dan makanlah kami bagaikan manusia tak bernorma</span> <br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">meraup segala yang terlihat</span> <br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">15 mulut mengunyah bagaikan kilat</span> <br />[hiperbola banget sih gw?!] hahahaha <br /> <br />ngga lha ga katro gitu kali hehehehe <br /> <br />jadi pokoknya kami ber15 <span style="color:#3366ff;">had our own class par</span><span style="color:#3366ff;">ty</span> :D <br />padahal ga ada apa2 tuh mwakakakaka <br />keren kannn?!!?!? <br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">kelas mana lagi coba yang bisa membuat suasana semeriah, sebahagia, sedekat, seakrab yang telah kelas gw bikin?</span> <br />mentok2 juga paling kelas 3 bahasa-- yaitu para tetua kami hehehehe <br /> <br />kelas bahasa di skola gw itu emang uda paten banget deh yang namanya KOMPAK!!! <br />nehi2 tuh klo ada yang merasa terkucilkan!!! ga ada ga ada :D <br />pokoknya itu seru banget deh!!! <br /> <br />canda tawa penuh senyum dan lelucon tak berguna <br />penghiburan hati bagi para duka lara <br />akhir dari segala perpecahan dan perkelahian <br />yang ada hanya surga dan surga saja <br />*saaaaaaaaah puitis ajfeueeee* hahahahaha <br /> <br />sayang tuh ada makluk2 iri dari kelas laen yang ngikut2 <br />padahal kan maunya tadi khusus buat kelas kami doang jadi bisa bener2 solid <br />tapi at the end para mata2 itu kami <span style="color:#ff6666;">sogok</span> pula dengan makanan <br />biar ga ngajak yang laen gituuuu hihihihihi <br /> <br />pokoknya itu acara makan2 di kelas berhasil banget deh <br />dari yang tadinya males ngomong2 gitu bisa ikutan becandaan bareng <br />the bottom line is that perticular moment must be ANNUALIZE <br /> <br />and so we did annualize that! >D <br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">each third friday of a new moon</span>-- <span style="color:#33cc00;">we'll have a little feast in our class</span> :D <br />hmmm <br />this just crossed in my mind--- gmn klo ditambain curhat kelas ya? <br />it must be so damn great :D <br />sekalian menyelesaikan masalah kelas kan top berat tuh!! :D <br /> <br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6600cc;">funftens</span>, <br />kelas gw berhasil menyembunyikan makan2 tadi dari guru jerman gw MWAKAKAKAKA <br /> <br />tadinya dia bilang gini nih <br />"kalian bikin acara makan2 ngga? anak kls 2 bahasa taon kmaren sering lho bikin makan2 di kelas gitu" <br />trus satu kelas cuma tertawa kecil sambil pasang senyum manis seakan2 gagasan tersebut baru muncul di kelas <br />[padahal di bawah korsi masing2 anak uda ada bungkusan gede2 isinya makanan semua waakakakakakaka] <br />dan lagi ia tidak curiga *yeeessssssss* [sekali lagi kelas gw tertawa2 kecil memikirkan bahwa rencana kami tidak diketahui hihihihi] <br /> <br />trus trus trus <br />abis makan2 kan pelajaran jerman lagi noh [satu jam sblon istirahat satu jam sesudah istirahat gituuh] <br />naaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh <br />waktu Lehrerin aye masuk-- anak2 tuh baru pada selesai berbenah makanan gitu <br />trus langsung berdiri samping kursi siap memberi salam hihihihihi <br />"guten morgen" kata Frau Yustina dengan tampang tak tahu menahu <br />trus dodolnya... KELAS GW TERTAWA TERBAHAK2 TAK TERKENDALI <br />[aneh kan ga ada apa2 tiba2 ketawa gitu?! ^^;] <br /> <br />otomatis dong Lehrerin gw bertanya <br />"was ist los? ada apa?" <br />dan tawa kelas gw semakin meriah kya baru taon baruan aja gituh mwakakakaka <br />dengan tampang bingung meinen Lehrerin terus bertanya-tanya <br /><span style="color:#993399;">"WAS IST LOS? HEEEYYY!!! WAS IST LOS?!?!?!?!"</span> <br />huiahaiuhauiahiauhaiuhaiuah kelas gw cekikikan aja gituh ngeliatin dia bingung sendiri hihihihi <br /> <br />trus endlich kelas gw berhasil mengendalikan diri kembali <br />dan pelajaran mulai lagi hihihihi <br />tapi trus ternyata meinen Lehrerin masi aja gitu bingung dan penasaran apa sih yang disembunyikan <br /> <br />sblon dia keluar kan nyalam dulu noh... <br />kali ini bukan auf wiedersehen lagi <br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc0000;">"selamat menyimpan rahasia kalian"</span> <br />trus dia ngeloyor aja gitu pergi <br />sekali lagi langkahnya diikuti oleh derai tawa dodolnya kelas 2 bahasa <br />MWAKAKAKAKAKAKAK <br /> <br />aduh meinen Frau Yustinaaaaaaaaaa hihihihihihi <br /> <br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6600cc;">sechstens</span>, <br />ini nyang terakhir nieh hehehehe <br />*maap lho klo kepanjangann... yang ini ga panjang2 dehhhh* ^^ <br /> <br />ternyata dari dulu sampe hari ini... <br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc6600;">meinen reizend und intelligent Frau Yustina thought that i'm the ban zhang all along!!!</span> <br />ban zhang is ketua kelas in chinese hehehe <br /> <br />hebat banget ya gw <br />apa dia naksir ya ama gw trus dikira gw ketua kelas? huiahiauhaihuiaha <br />*heterosexual mode ON* mawkakakakaka <br />[ngga koQ gw masi naksir ama mas benny MWAKAKAKAKAKA] <br /> <br />jadi tadi baru deh gw meluruskan <br />bahwa <span style="font-size:130%;color:#6633ff;">gw hanya seorang sekretaris yang sederhana yang tidak suka berfoya2</span> hehehe :D <br />*apa sih?! ga jelas banget :pp* hehehhehehehe <br /> <br />ya uda sih gitu ajaaaaa <br />cuma mo ngasi tau klo gw tadinya dikira ketua kelas hehehehhe <br />*bangga gitu sih gw!?* hihihihihi <br />[dasar ketua kelas gadungan!!! *tung!!! tertimpuQi museum tekstil*] <br />[koQ sekarang gw jadi penggemar museum ya? hihihi] <br /> <br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6600cc;">siebtens</span>, <br />ga jadi yang terakhir deh... <br />yan gini aja yang terakhir <br />abis gw lebih demen 7 sih ^^ <br /> <br />sehubungan dengan museum <br />tau ngga knapa di luar negeri [contohnya jerman] museum itu banyak pengunjungnya? <br />ga kya di indonesia yang dalam satu jam hanya ada satu pengunjung untuk setiap harinya <br /> <br />ternyata... <br />kata Lehrerin tercintaku Frau Yustina... [gila gw ngomongin Frau Yustina mulu nih jadinya hehehehe] <br />di Jerman itu pada Samstag und Sonntag, alles Mall und Geschafte itu tutup <br /><span style="color:#33cc00;">jadi setiap Wochenende-- weekend-- mereka perginya ke museums and things....</span> <br />*bener ga tuh Aiko Mutter?* :D <br /> <br />jadi... ga heran klo di luar negeri museum itu crowded <br />hmmm <br />apa kabar indonesia ya klo setiap weekend mall tutup... factory outlet tutup... restaurant tutup <br />MWAKKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA <br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#cc33cc;">kyanya seluruh nusa dan bangsa bakal bersatu padu sekali lagi untuk ngebakar siapa pun itu yang bikin peraturan hahahahaha</span> <br /> <br />indonesia indonesia... <br />i love your museums :D <br />hehehehe <br /> <br />endlich <br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc0000;">end :D</span> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-109239221096687587?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1092041088026842562004-08-09T15:24:00.000+07:002004-08-09T15:49:14.496+07:00<a href="http://valvigirl.net/quizzes/collegequiz.html" target="_blank"><img src="http://valvigirl.net/quizzes/college_ideal.gif" border=0 alt="What type of college student are you?"></a><br> <br /> <br />how can i be an ideal college student while i'm not even a college student?! lol <br />*lirik2 upi* :D <br /> <br />anyway... <br />i hope i'll still be an ideal college student by this time next 2 years :p <br />hmm... i wonder where i'd be :q <br />wish i could study abroad <br />and better with scholarship... <br />hmm can i afford that?! ^^; <br /> <br />my friend said that the classmates predicted that i'll be at the top rank <br />whoa... the last time i'm in rank was in elementary school lol <br />but i see that it's possible for me to reach :D <br />you know... since now i'm on the subjects i love :) <br /> <br />well... <br />pray for me :D <br />i think i really wanna give it a go >D <br />yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa <br />Tatkraft!! Geist!! ^o^ lol <br /> <br />freunde... <br />ich bin pleite... *sob sob sob* <br />durcheinander :(( <br />huhuhuhu <br /> <br />well.. nevermind that :p <br />vaarwell :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-109204108802684256?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1091611323521534362004-08-04T16:17:00.000+07:002004-08-04T19:02:33.973+07:00maybe you have known that i'm currently sixteen <br />in not so long i'd be seventeen <br />and <br />i've always wanted a party <br />a party where i could celebrate me who's turning mature <br />turning to be an adult <br />wow.. that sounds like so-- not me lol <br /> <br />anyway... <br />i kinda confused what kind of party i should have <br />some say garden party or ballroom party <br />but i don't know for sure <br /> <br />i've counted and there might be about 200 invitations spread <br /> <br />well since my birthday's on january <br />i still got plenty of time to prepare <br />but i have to rush the accomodation progress before they're all booked <br /> <br />any idea friends? <br />any inspiration should be ok :D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-109161132352153436?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1091289035270666802004-07-31T21:32:00.000+07:002004-08-01T22:15:23.316+07:00<p align="center"><i>"hatiku sedih <br />hatiku gundah <br />tak ingin pergi berpisah <br />hatiku bertanya <br />hatiku curiga <br />mungkinkah kutemui kebahagiaan seperti di sini?"</i> <br /> <br />--- <br /></p> <br /> <br />alkisah ada dua buah kubu yang sama ternama <br />sama populer <br />sama terkenal <br />sama terpandang <br /> <br />adalah seorang gadis belia dari salah satu kubu <br />seorang yang terbaik <br />seorang yang penting <br />seorang tiang penyangga yang dibutuhkan dikalangannya <br />seorang yang besar <br />seorang bintang bersinar <br /> <br /><i>aku adalah aku <br />aku telah menjadi aku <br />aku telah menjadi yang terbaik bagiku <br />di sini... <br />di tanah yang kupijak saat ini... <br /> <br />apakah aku akan tetap di sini? <br />seterusnya? <br />sampai akhir menghadang? <br /> <br />bisakah aku menjadi lebih dari yang aku sekarang? <br />perlukah? <br />mungkinkah? <br /></i> <br />ia mencari dan mencari sampai ia sampai pada suatu jalan kelabu menuju kubu yang lainnya <br /><i> <br />oh kubu hitam <br />tempat para hebat <br />tempat para terhormat... <br /></i> <br />ia tertingat akan teman-temannya yang berada dalam kubu tersebut <br />aman dibalik temboknya yang kokoh <br /> <br />"ayo! masuk saja! kalau itu kamu tentu diterima!" <br />"iya! kau kan hebat! tentu kamu bisa! ikutlah kami! kamu tak mungkin menyesal!" <br /> <br />tempat para besar... <br />berkualitas dan besar... <br /> <br />tak mudah menembus tembok yang kukuh itu <br />terbuat dari campuran baja terkuat dan batu terkeras <br /> <br /><i>bila aku, tentu bisa melewatinya... <br />benarkah?</i> <br /> <br />setiap harinya terpikirlah akan kubu hitam tersebut <br /><i> <br />mengapa tak dicoba? <br />toh bolehlah seorang mengikuti 2 kubu <br />mengapa tidak? <br />aku bisa mendapatkan lebih bila berada dalam dua kubu</i> <br /> <br />akhirnya menetaplah pilihannya tuk mencoba <br />ia melangkahkan kaki dalam jalan yang gelap itu <br /> <br />muncullah seorang dari gelap <br />"SIAPA KAMU?! INGIN APA KAU?!" <br />dijawabnya "aku ingin berkembang" <br />"kenapa kau ingin?" <br />"karena aku ingin menjadi lebih dari aku yang sekarang..." <br />gelap itu mendesis dan pergi <br /> <br />kembalilah ia melangkah dalam gelap <br />menyiapkan kembali batinnya yang siap dikoyak oleh gelap <br /> <br />"SIAPA KAMU?!" teriak 5 suara <br />"bukankah kamu si pembelot dari kubu seberang?!" <br />"Ah ternyata dia salah satu dari mereka!!" <br />"BODOH! ingin apa ia di sini?! HAHAHAHA" <br />"apakah ia bisa kita percayai?" <br />"PERCAYAI?! MIMPI! TIDAK MUNGKIN!" <br /> <br />tanpa menggubris suara-suara tadi <br />ia mencoba agar langkahnya tetap menapak <br />ia menutup telinganya agar tak lagi ia mendengar cercaan mereka <br />ia menutup matanya agar ia tak lagi melihat gelapnya wajah mereka <br />berlarilah ia sampai tiba ia di depan gerbang tinggi kubu hitam <br /> <br /><i>aku harus masuk ke dalam bila aku ingin mendapatkan harapan baru</i> <br /> <br />terbukalah jendela pada gerbang tersebut <br />dan menampilkan dua mata keji <br /> <br />"apa yang kau mau di sini? <br />TUNGGU! JANGAN JAWAB! AKU TAHU! <br />kau telah melihat ketenaran kami dan kau tertarik bukan? <br />kau hanya ingin berada dalam sinaran bukan?!" <br />"aku ingin mencari yang terbaik dariku" <br />"EGOIS! <br />kami tidak butuh! <br />menginginkan kami untuk menggalimu, BAH! <br />untuk apa?! tiada untungnya bagi kami!" <br />"akulah yang menggali, dengan bantuan kalian" <br />"OMONG KOSONG!" <br />ditutupnya jendela itu dengan keras <br /> <br />"kau ingin terbang ke dalam?" <br />sebut sesosok hitam di belakangnya <br />ia mengangguk pelan <br /> <br />"yakinkah kau akan kemampuanmu? <br />apakah kau mau menempatkan kamu di atas kubumu?! <br />kami butuh loyalitas! <br />kami butuh orang berniat! <br /> <br />kau tahu <br />bila sudah di dalam tidak ada lagi berbalik <br />kau telah sampai pada titik di mana langkahmu terpaku dan sayapmu terikat <br />tidak boleh ada yang menkhianati kubu hitam kami <br /> <br />seharusnya kau tahu tuntutan kami <br />tapi kau telah terikat dengan kubumu <br />TINGGALKANLAH KUBUMU! <br />TANGGALKANLAH STATUSMU!" <br /> <br /><i>aku tak mungkin meninggalkan kubuku <br />itulah tanah kelahiranku <br />itulah tempat kediamannku <br />tak mungkin kulepaskan <br />seperti melepaskan nyawa sendiri <br />tidak mungkin <br />tidak mungkin...</i> <br /> <br />hatinya telah terpaut pada kubunya <br />sulit baginya untuk membagi jiwanya <br />yang satu untuk cinta <br />yang satu untuk mimpi <br /> <br />setiap langkahnya dibisikkan kegagalan <br />tak mungkin ia berbalik dan pergi <br />itu yang mereka inginkan <br />tidak <br />ia tidak akan jatuh hanya karena sedikit cercaan <br /> <br />"relakah kau mendua?" <br /> <br />ia terdiam untuk waktu yang lama <br />dan ia mengangguk dengan lemas <br /> <br />"relakah kau menginggalkannya?" <br /> <br />ia menggeleng <br /> <br />"kembalilah ke kubumu dan kan kuterbangi kau sayap" <br /> <br />--- <br /> <br />esoknya seekor pipit hinggap di jendela kamarnya <br />membawa sebuah pesan... <br /> <br />"silahkan melewati garis <br />selamat!" <br /> <br />tetesan air mata mulai bergulir <br />tidak mungkin <br />tidak bisa <br />mereka tahu betapa setianya ia pada kubunya <br />dan mereka tahu ia tak mungkin meninggalkannya demi mereka <br /> <br />bagaikan menimbang sebongkah emas murni dengan setepis debu <br />tak mungkin ia melepaskan cintanya begitu saja <br /> <br />tapi ia terpilih <br />terpilih di antar bangkai-bangkai pada jalan kelabu <br />terpilih bersama para hebat lainnya <br />terpilih dengan para tinggi lainnya <br />bisakah ia menolak? <br />tidak <br />tidak bisa <br />tidak bisa juga <br /> <br />sedih ia tak dapat mempersembahkan sepenuh raganya <br />duka ia tak dapat bersatu hati untuk satu kubu <br />menangis ia tak dapat menjalani keduanya dalam satu waktu <br /> <br />tapi ini masih awal <br />kisahnya pun belum dimulai <br />baru sampai pada langkah awal melewati garis <br />baru sampai hirupan pertama udara di balik tembok <br /> <br />entah esok kan menjadi apa <br />tapi ia harus berdiri <br />kokoh seperti pohon <br />tak boleh ia roboh <br />tak boleh <br />ia harus setia kepada keduanya <br /> <br />ya... <br />tepat keduanya<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-109128903527066680?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1090940570440150122004-07-27T21:30:00.000+07:002004-07-29T00:20:40.306+07:00<span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">Guten Tag, Freunde!!</span> <br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#000099;">wie geht es dir?! :D</span> <br />mir geht es sehr gut ;D <br /> <br />verstehen Sie deutsche Sprache? <br />wenn nicht, ist es zu schade >D hehehehe <br /> <br />wenn Sie es nicht verstehen, K&#246;nnen Sie diesen <a href="http://world.altavista.com">&#220;bersetzer</a> ben&#252;tzen <br /> <br />hier gehen wir ^o^ <br /> <br />ich hei&#223;e Patty :D <br />ich bin sechzehn Jahre alt ;) <br />ich wohne in der Taman Aries Asri IV stra&#223;e bei meinen Eltern ^^ <br />ich komme aus Jakarta, Indonesien <br /> <br />ich bin einen sch&#252;lerin <br />ich gehe in die Santa Ursula Schule Klasse elf Sprach programm ^o^ <br /> <br />*nicht wichtig* :p hahahahaha!!! <br /> <br />wie war das? konfus? MWAHAHAHAHA <br />Das ist alles, das ich bis jetzt gelernt habe :p <br />Anf&#228;nger hihihihihi ^^ <br /> <br />anyway... <br />alles das ist genug f&#252;r jetzt!!! <br />auf wiedersehen!!! <br />tsch&#252;ss!!! ;D <br />bis gleich!! ^^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-109094057044015012?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1090589118370356002004-07-23T20:18:00.000+07:002004-07-23T20:48:43.780+07:00friends... hard for me tos ay that i TOTALLY MISS BLOGGING <br />but i don't have the time to go to this breaking laptop and write <br />i didn't even have time continuing my script nor my stories <br /> <br />just for you to know... <br />i'm preparing an open house for my school-- which is tomorrow <br />then i'm rehearsing for a choir competition on september and it took most of my time <br />plus i'm still working on my class thingy-- as you know-- i'm trusted to be the class secretary [cieeehh!!!] <br />and not just those, i'm the coordinator of a church event and it need as much preparation as the others <br /> <br />so... sorry if you miss me [as if there are!!] :D <br />i'll be back as soon as my duties fulfilled ;D hihihi <br /> <br />well, keep on cummin friends!! <br />say you miss me hihihihi :p *so no!* :p <br /> <br />anyways... that's all i can say for now <br />i still have lotz of things to do <br />and they're calling out my name just now ^o^ <br /> <br />well then <br />i bid you gbye :) <br />until then :D <br /><p align="center"> <br /><table bgcolor='#99ffff' border=3 bordercolor='#0033ff' cellspacing=0 cellpadding=3><tr><td align=center bgcolor=white><font size=+2 style='color: black;'>P</font></td><td valign=middle align=left><font style='color: black;'><b>Pure</b></font></td></tr><tr><td align=center bgcolor=white><font size=+2 style='color: black;'>A</font></td><td valign=middle align=left><font style='color: black;'><b>Astounding</b></font></td></tr><tr><td align=center bgcolor=white><font size=+2 style='color: black;'>T</font></td><td valign=middle align=left><font style='color: black;'><b>Tempting</b></font></td></tr><tr><td align=center bgcolor=white><font size=+2 style='color: black;'>T</font></td><td valign=middle align=left><font style='color: black;'><b>Tender</b></font></td></tr><tr><td align=center bgcolor=white><font size=+2 style='color: black;'>Y</font></td><td valign=middle align=left><font style='color: black;'><b>Yummy</b></font></td></tr></table><BR> <br /> <br /><table bgcolor='#99ffff' border=3 bordercolor='#0033ff' cellspacing=0 cellpadding=3><tr><td align=center bgcolor=white><font size=+2 style='color: black;'>P</font></td><td valign=middle align=left><font style='color: black;'><b>Philosophical</b></font></td></tr><tr><td align=center bgcolor=white><font size=+2 style='color: black;'>A</font></td><td valign=middle align=left><font style='color: black;'><b>Ambitious</b></font></td></tr><tr><td align=center bgcolor=white><font size=+2 style='color: black;'>T</font></td><td valign=middle align=left><font style='color: black;'><b>Temperamental</b></font></td></tr><tr><td align=center bgcolor=white><font size=+2 style='color: black;'>R</font></td><td valign=middle align=left><font style='color: black;'><b>Respectable</b></font></td></tr><tr><td align=center bgcolor=white><font size=+2 style='color: black;'>I</font></td><td valign=middle align=left><font style='color: black;'><b>Intelligent</b></font></td></tr><tr><td align=center bgcolor=white><font size=+2 style='color: black;'>C</font></td><td valign=middle align=left><font style='color: black;'><b>Creative</b></font></td></tr><tr><td align=center bgcolor=white><font size=+2 style='color: black;'>I</font></td><td valign=middle align=left><font style='color: black;'><b>Important</b></font></td></tr><tr><td align=center bgcolor=white><font size=+2 style='color: black;'>A</font></td><td valign=middle align=left><font style='color: black;'><b>Altruistic</b></font></td></tr></table><BR><form method="POST" action="http://www.go-quiz.com/acronym/acronym.php">Name / Username:<input name="name"><BR><input type=submit value="Get your name acronym!"><BR> <br /></form><a href="http://www.go-quiz.com/acronym/acronym.php">Name Acronym Generator</a><BR>From <a href="http://www.go-quiz.com">Go-Quiz.com</a> <br /> <br /></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-109058911837035600?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1090253911269411952004-07-19T22:22:00.000+07:002004-07-19T23:18:31.270+07:00translation: welcome back to school!! ^o^ <br /> <br />begitulah tampang suster kepsekku tersayang saat murid2 cantiknya pada berhampuran kemudian sliweran sana sini di lorong2 skolah :D <br /> <br /><font size=7 color="red">AH IT'S GOOD TO BE BACK!!</FONT> <br />why am i HAPPY to be back? <br />1. gw menjadi korban syndrom ga ada kerjaan selama liburan <br />2. the excitement of taking the major i picked :D <br />3. uda kangen ama temen2 satu skola <br />4. gw sekelas ama salah satu "suami" gw hehehehe [nothing funny!!] <br /> <br />mungkin ada beberapa bloggerz yang gw tag dengan semangatnya <br /><font size=3 color="blue">"ASIIIQ BESOK BALIK KE SKOLAAA YEEEEHAAA!!"</FONT> <br />well i am really that excited, my palz!! ^o^ <br />*see my unkymoods-- EXCITED* ^O^ <br />[now you know what i'm excited about :D *nothing funny!!*] hehe <br /> <br />hal pertama yang gw lakukan adalah ngecek kelas gw di mana <br />*gaya banget nieh gw ga ngeliat gw ada di kelas mana dulu hihihi* <br />well, people... it's not necessary :D <br />karena gw uda tau :D bukan karena uda dikasi tau -_- tapi... <br />karena gw masuk jurusan bahasa yang emang cuma ada satu kelas hehe <br /> <br />setelah gw tau kelas gw di mana baru deh gw ke daftar murid <br />gw tilik2... 2 bahasa... 2 bahasa... ketemu!! <br />absen 1 absen 2 absen 3... ga ktemo2 nieh ^^; <br />mulai dari bawah deh <br />absen 15... absen 14... NAH INI DIA!! <br /> <br /><font size=3 color="green"> <br />14 Patricia Sanjoto (Patty)</font> <br /> <br />waktu berjalan dan bel terdengar <br /><font size=3 color="purple">AH THE TIME HAD COME AT LAST!! THIS IS THE FIRST SECOND I'M A LANGUAGE STUDENT!!</FONT> <br />gw bersama temen2 gw langsung berlari2 ke kelas <br />[btw.. kelas gw ada di ujung lorong o_O LELAAAAH!!! <br />kasian ya kelas gw terpencil gituh huhuhuhu] <br />tapi enaknya gurunya juga lama dateng MWAHAHAHA *evil laugh* <br /> <br />pas lagi ngobrol2 di kelas terdengar derap langkah dari luar <br />figur berbayang terlihat dari jendela yang kusam <br /><font size=3 color="orange">"siapa ya wali kelas gw?"</font> i wondered <br />gagang pintu terlihat tergerak oleh tangan misterius dibaliknya <br />dan JENG JENG!!! munculan suatu sosok yang tak asing dan tak bukan <br /><FONT SIZE=3 COLOR="RED">BU PANDI</FONT> yaitu seorang guru sejarah yang demen becandaan tapi agaQ juteQ <br /> <br />jujur ajah... dia bukan guru paling nyeremin di skola tapi entah kenapa <br />dia paling kutakuti *uuiQ* <br />kali gara2 waktu tragedi rambut jabriQ gw dia adalah orang yang paling sering godain rambut gw gituh huhuhu <br />it'll take time :\p <br />BUT I'M SURE SHE'S A DAMNED GOOD TEACHER!!! <br />then so be it :D hehehe <br /> <br />waktu berjalan kembali... mulailah ia berceramah di depan <br />dan tibalah saat pemilihan pengurus kelas <br /> <br />calon no. 1: patty <br />calon no. 2: eko <br />calon no. 3: irma <br />calon no. 4: dita <br />calon no. 5: friska <br /> <br />dan terpilihlah 5 orang beruntung yang <strike>mendapatkan 50 juta rupiah</strike> menjadi tetua2 kelas *cieh* <br />[lha 5 orang calon smua dapet ^^;] hahaha <br /> <br /><font color="green">calon no. 1: patty - sekretaris</font> <br />calon no. 2: eko - wakil ketua kelas <br />calon no. 3: irma - bendahara 1 <br />calon no. 4: dita - bendahara 2 <br />calon no. 5: friska - ketua kelas <br /> <br />untuk pertama kalinya gw jadi pengurus kelas *blushing* <br />yang nyalonin gw itu "suami" gw tuh dasar curang :q hehehe <br />tapi ya gpp deh :D itung2 pengalaman :) <br />[btw patty juga baru kepilih jadi koordinator acara lho buat ibadat taize di gereja ^^ <br />*bangga gituh* :p hehehe] <br /> <br />truuuusss uda gitu kami ber-15 berbondong2 ke aula <br />gara2 ganjil, kan jadi ada yang sendirian noh pas baris b2-2 <br />akhirnya ketua kelas deh jadi tumbal! taro di depan sendiri hihihi <br />atas persetujuan <font color="Red">2 LANGUE CREWZ</font> akhirnya ketua kelas kami kami panggil <font color="blue" size=3>KEPALA SUKU</FONT> <br />*nanti mo bikin salam anak bahasa kya nyembah dukun gitu aja kali yaaA? hehehe* <br /> <br />tadinya wali kelas gw [si bu pandi ituh] mo dipanggil TETUA tapi <br />setelah dipikir2 mendingan dikasi nama NEMOY alias nenek moyang hihihi <br />tapi agaQ kasian abis dia masi muda belia gituh jadi kami akan memanggil dia <br />mami pandi aja hihihi [padahal masi perawan tyuh tapi biarin dah!] <br />trus kebetulan banget nih :D di kelas sebelah wali kelasnya itu perjaka tulen! <br />dipanggil ama anak2 kelasnya itu papi mardi [nah lho gmn kurang cocok tuh!?] <br />ceritanya sih mo dijodohin gituh nieh uhiwhaiauhaiuhaiuha <br /> <br />anyways.. blon ada kerjaan apa2 sih di schule <br />besok paling nyiapin open house :D <br />[pada mo dateng ga? ga boleh masuk tapi :D hehehe] <br />nanti klo ada acara yang buat umum patty kasi tau deh biar pada bisa liat patty ;D hehehe <br /> <br />patty seneng banget deh! <br />tadi kan pas lagi nganggur2 [baca: ngisengin temen2] ada 3 anak berlari2 sambil berteriak "PATTY PATTY!!!" <br />*gw uda berasa arties gitu nieh hiehiehiehie* <br />trus mereka menyodorkan kertas ke gue minta <strike>tanda tangan gw</strike> bantuan gw :D <br />"PATTY PATTY!! GAMBARIN DHUONX KYA YANG DI BUKU FILE GW!! BUAT SOUVENIER PERGAMANO NIEH!!" <br />lalu dia melanjutkan keterangan2 yang ia inginkan <br />*gw manggut2 ajah gituh hihihi* <br />[keterangan: waktu itu gw gambar2 di buku file dia dan kebetulan emang imut banget <strike>kya gw gituh</strike> n dia demen ^^* <br /> <br />hmmm what i'm trying to say is... <br />oh isn't it felt good when you are needed by someone else? <br />isn't it nice inside that you know that you can help others? <br />waktu gw bantuin mereka yang hanya dengan goresan2 pensil belaka <br />uda bisa bikin mereka happy banget :D <br />otomatis gw ikutan happy dong!! [liat orang happy masa jadi sedih sih!?] <br /> <br />bayangin deh klo misalnya ga ada yang minta bantuan gw <br />gw masi merasa rendah banget alias tidak berkemampuan <br />plus gw seneng banget karena gw bisa bikin orang laen happy <br />i have that perticular capability!! and that's one happy thought!! :D <br /> <br />gw emang dasarnya seneng bantu2in sih :D <br />jadi klo ada yang perlu bantuan... silahkan minta ke gue <br />seandainya gw bisa, gw pasti bantuin :D *lirik2 ke elly* hehehe <br />it'll be my best joy to help you :D <br /><strike>*buka perusahaan jasa patty*</strike> hihihi <br /> <br />well... buat yang kuliah-- selamat menikmati liburan :D <br />jangan sampe kena syndrome cape liburan kya gw biarpun efeknya mayan juga [jadi semangat balik ke skola hehehe] <br /> <br />trus buat yang baru masuk sekolah juga-- SEMANGAT!!! <br />KLO PERLU MINUM EXTRA JOSS ATO HEMAVITON!! *advertisement mode: ON* hehehehe :D <br />percayalah...<font size=5 color="red"> <br />SCHOOL IS HEAVEN ON EARTH</font> :D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-109025391126941195?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1089996577170954712004-07-16T23:46:00.000+07:002004-07-16T23:59:35.826+07:00<b>first</b> <br /> <br />hey! just found a totally FUNNY page!! <br />you might want to try! <br /> <br />it predicts only though <br />but who knows it might surprise you :D <br />well mine surely surprised me :D hehehe <br /> <br /><a href="http://www.crush007.com/love.cgi?id=1089992528wha">try this up! <br />click on, friend!</a> <br /> <br />don't forget to tell me the result okay?! <br />i bet you won't :D hehehe <br /> <br />--- <br /> <br /><b>second</b> <br /> <br /><img src="http://www.blackstar.co.uk/img/video/cover/front-sorted/7000000/08/63/00.jpg" align="left"> well blow me down! <br /><font size=3 color="red">IT'S AT LAST HERE!!!</FONT> <br />F.R.I.E.N.D.S SEASON 10 EPISODE 1-4 <br />it's totally gonna crack me up <br />*i've read the script and it cracked me up <br />why won't it do again?! LOL* <br /> <br />get to your nearest CD SHOP to get a copy of it ;D <br /> <br />--- <br /> <br /><b>third</b> <br /> <br /><img src="http://www.zondervan.com/images/0007110014.jpg" align="right"> <br />just got back from a bookstore <br />and i found this marvelous book <br />well i haven't read it yet <br />but i think it'll be a blast! <br /> <br />here's the describtion i get from the net <br /><font color="blue">Description <br />Saturday 8th May. Emergency! <br /> <br />It is 11:30 p.m. and I am suffering from an incredibly intense chocolate craving that will not leave me in spite of prayer, distraction activities and half a loaf of bread and butter. Got out of bed and searched the flat. No luck. Not even a bourbon biscuit. Not even a cream egg left from Easter. All the shops are closed so no nipping out to replenish supplies. Nothing else for it. I’m reduced to the chocoholic’s equivalent of meths—cooking chocolate. <br /> <br />It’s been one of those days for Theodora. Her mother has become the Greek equivalent of Delia Smith, her boyfriend would rather watch 22 men kick a ball around a field than go shopping with her, and chintzy Charity Hubble wants to pray for her. And of course, the crowning insult is her utter lack of chocolate. Join in her daily life with all of its challenges and joys, tears and laughter. <br /> <br />“Theodora’s Diary is a hilarious and realistic peek into the life of a sprightly Christian sister living ‘across the pond.’ I found myself laughing out loud and thinking, ‘Yes, life is just like this!’ Penny Culliford is a welcome new voice in inspirational fiction.” --Angela Hunt, author of The Debt.</font> <br /> <br />well i hope you'd like it :D <br />don't forget to lend me though <br />heheheh :D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108999657717095471?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1089823872279910302004-07-14T23:49:00.000+07:002004-07-15T00:16:49.206+07:00halo teman2 sekalian!! apa kabar? <br />saya baik2 saja <br />*ga penting* hohoho <br /> <br />tadi pagi... gw lagi baca novel sidney sheldon di ruang tamu <br />nyokap gw nampak baru kembali dari gereja <br />trus gw nyambut dia dengan <strike>ramah</strike> bener koQ, ramah ^o^ <br /><font size=3 color="Red">"MAMAAAAAAAAA~!! HARI INI KE PUNCAK YUUUUKKKKKK!!!"</font> <br />gw berteriak dengan ceria ke nyokap gw layaknya bocah tak pernah ke luar rumah <br />nyokap gw emang dari kmaren2 uda ngajakin gw ke puncak gituh <br />tapi gw soQ2 sibuk hahahahaha <br /> <br />nyokap gw langsung dah mengiyakan ke puncak <br />jadilah gw ama nyokap gw menyiapkan baju siap2 ke puncak <br />tapi sblon ke puncak nyokap gw mo ke mangdu dulu <br />jadilah kami beserta seorang temen nyokap ke mangdu <br />kiri kanan, kulihat semua banyak <strike>pohon cemara</strike> baju2 n accecories <br />kata orang sih di sono <font size=3 color="Red">murah n bagus plus stylish</font> <br />tapi klo menurut gw... emang sih bagus, but not good enough to be bought :p <br />beda selera kali yaaa hehehe <br /> <br />nah abis dari mangdu pulang dulu <br />taro barang, nganterin tmn nyokap gw pulang <br />da gituh brangkatlah kami dari rumah <br />eh tapi blon kuar dari komplek nyokap gw uda markir lagi <br />mo cuci rambut dulu di salon -_-; <br />trus akhirnya gw niatan mo potong rambut juga <br />tapi katanya ga sempet... jadi batal lagi deh <br />*padahal ini rambut uda kuno abiez... 9 bulan!! so last year!!* <br /> <br />ya udah akhirnya gw nungguin nyokap gw *sambil tidur* <br />beneran gw tertidur2 di salon <br />untung salon rumahan gitu yang sepi2 jadi ga malu <br />*wong di situ cuma ada gw ama nyokap gw plus 3 karyawan yo suda lha ya* <br /> <br />trus pas uda mo slese gw buka2 majalah yang ada di sono <br />kan biasanya ada tuh majalah tante2 gitu <br />penasaran ajah gitu gw buka2 <br />terus ada banyak resep2 gitu di sono.. jadi laper <br />gw jadi teringat sushi gitu deh <br /> <br />setelah nyokap gw selesai, masuk deh ke mobil <br />trus gw bilang... <font size=3 color="Red">"ma... ma... mau sushi dhuonX..."</font> dengan tampang memelas kya orang ga makan 3 hari 3 malem [ato lebi tepatnya mirip sinchan hehehe] <br />*padahal di mangdu uda makan tyuh* :p <br />ya udah akhirnya gw ama nyokap gw ke puri mall <br />beli sushi di aishiteru <br /> <br />senangnya makan sushi ^^ <br />gw uda lama banget kepengen makan sushi sampe akhirnya kesampean juga <br />bener2 bahagia deh gw makannya <br /><font size=3 color="Red">sampe gw meringis2 meneteskan air mata gitu!!</font> <br />*boong denk!* hehehe <br /> <br />trus ternyata by that time uda jam 6++ *sore!!* <br />pas masuk tol... <font size=3 color="Red">YO OLOOOO MACHETNYAAAA</font> <br />kali lebi panjang ya daripada <font size=3 color="Red">GReAT wALL nyang di <strike>rumah gw</strike> cinA</font> sono!! :p <br /> <br />pas di jembatan seru juga tuh <br />di bagian tol kan macet tuh mobilnya ga ada yang gerak <br />lampunya merah semua [lagi ngerem gituhh] <br />trus di samping tol, lancar beraaat <br />lampunya putih semuaa [lampu depan ntu nooh] <br />keren yakk! gw di atas pengen poto gituh <br />eh beneran nyokap gw bawa digicam <br />dipoto deh tuh <br />tapi ternyata tangan nyokap gw goyang ke bawah <br />jadinya kya ada <font size=3 color="Red">cacing2 kriwil2</font> turun gitu huiahaiuhaiuha <br />tar klo uda ditransfer ke komp gw kasi liat dehh hehehe <br /> <br />akhirnya setelah berlelah letih lesu di tengah2 waktu yang terhenti *cieh puitis euy!* <br />nyokap gw mengalihkan mobil ke luar tol <br />jadilah kami menyusuri lajur tol lewat sebelahnya hehehe <br />ternyata emang bener2 kya temboQ cina dah tuh <br />ga ada abisnya!! akhirnya nyokap gw nyerah <br />"pat, klo kya gini sih, mendingan besok pagi aja deh ke puncaknya" <br /> <br />reaksi pertama gw... "hmm..." <br />reaksi kedua gw... "..." <br />*silent gitu lho maksudnya* <br /><font size=3 color="Red">huaaaaaaaaaaa</font> <br />padahal gw uda niat banget ke puncaaaak <br />tapi ya udah lha <br />nampaknya juga tidak memungkinkan <br /> <br />akhirnya nyokap gw ganti jalan lagi <br />dan OH TIDAAAAAAAKKKKKKK <br /><font size=3 color="Red">ANOTHER TRAFFIC JAM!!!!</font> <br />nyokap gw uda sebel berat gitu <br /> <br />akhirnya setelah pindah2 jalan <br />disimpulkan bahwa pada jam 6-9 <br />jakarta penuh sesak dengan mobil2 yang diam di tempat <br />dan di dalam salah satu mobilnya <br />terdapat 2 orang ce cantik yang uda pegel2 <br /> <br />yang satu pegel gara2 nyetir mulu <br /><font size=3 color="Red">yang satu pegel nahan banjir</font> <br />ngerti ga nahan banjir? <br />itu lho... <br />klo orang dalam perjalanan paaaaaaaaanjaaaaaaangg banget <br />biasanya nahan apa? <br />hehehehe <br /> <br />uda sampe perih2 dah tuh <br />mana keliatannya setiap jalan yang ada hanya kemacetan doang <br /><font size=3 color="Red">oh tidak... oh tidakkk....</font> <br />mana celana kesempitan pula... <br />oh tidakkk... oh tidakkk.... <br /> <br />kami berdua, menyusuri kebisingan lalu lalang di lalu lintas kota metropolis jakarta <br />kliling2 jakarta... nyasar sampe kampung melayu <br />ke senayan... <br />ke semanggi... <br />ke ratu plaza... <br />*lho koQ jadi mall smoa ya?* <br />ga mampir koQ hehehe <br /> <br />akhirnya gw melihat tulisan putih di atas hijau <br /><font size=3 color="Red"><-- KEBUN JERUK</font> <br />kontan gw langsung semangat! <br />"MAMA!!! KIRI KEBON JRUKK!!" <br />nyokap gw dengan gesitnya <br />nyelip2 di antara mobil2 yang berjubel2 <br />menyusuri jalan2 kecil menuju tempat yang bernama kebon jeruk <br /> <br />sempit dan gelap... malam mencekam <br />gw ama nyokap gw bingung <br />"lha kita di mana, ma?" <br />"ga tau pat..." <br />OH TIDAAAAAAAAAKKKKKKKKK <br /><font size=3 color="Red">sekali lagi gw ama nyokap gw nyasar</font> <br />*sob sob sob* <br /> <br />akhirnya ngikutin sebuah mobil kijang gitu deh <br />sampe buntut2nya keluar di sang timur <--- mayan deket ama rmh gw <br />tapi gw pas itu uda ga bisa bersorak sorai <br /><font size=3 color="Red">UDA DIUJUNG TANDUK ABIEZZZZZZZZ</font> <br />akhirnya gw nyanyiin lagu nikita deh yang dipasang ama nyokap gw <br />*oh dear... she can't sing >.<* <br /> <br />sampe akhirnya... <br />gw melihat... wajah2 dalam <strike>kolor</strike> seragam ijo <br />AKU SUDAH KEMBALI TEMAN!!!!!!! <br /><font size=3 color="Red">AKU SUDAH KEMBALI KE HABITATKUUUUUUU!!</font> <br /> <br />"sono buruan kuar!" nyokap gw bilang sambil ktawa2 <br />gw kontan langsung lari ke "kamar kelegaan" <br /><font size=3 color="Red">aaaaah......... mengalir deras..............</font> <br />hehehehe <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108982387227991030?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1089717712701714162004-07-13T18:02:00.000+07:002004-07-13T18:52:19.550+07:00<div align=center><form name="quizform" target="_new" action="http://www.kwiz.biz/showquiz.php?quizid=26" method="post"><table border=1 bordercolor=#000000 bgcolor="#90BED5" cellspacing=0 cellpadding=2><tr><td colspan=2 align=center bgcolor='083360'><a href='http://www.kwiz.biz/showquiz.php?quizid=26' target='_new' style='text-decoration: none;'><font style='color : #ffffff; font-family : Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;' 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BANGETT!!!</FONT> <br />jadi malu... <img src="http://www.planetsmilies.com/smilies/sign/1/sign07.gif"> <br /> <br /><img src="http://www.planetsmilies.com/smilies/rolleye/rolleye11.gif"></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108971771270171416?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1089574894090279762004-07-12T02:20:00.000+07:002004-07-12T02:55:30.476+07:00hellow :q lagi drowned in thought nih <br />brarti patty lagi agaQ2 serius neh :q <br /> <br />setelah sekian lama blogging [duile kya uda brp taon blogging aja] <br />gw merasa... agaQ ganjil <br />beberapa waktu lalu <br />gw baru menyadari ada suara2 dibalik tindakan2 gw <br /><i><font color="blue"> <br />blog gw harus terkenalll <br />semua orang harus baca blog gw!! <br />everyone has to know me!!</font></i> <br /> <br />that's what i thought... <br />uda kya suara2 setan gituh [eurgh] <br />males banget! <br /> <br />anyway... <br />dengan bisikan2 ga jelas itu tertanam di otak gw <br />gw mulai blog walking <br /> <br />pas gw liat tmn gw mendadak tag boardnya rame <br />gw mencari2 gmn tuh caranya <br />koQ blog dia bisa banyak yang baca? <br />trus gw ikutin deh cara dia <br />emang sih <br />banyak yang baca--ato cuma mampir doang ya? <br />yah pokoknya ga lama abis itu trus ya sepi lagi <br />ga efektif :q <br /> <br />trus gw blog walking lagi <br />mencari2 gmn nih caranya biar orang tau blog gw <br />lalu gw mendapat suatu kesimpulan <br />bahwa orang biasanya visit2 blog orang laen bukan liat di link listnya <br />tapi di tag board <br />apalagi klo listnya uda panjaaaaaaaaaaang banget <br />nama gw mana mungkin kliatan <br />mana nama gw depannya P pula <br />jauh di bawah ajeee <br /> <br />jadi gw mulai deh <br />tag sana sini <br />baca sekilas, komen dikit <br />temenan dikit <br />uda dilink, menghilang deh <br /> <br />pikiran gw... <br />gw jahat banget sih!!! <br />keji banget gw sampe begitu!! <br /> <br />gw berasa... <br />ganjil berat <br /> <br />gw ngapain sih!? <br />sampe segitunya gitu lho cuma bikin ada seseorang baca <br />so what gitu lho klo ga ada yang baca? <br />am i that hungry for fame??? <br /> <br />padahal gw kan nulis blog itu bukan biar tenar <br />cuma pengen ngilangin kepenatan yang tertimbun di jiwa <br />cuma pengen ngungkapin kebahagiaan yang membuat gw tertawa <br />bukan nyari fans!! <br />itung2 belajar nulis dengan benar <br />latian bahasa inggris <br />lagian masih ada tmn2 gw yang bener2 baca koQ <br />banyak tmn gw yang langganan mampir <br /> <br />[trus yang ga bisa bhs inggris ya biarin aja! <br />kan gw lebih comfort klo nulis pake inggris <br />so klo ga ngerti? buka kamus dhuonX! <br />jangan paksa aku pake indo cuma gara2 kamu ga ngertiii >.<] <br /> <br />emang sih gw dapet banyak tmn dari blog walking and ngetag2 gituh <br />dapet banyak ilmu dari blog2 laen <br />bisa tau how tough and rough other's life <br />so i could be thankful for mine <br /> <br />tapi tetep, gw merasa "ganjil" dengan tujuan awal blog walking gw <br />jahat banget!!! <br />sangat mementingkan diri sendiri!! <br />tipikal orang egois banget!! <br />tipikal orang2 yang terfokus pada diri sendiri banget!! <br />[jadi inget norma desmond] :( <br /> <br />seperti memakai topeng untuk memanipulasi orang dateng ke blog gw <br />selalu mencari2 kesempatan buat promosi <br />mending klo beneran ada yang dateng <br />klo ga ada kan promosi gw sia2? *huahiauhaiuha kasian amat yak* <br />*lho?* <br />kesannya... gw soQ friendly cuma biar itu orang dateng <br />baca... tertarik... lalu langganan <br />*koQ jadi kya majalah ya?* <br /> <br />padahal... orang baca ato ngga itu kan tergantung kualitas apa yang ditulis <br />bukan karena temenan trus berkunjung <br />tapi emang karena pengen tau <br />gw ada apa nih <br />curiousity <br /> <br />kliatannya gw harus re-vow nih... <br />kaul gw buat blogging itu bukan buat cari ketenaran <br />but pure-- just because i love to <br />just because i want to share my experience <br />for it is the best teacher <br />for me, and or (maybe--hopefully) for others <br /> <br />so... <br />maafkan aku teman bila aku terlihat begitu muna <br />maafkan aku teman bila aku cari untung sendiri <br />maafkan aku teman bila aku cuma mo numpang nama <br />maafkan maafkan maafkan <br />tujuan gw emang hina banget <br />maap maap... <br />insaph nih <br /> <br />tetep temen kan...? ^^;<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108957489409027976?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1089360286321164992004-07-09T14:51:00.000+07:002004-07-09T15:06:57.876+07:00<img src="http://groups.msn.com/_Secure/0SgD9AokWDlDM7sya4FVn!FVRMEGKtvL!fFxAdGMSAjj8k34hMyIi4VUx6orGS031GRY566O*mNXW3wusR8jfbL1rfn4dUWhQsg1h7xVyDPst6ROvB2ZSrg/again_me0001.jpg?dc=4675479823757859381" width=350 align="center"> <br />i'm the second from left <br />am i pretty or what? hiauhaiuhaiuah <br />who got the best dress? <br />who's the cutest? huahahaha <br />*as if i am :p* <br /> <br />it's in GaDiS #18 page 119 ^^ <br /> <br />too bad there's only a pic of me <br />laast year i got more than 3 pics of me lol <br />oh well <br />it's good to have my face there ;) <br /> <br /><font size=7 color=red>FASHIONISTA RULES!!</font> <br /> <br /><img src="http://groups.msn.com/_Secure/0RgBUAzgUmbAag7*fZg*zUeWFXAfLoDBhLhPl8by3dZKpienlsf0KAPoJoMNXv2COGwAF2xgmJ9FwDADNpnGcB1HTw1NK3TVK6EHvJWotBZs/KIF_0611.JPG?dc=4675477462266512101" width=200 align="center"> <br />i also got some new pics in the album ;) <br /><a href="http://groups.msn.com/PatzoysPage/shoebox.msnw">take a look ^^</a> <br /> <br />anyway... <br />i love this picture so much <br />i don't know why :D hehehe <br /> <br /><img src="http://groups.msn.com/_Secure/0RgCpAj0UybE*R67MQQgixVKl36UUWGS4Gevs9nNc*sDOO7emxhz3ZJllscRUwV5ncPVvIYVmYWBpsRiC7g5zf5AvFLg*ZXf4up3uVrxDb9I/KIF_0526.JPG?dc=4675477462172875451" height=250 align="center"> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108936028632116499?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1089221321657458182004-07-08T00:17:00.000+07:002004-07-08T00:28:41.656+07:00mendadak gw jadi rajin banget posting <br />nyaris tiap ari kliatannya ada postingan baru <br />semuanya jem 12 malem pula hohoho <br /> <br />anyways <br />gw tadi abis nonton sunset boulevard <br />an old story from 50s, renewed at late 70s <br />if you like new age opera, there's one too <br /> <br />a story of a forgotten star <br />used to be big <br />proud <br />full of egoism <br />full of "me" <br />it's like "only me on the spotlight" <br /> <br />sounds familiar? <br />yeah sure do <br />look at the subtitle of my blog <br />"me on the spotlight-- triumphant" <br />i can't deny that i love myself so much <br /> <br />i must say that i am so much in love to myself that sometimes i could be the most selfish person you've seen <br />that's what i'm very scared of when watching this movie <br /> <br />a room full of self-portrait <br />i once wanted that <br />i even wished if i have a house on my own <br />i would like to have a room with mirror for the wall <br />so i could see myself from every direction <br />psycho don't you think? <br /> <br />well, she was so proud of herself <br />a glamour queen of her own time <br />she said "stars are ageless" <br />she said that with bizarre eyes <br /> <br />insanity <br />enslane by her own madness <br />crazed by her own amazement <br />of herself <br /> <br />poor norma... <br /> <br />i surely don't wanna be her <br />na'a~ <br /> <br />gee <br />god, <br />please give me wisdom to share <br />not too egocentric <br />thus, <br />i wish <br /> <br /><img src="http://www.instruction.greenriver.edu/haulman/Pictures/Movie%20Pics/SunBlvd.jpg" width=300 align="center"><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108922132165745818?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1089132382371100122004-07-06T23:33:00.000+07:002004-07-06T23:46:22.373+07:00time flies fast doesn't it? <br />bentar lagi uda tgl 19 <br />bentar lagi uda saatnya gw masuk skola lagi <br />sisa 2 minggu lagi <br /> <br />kliatannya masa2 gw tidur jem 3 musti berhenti nih hohoho <br />liat aja gw posting ini jem brp <br /> <br />ini aja gw uda mulai latian UCV lagi <br />malah dapet tambahan gara2 musti nyanyi buat kawinan --eh-- pernikahan <br />hehehehe <br /> <br />lagunya seru sih <br />tapi koQ gw berasanya susa ya <br />apa gw uda klamaan ga nyanyi? <br /> <br />apalagi napasnya tuh <br />uaaaaa susahhhh =q <br />apalagi ngatur piano sampe forte <br />koQ rasanya jadi awam lagi ya hmmm <br /> <br />cepet banget... <br />2 minggu... <br />kliatannya baru kmaren gw trima rapot :q <br />baru kmaren gw kebingungan disuru masuk jurusan apaan <br />[bayangin masa gw naek kelas tapi ga ada jurusannya!] <br /> <br />ahhhhhh <br />lama2 kangen juga <br />penjara hijau <br /> <br />kliatannya serem banget sih masuk ke sono <br />seragam cacat dikit aja kliatannya bisa dikluarin dari skola <br />[putus skola deh >.< serem berattttt] <br /> <br />tapi begitu uda di sana <br />segala kepahitan menjadi keindahan <br /> <br />mungkin bener ya kata orang <br />klo ga pernah ngerasain penderitaan, kebahagiaan tsb akan hampa <br />tak terasa <br /> <br />*wedeh puitis gw kuar hihihi* <br /> <br />yah pokoknya gw lagi happy deh ^^ <br /> <br />lagi demen ama jazz <br />gara2 nonton DOWN WITH LOVE <br />suara ewan mcgreggor keren banget... hix hix *sampe terharu* <br />apalagi pas di moulin rouge.... *jadi ingin* hehehe <br /> <br />uda gitu tadi gw baru diangkat kakak ama <a href="http://noblukewl.blogspot.com">mira</a> ^o^ <br />*alo mir!!!* hehehe <br />senangnya ^^ uda lama gw ga maen cici koko ade lagi <br /> <br />*salah satu dd gw lagi di norwegia nih curank!!! huuu kan aku ingin* hehehe <br /> <br />anyways.... <br />waktu itu kan lagi ngumpul2 gitu tuh abis weekend <br />ada BPS [bagaimana perasaan saya] gitu malem2 jem 12 <br />waktu itu sampe jem 4-an baru selese <br />akhirnya kan pada nginep noh di sono [rmh tmn gw] <br />berhubung peserta BPS nya banyak jadi pada geletakan deh di mana2 <br /> <br />ada yang berserakan di lantai <br />ada yang ngambil matras buat sit up <br />ada tidur di tangga <br />nah gw kebetulan dapet sofa <br /> <br />tapi tetep aja <br />1 sofa buat ber4 <br />alhasil gw ga bisa pewe dah bo2nya <br />bentar2 ganti posisi <br /> <br />untung sebelah gw tmn bae gw [co sih...] <br />jadi gw bisa nyender ama dia hohoohohohohoho <br /> <br />enak ya bisa nyender ama co hihihi [gantenk lagiih hohoho] <br />*oh no gw baru inget gw lupa bawa pulang palancas dari dia!!] <br />ah ya sudah lha :\p <br /> <br />beginilah nasib seorang hbl <br />suami 3 biji tapi jarang ketemu <br />istri 4 buah tapi lagi liburan smoa <br />malah satu mao ke amrik <br />huaaaa <br /> <br />apa sih gw hihihihi <br />ya udah ah <br />bosen nih di depan komp mulu <br /> <br />can anyone here help me to have some fun? <br />nanggung nih 2 minggu hehehe<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108913238237110012?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1089018155827398172004-07-05T15:54:00.000+07:002004-07-05T16:02:35.826+07:00If you woke up this morning <br />with more health than illness, <br />you are more blessed than the <br />million who won't survive the week. <br /> <br /> If you have never experienced <br />the danger of battle, <br />the loneliness of imprisonment, <br />the agony of torture or <br />the pangs of starvation, <br />you are ahead of 20 million people <br />around the world. <br /> <br />If you attend a church meeting <br />without fear of harassment, <br />arrest, torture, or death, <br />you are more blessed than almost <br />three billion people in the world. <br /> <br />If you have food in your refrigerator, <br />clothes on your back, a roof over <br />your head and a place to sleep, <br />you are richer than 75% of this world. <br /> <br />If you have money in the bank, <br />in your wallet, and spare change <br />in a dish someplace, you are among <br />the top 8% of the world's wealthy. <br /> <br />If your parents are still married and alive, <br />you are very rare, <br />especially in the United States. <br /> <br />If you hold up your head with a smile <br />on your face and are truly thankful, <br />you are blessed because the majority can, <br />but most do not. <br /> <br />If you can hold someone's hand, hug them <br />or even touch them on the shoulder, <br />you are blessed because you can <br />offer God's healing touch. <br /> <br />If you can read this message, <br />you are more blessed than over <br />two billion people in the world <br />that cannot read anything at all. <br /> <br />You are so blessed in ways <br />you may never even know. <br /> <br /><img src="http://www.artbidders.com/images/weistling/weistling_-_thankful_heart_a_framed.jpg" width=300 align="center"> <br />august 2003<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108901815582739817?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1089017202364244162004-07-05T15:12:00.000+07:002004-07-05T15:46:42.363+07:00yayyyyyy back to my home sweet home at last ^^ <br />as i said, i was gone for the <font color=red size=5>fifth antiokhia weekend</font> <br />there we "knighted" the new kids ;D <br /> <br />it was a total success ^o^ <br />the new kids love it <br />and what's best... they love the presentation!! <br />i can't figure out how we did it <br />but they just love it!! <br />[ow bless us team ^^] <br /> <br />it was really tiring <br />especially the drama for closing <br />it worked out extremely good <br />they did not turn their head even for a single second!!! <br /> <br />and all said that it's the best mampus huiahaiuahiha <br />the best in town ;D <br /> <br />some kids from other church visited us <br />and i met ErNA and ErNI the TwINs ^o^ <br />aaaaaa it's been so long since the last time we met ^o^ <br />i don't usually jump to people around but i did!! hohoho <br /> <br />anyway <br />at weekends, there's always "palancas" <br />palancas is um.. somekind of message service <br />there'll be an envelope with your name on it and people will throw you msgs there <br /> <br />and i got a lot lot lot lot from the new kids ;D <br />[well the team didn't have time to send each other bcuz we got the send msgs to the new kids which are... A LOT] <br /> <br />some said that i'm the prettiest <br />some said that i'm the nicest <br />some said they wanna know me better <br />some gave me their numbers <br />one asked me out <br />and some fancied me ^^; <br /> <br />gee now i understand why those award winning actress said "i love you guys" to their fans <br />well i'm not saying i'm like an idol <br />but i think, it's absolutely the same thing <br />[some said they are fans of mine <br />well what can i say?] lol ^o^ <br />now i must say that i really love the new kids heiwauhiauha ^o^ <br /> <br />oh and i got the award of being <br /><font color=red size=5>THE MOST SENSATIONAL FEMALE TEAM MEMBER</font> <br />full of commotion i did-- i guess ^o^ <br /> <br />i didn't think that i would win any award that time <br />i didn't win the best presenter and i didn't think of winning the others <br />BUT I DID WIN THE AWARD YAYYY!! <br /> <br />gw pas weekend sering banget ngomong cadas gitu <br />bukan cadas cadas metal rock gituuu <br />tapi cadasnya cadas cantik dan cerdas hiuahiauha [gw bangettt!!! haha] <br />[curang tuh ada yg ngejek gw cadas cacat dan pedas padahal ga banget tuhhh hihihihi] <br />itu uda jadi trademark gw gitu deh di sono <br />hahaha malah ada beberapa yang ampe ikut2 ngomong cadas2 jg kya gw <br />bizzzaareee, maybe i do have that perticular gift of being a trend setter hiuahiauhaiuhaiha <br /> <br />anyway, my job is done and i did it good :D <br />the musics in the show is always great <br />specially at the taize-- it's a meditation <br />sang it in kwartet <br />[thx to joni for the brilliant fingers :) <br />thx to martin and frans who helped me singin <br />i didn't know you both were really comin ^o^] <br />{whew okay now i reaaaally sounded like an award winning actress lol!} <br /> <br />anyway <br />as i said, it was a great success :D <br />and i really think that all of the new kids will be in the first follow up :) <br />i didn't even think that i got to pray for that!! :D <br /> <br />i love being the team :D <br />i just love it :D <br />this time next year, <br />i should do better and get more fans lol!!! <br /> <br />ciao ^^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108901720236424416?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1088611746310610782004-06-30T22:35:00.000+07:002004-06-30T23:09:06.310+07:00whoa!!! <br />tomorrow is the day!!! <br />i hardly feel it!! <br /><font size=5 color=red>BIG WEEK END!!!</FONT> <br /> <br />i didn't feel it that i don't remember to prepare!! <br />oh lazy me >.< <br /> <br />i still got A LOT of songs to study <br />and i still got to transparant the songs <br />geez.. time flows fast!!! <br /> <br />i haven't even packed my clothes!! <br />i even forgot to prepare the car for tomorrow <br />oh shoot~!! <br />so many things to do!! <br /> <br />i even forgot to sms my friend to ask him something <br />somebody needs him desperately <br />oh bad me!!! <br /> <br />i even watched mtv movie award yesterday -_- <br />why didn't i do it as fast as i could? <br />why can't there be any "A.S.A.P" alert in me? <br />why are there no sense of urgency?!?!? <br /> <br />bad me worst me >.< <br /> <br />well my presentation was great <br />just tested it again and everybody loves it <br />only there was too many laughters <br /> <br />i don't know i couldn't stop laughing ^^; <br />gee i guess that's just <br /><font color=red size=5>MY NATURE</font> <br /> <br />it's funny you know <br />some people said that i am so childish <br />but some people said that i am mature too soon <br />as in other words i'm SO mature <br /> <br />some said that it depends how childish/mature the person is <br />but some said they just don't know me that much <br /> <br />well i can't really say which one is true <br />i only be... well... me ^^ <br /> <br />no matter how people judge me <br />as long as i'm comfy with what i am <br />i'll just stick to it hehehe <br /> <br />well then <br />i better get ready for tomorrow's battle!! <br />i'll see u again in three days ^^ <br /> <br />cheerio ;D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108861174631061078?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1088424975993913822004-06-28T19:15:00.000+07:002004-06-28T19:16:15.993+07:00"Pas de tendresse <br />Et pas de joie, <br />Loin d'ici, <br />Loin de toi. <br /> <br /> <br />Rien de plus triste <br />Que mes soupirs, <br />Lorsque vient le jour <br />Où il me faut partir. <br /> <br /> <br />Chanson d'enfance, <br />Tu vis toujours dans mon cœur. <br />Toi, la plus douce! <br />Toi, la plus tendre!" <br /> <br /> <br />[from aspects of love]<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108842497599391382?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-108835760786908902004-06-27T23:44:00.000+07:002004-06-28T03:05:47.936+07:00tadii gw kan tpon2 an nih ama suami k-3 gw [huahahaha] <br />trus gw baru nyadar gituu ternyata jadwal liburan gw <FONT SIZE=3 COLOR=RED>PADAT BERATT</FONT> <br />bukan padat jalan2 ke mana keQ gitu <br />tapi padat ama TUGAS2 NON SEKOLAH!!! <br />huuu... ternyata gw emang ditakdirkan untuk menjadi seorang <FONT SIZE=3 COLOR=RED>kepo</font> yak?! <br /> <br />kmaren2 sebenernya gw ada kerjaan sih <br />ngurusin pameran gituh di oktagon <br />abis ulangan umum kan ada kegiatan gitu di skola <br />trus dipamerin gitu deh :q <br />*seneng lho waktu itu dibilang punya klompok gw paling kompak gituh* <br />hehehehe ^o^ <br /> <br />tapi emang yang namanya liburan gw uda males gitu deh <br />plus ga ada yang nganterin juga sih... <br />agaQ kasian juga pas tadi gw dibilangin ama tmn gw <br />tadi yang beresin pameran klompok gw cuma <FONT SIZE=3 COLOR=RED>1 org</font> doang <br />*aduh maap ya atze >.< kekompakannya memudar nih hix* <br /> <br />trus tadi gw juga seharusnya ada latian drama buat misa penutupan antiokh <br />tadi ga ada yang nganteriinnn :( <br />jadi akhirnya gw ke gerejanya satu jam sblon misa gitu deh <br />padahal mulai latiannya 3 jam sblon misa huhuhu <br />telat bangetttt!! <br />mana pas gw dateng gw cuma ngambil naskah en nyoba sekali <br />agaQ ganjil juga gituuu <br />kan ga enakk :q <br /> <br />eh ga taunya tadi pas misa gw ngeliat tmn gw yang seharusnya ikut drama tapi ga latian <br />agaQ sebel juga sih... <br /><FONT SIZE=3 COLOR=RED>kan lebih baik terlambat drpd ga dtg sama sekali</font> <br />iya gaQ? hehehe <br /> <br />pasti hari2 gw ini bakal dipenuhin deh sama rapat2 en latian drama <br />sampe ntar tgl 1 2 3 gw bakal nginep di canossa <br />kan weekend gede antiokhh hehehe <br /> <br />uda ga sabar nih pengen ngeliatin anak2 barunya hehehe <br />kan biasanya pada malu2 gitu <br />tapi tar pas hari ke3 semuanya pada menggila mwahahahaha <br />*jadi teringat waktu jadi peserta hehehe* <br /> <br />trus abis itu gw mungkin ga ada kerjaan kali ya untuk beberapa hari <br />tapi tmn gw ngajakin gw jalan2 gitu de <br />katanya baru beli lipstik gituh trus mo nyobain mwahahaha <br />*centil amet yehhh huaiuhaiuhaiha* <br />kliatannya aliran kecantikan gw agaQ menular gituh hihi <br />*hayuQ teman2! menjadi seorang <FONT SIZE=3 COLOR=RED>fashionista dengan make over a la make up all over</font>* gyehehehehe <br /> <br />yah pokoknya ga lama stela we gede <br />gw bakal mulai latian nyanyi choir lagi <br />ucv kan mo lomba gituh di itb ntar september <br />keren2 lho lagunya!!! hehehe <br /> <br />favorit gw ntu nyang lagu madrigal dari itali <br />*madrigal = lagu rakyat dari negara laen* <br />YaHuD bangET dah tu lagu!!! <br />judulnya <FONT SIZE=3 COLOR=RED>*SPEME AMOROSA*</font> <br />emang mas BenNy jago berattt hehehehe *doski lho yang aransmen ;D* <br />*mas bennY ntu pelatih pengganti flO-- si pelatih* hehehe <br />[inget ga gw perna post pelati gw bakal studi lagi k korea?] <br /> <br />ya gitu deh pokoknya :D <br />serem deh kata tmn gw saingan buat yang lagu rakyat indonesia susa banget!! <br />dan nanti kami bakal ktemo lagi ama <FONT SIZE=3 COLOR=RED>GRACIO SONORA</font> <br />gila.... kmaren ituh mereka <FONT SIZE=3 COLOR=RED>JUARA SATU</font> DI UNPARRR <br />sedangkan kami... 4... huhuhu <br />bagus banget deh <br /> <br />malah konon waktu itu mereka nyanyiin lagu kya nina bobo gitu dari jawa *klo ga salah* <br />trus kuar <FONT SIZE=3 COLOR=RED>gendruwo2</font> gitu huaaa seremmmmm >.< <br />gw sih ga bisa liat ya *untungnya!!* <br />tapi gila aja!! saking bagusnya bisa manggil setan!!! <br />serem juga ye punya suara bagus huiewiuehwieuhwe <br />*berasa suara gw bagus gituh oeQ oeQ* <br /> <br />hmmmm ya uda deh <br />mo maen <FONT SIZE=3 COLOR=RED>WORMS 3D</font> ama dd2 gw tercinta hehehehe <br />seru banget deh hihihihi <br />daripada maen gunbound gitu lho?? yang ini JAUH lebi lucu hihih ^^ <br /> <br />byeeeeee~!!! <br /> <br />__<img src="http://www.worms3.com/images/graphics/worm_3d_1.gif"> <br /><img src="http://www.worms3.com/images/graphics/worm_3d_2.gif"> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-10883576078690890?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1088225155432314982004-06-26T10:45:00.000+07:002004-06-26T12:00:13.530+07:00<font size=3>huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa</font> <br />i think i'm at the <font size=5>edge</font> of my <font size=5>senses</font> >.< <br /> <br />how can i'm not? <br /><font size=5>over 16 years</font> of <font size=5>single-osity!!</font> <br />well i'm not the only one i bet <br />but that's not the problem!! <br /> <br />the thirst of men's embrace is really getting to my head <br />call me mad or sick, that's what i think i am <br /> <br />think of it, <br />when there's a guy sitting next to me <br />i always thought of putting my head on his shoulder <br />thought of things as if he's my boyfriend <br />it's a good thing i could behave!! <br /> <br />well, of course no one knew what i was thinking <br />but i know what i was thinking <br />and it's not at all a comfortable thought <br /><font size=3>you can't lie to yourself can you?</font> <br /> <br />ow dear, how can i live with such dirty mind?! <br />believe it or not, i often think of having a husband <br />and i mean REALLY often <br />and i never missed any detail -- if you know what i mean <br />owwww <font size=5>disgusting</font> me!!! <br />how can i think of that!?!?!? <br />what a sinner i am -_- <br /> <br />if you read my last few posts you must've realized that i was longing for guys to ask me out <br />the truth is, some did <br />and i was... <font size=5>SCARED</font> to go out with them <br />weird? hell yea it's weird <br /> <br />i don't know why i was scared <br />i don't even know what i was scared of <br />my friend said: <br /><font size=3>"EUY!! YOU'RE A LESBIAN!!!"</font> <br /> <br />yea right-- bite me -_- <br />my other friend said: <br /><font size=3>"hooo your feminin side has grown ;D"</font> <br />more make sense lol <br />but none of them fit the REAL feeling inside <br />the fear i felt-- <br />it's scary to think how scared i was while there's nothing to be scared of <br /> <br />i never was scared meeting people <br />this time... <br />i ended up taking the gift and leave <br />ooowwww that doesn't give any good impression >.< <br />that's not my actual intention :( <br /> <br />ah... what can a little girl do? <br />one thing for sure-- i can't keep on dreaming of a prince on a white horse <br />[well i don't wish to see a hunchback with a big bell though] <br /><font size=3>THE WAITING IS MAKING ME MAD~!!!</font> *sob sob sob* <br /> <br />yo Lord when is the time????? <br />when will the day come???? <br /><font size=5>the return of my senses...</font> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /><p align="center"><font color=red size=10>!!!WANTED!!!</font> <br /><font color=blue size=3>a guy who can duet this song w/ me</font> <br />if you don't know the song then-- adieu :p <br /> <br /> <br /><font color=purple>GEORGE </font> <br />I want to be <br />The first man you remember, <br />I want to be <br />The last man you forget. <br />I want to be <br />The one you always turn to, <br />I want to be <br />The one you won't regret. <br /> <br />May I be first <br />To say you look delightful? <br />May I be first <br />To dance you round the floor? <br />The very first <br />To see your face by moonlight? <br />The very first <br />To walk you to your door? <br /> <br /><font color=purple>JENNY (playing to GEORGE) </font> <br />Well, young man, I'd be delighted! <br />There is nothing I would rather do! <br />What could be a sweeter memory <br />Than sharing my first dance with you? <br /> <br /><font color=purple>GEORGE </font> <br />I want to be <br />The first man you remember... <br /> <br /><font color=purple>JENNY </font> <br />The very first <br />To sweep me off my feet. <br /> <br /><font color=purple>GEORGE </font> <br />I want to be <br />The one you always turn to... <br /> <br /><font color=purple>JENNY </font> <br />The first to make <br />My young heart miss a beat. <br /> <br /><font color=purple>GEORGE </font> <br />Seems the stars are far below us... <br /> <br /><font color=purple>JENNY </font> <br />The moon has never felt so close before... <br /> <br />Our first dance will be forever... <br /> <br /><font color=purple>GEORGE </font> <br />And may it lead to many more! <br /> <br />I want to be <br />The first man you remember... <br /> <br /><font color=purple>JENNY </font> <br />The very first <br />To sweep me off my feet. <br /> <br /><font color=purple>GEORGE </font> <br />I want to be <br />The one you always turn to... <br /> <br /><font color=purple>JENNY </font> <br />The first to make <br />My young heart miss a beat. <br /> <br /><font color=purple>GEORGE </font> <br />I want to be <br />The one you always turn to, <br />I want to be <br />The one you won't regret... <br /> <br /><font color=purple>GEORGE & JENNY</font> <br />The very first... <br />The very first... <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108822515543231498?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1088152633336417082004-06-25T15:24:00.000+07:002004-06-25T15:39:39.053+07:00yo hey <br />i'm such an unimportant mood right now <br />nothing to do in this holiday <br /> <br />guess my mum was right about taking course for holiday <br />only... there's none -_- <br /> <br />rented 8 movies and watched them in 3 days <br />seems to me i'm in a deep stress of nothing-to-do-ness ^^; <br /> <br />my bro is watching all that <br />harry bladder just finished <br />*moan* why should there be a "mockery" of harry potter <br />it's a good masterpiece! <br />harry bladder -_- what a crap?!!? <br /> <br />and that <i>know your star</i> is totally unimportant <br />i never found it hilarious <br />i meant the whole show <br />not just that <i>know your star</i> thingy -_- <br /> <br />ow dear... it's not really a good day for a non tv fan like me <br />absolutely nothing to do <br />nada <br />a-a <br /> <br />writing crapz might work <br />that's what i've been doing the last spare times <br />thought of reading instead writing <br />but i've always liked writing better <br />but you can't write better without reading <br />so i thought of reading again <br />but i never had the mood -_- <br /> <br />i just watched <i>the affair of the necklace</i> <br />it's a film about a real scandal of france long ago <br />more like the reason why marie antoinette was guilotined <br />sad and deep :q <br /> <br /><i>"Affair of the Necklace is a romantic drama based on the controversial true story of Jeanne De La Motte Valois, a countess whose name was stripped from her by the Royal Family during the late 18th Century. The story of her fight to restore her name and proper place in society is filled with mystery, intrigue and desire, with an infamous diamond necklace at the center of it all. "</i> <br /> <br />the one who played count vilette is really gorgeous >D <br />looked like brad pitt to me :q in a way :q <br />it's sad to know that at the end of the story that count married a woman 31 years older than him -_- <br />gives me the REAL creepz :p <br /> <br />l'affair du collier... <br />magnificent <br />just magnificent <br />what a scandal <br /> <br /><img src="http://affairofthenecklace.warnerbros.com/affair/popups/affairposter.jpg" width=350 align=center> <br />the whole thing just make me want to study francais even more <br />hasty patty lol!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108815263333641708?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1088149397140568812004-06-25T14:41:00.000+07:002004-06-25T14:47:25.203+07:00<table align=center border=1 bordercolor=black cellspacing=0 cellpadding=4 width=200px><tr><td bgcolor=#ffcccc align=center><font style='color:black; font-size:18pt;'>How to make a patty</font></td></tr> <br /><tr><td bgcolor=white><font style='color:black; font-size:12pt;'><b>Ingredients:</b><BR> <br />5 parts jealousy<BR> <br />5 parts brilliance<BR> <br />3 parts joy</font></td></tr> <br /><tr><td bgcolor=#ffffcc><font style='color:black; font-size:12pt;'><b>Method:</b><BR>Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of lovability</font></td></tr></table><div align=center> <br /><BR><form method="POST" action="http://www.go-quiz.com/cocktail/cocktail.php">Username:<input name="uname"><BR><input type=submit value="How do you make a 'you'?"><BR> <br /></form><a href="http://www.go-quiz.com/cocktail/cocktail.php">Personality cocktail</a><BR>From <a href="http://www.go-quiz.com">Go-Quiz.com</a> <br /></div> <br /> <br /><table align=center border=1 bordercolor=black cellspacing=0 cellpadding=4 width=200px><tr><td bgcolor=#ffcccc align=center><font style='color:black; font-size:18pt;'>How to make a patricia</font></td></tr> <br /><tr><td bgcolor=white><font style='color:black; font-size:12pt;'><b>Ingredients:</b><BR> <br />5 parts success<BR> <br />5 parts ambition<BR> <br />1 part instinct</font></td></tr> <br /><tr><td bgcolor=#ffffcc><font style='color:black; font-size:12pt;'><b>Method:</b><BR>Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add emotion to taste! Do not overindulge!</font></td></tr></table><div align=center> <br /><BR><form method="POST" action="http://www.go-quiz.com/cocktail/cocktail.php">Username:<input name="uname"><BR><input type=submit value="How do you make a 'you'?"><BR> <br /></form><a href="http://www.go-quiz.com/cocktail/cocktail.php">Personality cocktail</a><BR>From <a href="http://www.go-quiz.com">Go-Quiz.com</a> <br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108814939714056881?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1088079177669673542004-06-24T18:34:00.000+07:002004-06-24T19:31:42.560+07:00aduhhhh patty sedang menanti nihh <br />menanti kedatangan seorang maskulinn <br />huaaa uda jam brp nih blon dateng2 jugaaa <br />uda kroncongannn <br /> <br />huhuhu <br />kisahnya begi,nih... <br />hari ini ntu <font size=5 color=purple>BOKAP GW ULTAH!!</font> <br />kliatannya br bbrp ari lalu oma gw ulta uda giliran bokap gw ulta <br />[yyeee kan deket tglnya jadi ya kontan cepet lha :p] <br /> <br />ya... kebetulan bokap gw ntu tadi malem jem 1 kudu ke lampung <br />ya uda deh... ngerayainnya ga bisa pagi2 ato siang2 kya oma gw punya <br />konon sih pulangnya jem 4 sore tapi... <br />hix hix hix jem brp kah sekarang dia belon kunjung datang? <br /> <br />bagaikan anak burung tertinggal di sarangnya <br />gw ciap2 minta makan huhuhu <br />bedanya... makanannya uda di sini... tinggal bokap gw ni yang blon nyampee <br />apa jangan2 ada sesuatu ama bokap gw?! <br />ato jangan2 dia diculik ama tmnnya buat makan2 di hotel!? <br />tiada jawaban pasti -_- <br /> <br />eniwehh <br />tadi pagi2 <a href="http://ikan_asin.blogspot.com">dee</a>-- my long lost pren tiba2 muncul di kamar dd gw <br />[kmaren gw bobo di kamar dd gw gitu deh abis lebi dingin ^o^] <br /> <br />ya ampun... ternyata yang makin gemuk ga cuma gwww huahahahahahahaha <br />dee itu tmn bae gw sejakk... kira2 2 taon lalu <br />pas gw masi rajin2nya dateng ke koor wilayah <br /> <br />trus waktu itu kita deket deh ber11 gitu <br />k mn2 bareng, makan2 di ropang, jalan2 k ps <br />ke grj bareng, ke koor bareng, pulang bareng <br />apa aja lha pokoknye aseQnye-- <font size=5 color=green>RAME RAME</font> ^O^ <br /> <br />pokoknya uda gitu kami punya buhat gitu deh [buku curhat-red.] :d <br />isinya dari mulai ttg co, ttg skul, sampe ekonomi juga ada di sono hihi <br />pengankatan kakak-adik juga lho hehehe <br />gw ama dia sekarang jadi <FONT SIZE=5 COLOR=PINK>SISTERS!!</FONT> YEAHHH!! <br /> <br />setelah sekian lama AKHIRNYAAA ganti buku jugaaa <br />trus setelah kangen2an di buhat AKHIRNYA kami bertemu lagiii *syukur syukur syukur kepada tuhan* hihihi <br />berasa banget lho setelah sekian lama ga ktemo kyanya uda ga seseru dulu lagi ngomongnya <br />yah-- waktu memang mengubah pribadi orang yang mengikutinya <br />apalagi gw <br />yang dalam setaon kadar ramenya kurang dari 500% jadi sisa 300% hehehe <br /> <br />kedatangan die emang shocking bgt! tapi ada berita yg sumpe <font size=10 color=fuschia>SHOCKING</font> berat!! <br />tak kusangka dee itu uda [secara ga formal] mo tunangan <br />ya ampun... gw aja masi JSH alias jomblo seumur hidup, dia uda mimpiin rumah masa depan!! <br />oh tidakkkkk <br />kejombloan gw semakin merusak jiwaaa!! tidakkkkk!! <br /> <br />trus tadi sambil menunggu kedatangan ayah tercinta <br />kami moto2 diri gitu deee huahahaha <br />kocak juga :D uda lama ga menggila bersama dia uhauhaiuah <br />ternyata kadar kenarsisan itu tak pernah lepas dari pribadi kami berdua <br /><font size=5 color=brown>it's our nature</font> <br />huahahahahaha you should see us to know how true it is lolZ!! <br />maap ni blon di upload poto2nya tar de kapan2 yakk :D <br /> <br />trus ya... seraya bergulirnya pasir waktu <br />gw tetep menanti setelah kepergian dee kembali ke rumahnyee <br />trus gara2 ga tahann.. gw nyemil2 deh... <br /> <br />apa aja lha yang ada di meja!! <br />ada kripik pisang... ada kentang item plus parutan kelapa [ENAK BANGET!! recommended dish!! :D] <br />trus karena emang dasarnya orang laper selalu mencari ke mana pun <br />akhirnya gw menuju ke meja makan <br /> <br />makan deh somai yang disiapin buat ntar makan2 bareng bokap <br />dikit doang sih... ya... 3 4 biji... [etz koQ jadi banyak ya?!] <br />trus uda gitu... oh la la** mama miaaa!! <br />ada <FONT SIZE=10 COLOR=RED>IKAN ASEM MANIS!</FONT> <br />MASAKAN FAVORIT GW!! <br />hasrat dan nafsu makan gw semakin menjadi2 dah <br /> <br />uda ah stop cerita makanannya!!! <br />bisa2 tar gw tamba gendut gara2 mikirin gituan doang!! [he? emang bisa?] <br />LAPARRRRRRRRRRR!! <br /> <br />hmm... gw lagi ga bisa garuk idung nihh!! [duh gatell!] <br />lagi ada <font size=5 color=red>JERAWAT</font> penggagu hix hix hix <br />apa lagi ada yang naksir gw yakk?! hehehe <br />[iii kya sapa gitu ya yang maooo hihihi :D] <br />hmm jangan2... <font size=5 color=blue>dia!!!</font> [hayo sapa?!!?!?] <br /> <br />ga tau juga sih hehehe iseng aja gituh biar penasaran hihihi <br /> <br /><font size=5 color=orange>HUAAAAA!!</font> <br />oh mon dieu <br />oh mein gott <br />oh wo te thien <br />oh my god <br />oh tuhankuu <br />kapankah ayahanda hamba kan kembaliii?!?!?!?! <br />laper.... uuiQ** <br /> <br /> <br /><img src="http://rds.yahoo.com/S=96062883/K=i%27m+hungry/v=2/l=IVI/*-http://www.pf-productions.com/photoalbum/2002/june02/Images/0.jpg" width=200> <br />daddy, can i eat now?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108807917766967354?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1088012040212295562004-06-24T00:31:00.000+07:002004-06-24T00:49:07.566+07:00Talking of nationalism, it's identical with the love for your country <br />For me, it's heard hard to do, especially in a country like mine <br /> <br />One day, my teacher made a project <br />To report the student's participations in the celebration of our independence day <br />Because of that-- we have to participate in those events <br />Fireworks, dangdut-- whatever <br />Just those annual crapz only crappy people would come <br /> <br />It's not a bad idea-- the purpose was good <br />Only it's a bit "heavy" for me <br />I don't usually go to those events <br />And I didn't the last Independence Day <br />[Got choir practice that time] <br /> <br />But even though I didn't have choir practice, I wouldn't come either <br />My report: 70% lie, no pictures of prove, still-- I got A for my lie <br />Not proud of it, but can't regret it too <br /> <br />As time gone by <br />The same teacher gave another project <br />This time is to collect pictures from newspaper <br />Pictures of those people who got no love for their country and those who got <br /> <br />Survey proved that it's easier to get picture of those who don't love the country <br />Sad isn't it? <br />Stole road signs, draw graffiti on walls, sit on trains-- not in trains, name it <br />Pathetic <br /> <br />I never really thought about that project anyway <br />Snap and forgotten <br />But now as I think it through <br />I feel-- I'm no difference like those sign thief <br /> <br />I never really like my country's music-- especially dangdut <br />I never really like my country's movies-- especially the actors <br />I never really like my country's fashion style-- especially local boutiques <br />I never really like my country's education style-- I always wanted to study overseas <br />I don't even use my country's language for my blog! <br />What's wrong with me? <br />Don't I love my own country? <br /> <br />That's the question that's been buzzing in my ears for several days <br />Do I really love my country? I can't prove it <br />Do I hate my country? Can't say so <br /> <br />Until now I can't figure out whose side I’m on <br />Egocentric person am I? <br />Love no one else but myself? [Hey! Is that the reason I'm single all this long?!] <br />Care not what others problem? <br />Am I so that "MYOB"?!?!?! [It's mind your own business :p] <br /> <br />I'm scared to face the fact that I never did anything for my country <br />I never even thought of living in this country when I grew up <br />Shoot... <br />What shall I do? <br /> <br />Anyway <br />This whole thing reminded me of a song of one who is not at all love his country <br />It's from "Miss Saigon" <br />sang by someone not american-- who wished himself an american <br /> <br />you... have you ever thought of being someone from other country? <br />i once thought... maybe it's better to be anyone from anywhere but here... <br />i wish i were wrong... <br /> <br /><u>American Dream</u> <br /> <br />my father was a tattoo artist in Haiphong <br />but his designs on mother didn't last too long <br />my mother sold her body, high on Betel nuts <br />my job was bringing red-faced monsieurs to our huts <br />selling your mom is a wrench <br />perfume can cover a stench <br />that's what I learned from the French <br /> <br />then it all changed with Dien Bien Phu <br />the frogs went home. Who came? Guess who? <br />are you surprised we went insane <br />with dollars pouring down like rain? <br />businessmen never rob banks <br />you can sell shit and get thanks <br />that's what I learned from the Yanks <br /> <br />I'm fed up with small-time hustles <br />I'm too good to waste my talent for greed <br />I need room to flex my muscles <br />in an ocean where the big sharks feed <br />make me Yankee, they're my fam'ly <br />they're selling what people need <br /> <br />what's that I smell in the air <br />the American dream <br />sweet as a new millionaire <br />the American dream <br />pre-packed, ready-to-wear <br />the American dream <br />fat, like a chocolate eclair <br />as you suck out the cream <br /> <br />luck by the tail <br />how can you fail? <br />and best of all, it's for sale <br />the American dream <br /> <br />greasy chinks make life so sleazy <br />in the States I'll have a club that's four-starred <br />men like me there have things easy <br />they have a lawyer and a body-guard <br />to the Johns there I'll sell blondes there <br />that they can charge on a card <br /> <br />what's that I smell in the air? <br />the American dream <br />sweet as a suite in Bel-air <br />the American dream <br />girls can buy tits by the pair <br />the American dream <br />bald people think they'll grow hair <br />the American dream <br />call girls are lining time square <br />the American dream <br />bums there have money to spare <br />the American dream <br />cars that have bars take you there <br />the American dream <br />on stage each night: Fred Astaire <br />the American dream <br /> <br />shlitz down the drain! <br />pop the Champagne! <br />it's time we all entertain <br />my American dream! <br /> <br />come ev'ryone, come and share <br />the American dream <br />name what you want and it's there <br />the American dream <br />spend and have money to spare <br />the American dream <br />live like you haven't a care <br />the American dream <br />what other place can compare <br />the American dream <br />come and get more than your share <br />the American dream <br /> <br />there I will crown <br />Miss Chinatown <br />all yours for ten percent down <br /> <br />the American dream!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108801204021229556?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1087822845611207652004-06-21T19:59:00.000+07:002004-06-24T00:51:40.096+07:00hoaem *stretch* <br />i just woke up from my beauty sleep ^o^ <br /> <br />it's really good to be back to the city life :D <br />as i said the last post, i went to <br /><font size=5>SUKABUMI</font> <br />with my friends from <font size=5>@</font>ntiokhia ^^ <br /> <br />the event is titled below-- <br /><font size=5>week end team</font> <br />a weekend for us--the team-- who will be on the Big WeekEnd <br />which we "knight" our new member ^^ <br />it's somekind of BWE practice :D <br /> <br />anyway <br />there we had lotza lotza fuuuuuuuun ^o^ <br />the bonds between each person was tighten with <font color=red size=13>love</font>[teile huiahiauha] <br /> <br />our main reason was to practice our presentations and to evaluate it <br />the "side" reason is just to meet long lost friends who we only see rarely through the year <br />and strengthen our friendship and togetherness :D <br /> <br />ou see, i'm new there, joined last year <br />for this year, i signed up for music <br />we coordinate the musics which will be used-- and play them :D <br /> <br />as freshman i really do need A LOT of practice <br />our tradition was to sing "bless our food" before we eat <br />and the music players [heard like football player ^^;] play the guitars <br />i stank up at my first BOF *sob sob sob* <br />how shamefullllllllllllllllll <br /> <br />i never really memorized songs and that time i was blanky blanky <br />my partner was really smooth on guitar and i-- stuck-- holding my guitar <br /> <br />HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA what a shameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee <br />*hu hu hu* over 20 kids were watching <br />i was so affraid that they don't like me on my guitar <br /> <br />our other tradition is to sing "thank you lord" after someone do a job <br />it's a FAST song and people tend to be faster on the beat <br />just one time when they made jokes on the songs i can't keep up aaaaaaaa <br />shamed :\p <br /> <br />but as they know that i'm new and as i said we are growing together in love <br />they are fine and even support me to do better ^o^ <br />isn't it ~CUTE~ >v< it's really nice to be inside this nice community ^o^ <br /> <br />you might not always feel welcomed <br />you might not always feel loved <br />you might not always feel cared <br />you might not always feel that life is so pretty and beautiful <br />here in <font size=7 color=red>@</font> you can always feel them :D <br /> <br />ah so the drama, but they're true :D <br />once you're a member you wouldn't regret being one :D <br /> <br />three cheers for this <font size=3 color=blue>HUGGABLE</FONT> <font size=3 color=RED>LOVABLE</FONT> <font size=3 color=VIOLET>PEACEFUL</FONT> <br /><font size=8 color=GOLD><B>@NTIOKHIA</FONT></b> <br /> <br /><img src="http://members.tripod.com/~Antiokhia/lgant03.jpg" width=200 align=center> <br /> <br />i'll post some pictures when i was there :D just wait :D <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108782284561120765?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1087622944503939132004-06-19T12:12:00.000+07:002004-06-19T12:29:04.503+07:00yep yep yep <br />i should be going in a few minutes now!! <br /> <br />today is my <font size=24 color=red>grandma's birthday</font> <br /><font size=18>and she's</font><font color=blue size=30>82!!</font> <br /> <br />bought her a round fruit cake and birthday noodle ^^ <br />it's funny to do such little thing and have somekind of "pleasure" in your heart <br /> <br />then people's words were true <br />if you do good things in life <br />you will feel peace <br /> <br />doing little things such that many times <br />could take me to salvation perhaps? ^o^ <br />hiauhaiuhaiuahiua <br /> <br />well i can't really talk much about my grandmere's b'day <br />i bet my mum would write it in her blog though <br />feel free to read it <a href="http://gjonan.blogspot.com/">there</a> :D <br />and there'll be pictures too ^o^ <br /> <br />i took the pictures :D (well and my brothers though) <br />i can't believe how fat i looked in those pics *AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA* <br />thrust me, i'm not that fat :p <br /> <br />anyway <br />i didn't mention where i'll be goin did i? <br />well i'll be gone with @ntiokhia, youngsters group from my church <br /> <br />remember the presentation i should bring? <br />well i should prepare it in 2 days <br />and i can't do it in my beloved home cuz i'll be done in a few minutes <br /> <br />what a shame that i lost my presentation lay out paper *sob* *sob* <br />but i hope i could do the presentation <br /> <br />i did one spontanious and it turn out good <br />if i prepared this one <br />it should be a blast and MAYBE <br />i could be the best presenter LOL <br /> <br />it's not that i long for it <br />but isn't it will be good if i get that title? <br /> <br />i got "ter-lelap" cuz i've seen sleeping all the time <br />(what can i say!? i was sleepy!!!) <br /> <br />and the previous "big week-end" <br />i was "elected" to be the representation of the "new kids" (i'm new that time :D) <br />it was really an honour to be <br />and that really means a lot for a capricornus girl lagi me LOL <br /> <br />anyway <br />shall be goin now <br />wish me luck <br />and safe travel lol ^o^ <br /> <br />see you in a few days ^o^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108762294450393913?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1087562495116870962004-06-18T18:15:00.000+07:002004-06-18T22:51:45.043+07:00yo yo yo again with me <br />just got my school report <br />can't say that it's <i>"amazing"</i> <br />but at least I got what I want <br /> <br />you can't tell how bad this feeling is <br />when my parents and I had the talk <br />I said okay to take social major <br />But still I crave for languages <br /> <br />I tried to fool myself to think like I thought when I wanted that major <br />But still my heart can speak nothing else than my desire <br />Language-- as in communication <br /> <br />So be it if I can't take medicine like my friend or economy like my sis <br />I didn't plan of taking any of them <br /> <br />People say that youngsters used to change their decisions <br />But I can't tell future <br />Can't tell that my decision will change <br />Can't even tell if this is the right choice <br />Can't tell will I cry <br /> <br />This is my choice, this is what I crave <br />If I don't take what I want I shall regret it in my grave <br /> <br />Okay enough of it <br />What I'm saying is, I'm back to my REAL desire <br />I'm in language majority class :D <br />*cheeeeeeeeeeersssssssssssss* <br /> <br />It will be a small class <br />12 students or so <br />Believe me <br />My class wouldn't be a class for <i>"exiled"</i> kids <br />Cause I'm not <br />Not my friends <br />We're there for one reason <br /> <br /><font color=red>LOVE FOR LANGUAGE</font> <br /> <br />(+ English literature ^o^ hiuahiahuaiuhihua I've been longing for that one ^o^) <br /> <br />And guess what? <br />My friend who's in my class on 9th grade is going to take it too ^o^ <br />Well, she's my "husband" (remember that I got god-sisters god-brothers god-fathers? Well let's just say she's my "god-husband" hihihi *nothing funny!*) <br />We promised to meet again in the same class :D <br />And I can't believe it's really happening yaaaaaaaay ^o^ <br /> <br />Next year has to be better <br />It'll be better <br />Specially, because I know (and close to) more seniors in that majority <br />Not that they affect my choice <br />But they will GLADLY help me ^^ <br /> <br />Oh this is exciting ^^ <br />Promised the headmistress to get high rank next year <br />Now I can't really desert my studying <br />But hey~ studying is enjoying next year! <br />Can't wait 'til july 19 ^o^ <br /> <br /><img src="http://www.morethanbooks.ca/CDN/usrimage/intermediate_language_lessons19.jpg" width=200 align=center> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108756249511687096?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1087400973206325932004-06-16T22:39:00.000+07:002004-06-17T00:52:47.146+07:00another night in {gkj} ^o^ <br />this time i'm with my senior, nancy <br />we met someone we knew at a concert <br />quite shocking that he got a girl on his side hihi <br />he's a "sweet" kinda guy hehe <br /> <br />scapino ballet was on the schedule <br /> <br /><i>SCAPINO BALLET ROTTERDAM is resident modern dance company of Rotterdam and the first touring company in the Netherlands. <br /> <br />The company gives an average of 100 performances a year throughout Holland, travels abroad regularly and performs at international dance festivals.</i> <br /> <br />that's all i get of the dancers <br />i don't even know if there's any "title" for this play i just watched <br />not written in the ticket <br />not even written in the website <br />but it's really cool though <br /> <br />the first act is more like swift moves <br />more classical and soft <br /> <br />there was this bold dancer <br />somehow he draws my attention <br />he's the playboy in the play lol <br /> <br />the second act is ROCKKKKKIN' ROLLLLLLLLLL <br />at first there's only simple piano melody <br />the girls dance <br />then trance <br />the boys dance <br />and they are soooooooooo masculine yayy~ <br /> <br />still swift but strong <br />rebellious but beautiful <br />amazing how two element unite <br />cool <br /> <br />it seems to me that netherlands community is a lot here <br />so many tall blondes all around the place <br />and in that sea of blue eyes <br />there's this "huge" guy <br /> <br />it was break time <br />dunno what he's doing, just swirling around <br />lookin here lookin there <br />walk from aisle to aisle <br />sat on the hand of the chair <br />and he laughed out of a sudden {nyoo??} <br />weird weird weird <br /> <br />after the show i saw him again <br />he was watching me from behind <br />he walked pass trough me <br />he brought companion of course <br />but... it's creepy to know someone watching you <br />with that particular "face" lol <br /> <br />there was this paintings for sale in the waiting room <br />saw this brownish paintings <br />soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo smooth <br />detailed linings and there's somekind of a rigid feeling <br />deep and peaceful <br />just like in old photos <br />priced for 21 million rupiahs <br />gee... now i wnt to be a painter hihihihi <br /> <br />anyway <br />went home fast <br />and i remembered of my presentation i should bring in a few more days <br />didn't prepare it any bit! <br />my lay out papers are gone and i have nowhere to find it >.< <br />called my partner and he didn't make it too <br />{which made me more panic >.<} <br /> <br />oh dear oh dear <br />collective memory isn't enough <br />can't remember detailed things <br />made my big line though <br />but still can't figure out the details <br /> <br />ooo... just a few more days and i'll be dead if i'm still at this point <br />well <br />got to finish it tomorrow then <br />got to call my friend again <br /> <br />the day after tomorrow will be a scary scary day <br />school report <br /> <br />oooooooooooooooooo it's sad to know i won't be in the language class :( <br />still hard to accept.... <br />but i will <br />have to... <br />i will...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108740097320632593?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1087231711653862982004-06-14T22:57:00.000+07:002004-06-14T23:48:31.653+07:00once again i'm in dilemma <br />stuck in two choices <br />social or language <br /> <br />i've been all excited about language <br />i'll be studying lotza lotza languages <br />that's been my wish for a long time <br />i thought that's where my life should go <br /> <br />i remembered my teacher said this to me <br />"your plan doesn't always work with other people's plan <br />as in your plan is not acceptable according the school's plan" <br />(gee i was in trouble back then ^^; do you recall the bad hair month? :p) <br /> <br />well seems to me that now my parent's plan doesn't work out with my plan <br />well, i dunno why my plan kept opposed with other plans <br />but this second times i got to gave up my plan <br /> <br />not as i don't want to like before <br />this is, i'm okay with both plans <br />well to make it fast let's just say <br />they want me in the social study as i did <br /> <br />so i'm back where i started <br />loving the good old economy and accounting <br />welcoming anthropology and sociology <br /> <br />i'm still going to take french anyway <br />cuz i'm taking it outside school and my parents are cool with that <br />(eventhough they believe it's very rarely used -.-) <br />but they're being supportive about it and <br />i think i should be supportive of what they think best for their cutie little daughter too hehehe <br /> <br />i've been too rebellious these days <br />just want them to know that i really respect them <br />and i'm totally cool with their decision <br />not because their my parents but because i am cool with the plan <br /> <br />i thought of taking the social studies <br />changed my mind <br />and now i changed my mind again <br />seems i'm swaying with the wind aren't i? <br /> <br />what can i say? <br />i love both of them <br />i am capable of taking any of them <br />i am sure i'm going to take whatever carrier on both track <br />i am totally cool with any of them <br />but since i crave for language <br />i choose it <br /> <br />but back again <br />still, from social i could have more choices <br />clearer path, almost forecasted future <br />it's my society <br /> <br />my dad could speak 5 languages and he could do more than that <br />studied electro and a succesful bussinesman and quite good on politics <br />and he was really handsome when young ;D <br />(good pick mum! hihihi) <br /> <br />"don't rely on anyone, make your dream as high as you can" <br />my mum said again and again <br />think that i got to work on that :q <br />i dreamed so many times that i'm going to be a librarian <br />(this one is real dream~ :p) <br /> <br />still can't believe that the dream i dreamed would change after a little sharing <br />i'm cool, just not as excited <br />but that wouldn't smallen my "force" <br />i would do my best just the same <br /> <br />when you play a RPG in play station or so <br />you would be very excited if that game has a lot of endings <br />well, seems life is more exciting since the endings are much lotz more unpredictable in quantity and quality <br /> <br />i once dreamed to be buried like eva peron <br />don't know will it happend or not <br />dreaming is nice <br />motivates you <br /> <br />now i gotta work on my dreams all over<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108723171165386298?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1086975773275981522004-06-12T00:41:00.000+07:002004-06-12T00:42:53.276+07:00When I created the heavens and the earth, I spoke them into being. <br />When I created man, I formed him and breathed life into his nostrils. <br />But you, woman, I fashioned after I breathed the breath of life into man, <br />because your nostrils are too delicate. <br /> <br />I allowed a deep sleep to come over him <br />so I could patiently and perfectly fashion you. <br />Man was put to sleep so that he could not interfere with the creativity. <br />From one bone, I fashioned you. <br />I chose the bone that protects man's life. <br />I chose the rib, which protects his heart and lungs and supports him, <br />as you are meant to do. <br /> <br />Around this one bone, I shaped you....... I modeled you. <br />I created you perfectly and beautifully. <br />Your characteristics are as the rib, strong yet delicate and fragile. <br />You provide protection for the most delicate organ in man, his heart. <br />His heart is the center of his being; his lungs hold the breath of life. <br />The ribcage will allow itself to be broken before it will allow damage to the heart. <br />Support man as the rib cage supports the body. <br /> <br />You were not taken from his feet, to be under him, <br />nor were you taken from his head, to be above him. <br />You were taken from his side, to stand beside him and be held close to his side. <br /> <br />You are my perfect angel.....You are my beautiful little girl. <br />You have grown to be a splendid woman of excellence, <br />and my eyes fill when I see the virtues in your heart. <br />Your eyes...don't change them. <br />Your lips, how lovely when they part in prayer. <br />Your nose, so perfect in form. <br />Your hands so gentle to touch. I've caressed your face in your deepest sleep. <br />I've held your heart close to mine. <br />Of all that lives and breathes, you are most like me. <br /> <br />Adam walked with me in the cool of the day, yet he was lonely. <br />He could not See me or touch me. He could only feel me. <br />So everything I wanted Adam to share and experience with me, <br />I fashioned in you; my Holiness, my Strength, my Purity, my Love, <br />my Protection and Support. <br /> <br />You are special because you are an extension of me. <br />Man represents my image, woman my emotions. <br />Together, you represent the totality of God. <br /> <br />So man......treat woman well. <br /> <br />Love her, respect her, for she is fragile. In hurting her, you hurt me. <br /> <br />What you do to her, you do to me. <br />In crushing her, you only damage your own heart; <br />the heart of your Father, and the heart of her Father. <br />Woman, support man. In humility, show him the power of emotion <br />I have given you. <br /> <br />In gentle quietness, show your strength. <br />In love, show him that you are the rib that protects his inner self. <br /> <br />Did you not know that WOMAN is special in God's eyes? <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108697577327598152?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1086973561601344622004-06-11T23:35:00.000+07:002004-06-12T00:06:01.600+07:004 and 5 are journalism moments <br />7 to 11 are times for [x][x][x] <-- xperiment, xplore, xperience! <br />12 is off but not for long <br />14 and 15 is back to before <br /> <br />don't know what i mean? <br />i still got to go to school AGAIN!! <br />it makes TWO WEEKS after FINAL exam are school days >.< <br /> <br />okay,so the days were fun <br />but schoold days just can't be more fun than HOLIDAY <br />why can't we just take our holiday and go home in peace <br />why should we go back to school every morning after this year's deed is done <br />wwwwwwhyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy *sob sob sob* <br /> <br />"make your days useful", the headmistress said <br />all i can do just nod my head <br />wake up in early morning <br />bathe and go to school again <br />as i used to do <br /> <br />SUNDAY! <br />SUNDAY IS GOOD! <br />WEDNESDAY IS ALSO GOOD! <br /> <br />what's on sunday? <br />what's on wednesday? <br /> <br />on sunday i'll be using the prize ticket i won ^o^ YEA <br />ticket to watch HARRRRRRRRRRRRY POTTTTTTERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR <br />see i told you i'll get the ticket!!! YEAH!! <br />told you i'll be back to the magazine <br />again on the page <br /> <br />on wednesday it's back to GKJ again yohoooo <br />great great great ^o^ <br />couldn't contact my friend hix hix <br />but sure i'll get her before wednesday ^^ <br /> <br />still gotta practice the songs for september's competition <br />the tenors are extremely bad >.< <br />the altos are strikingly "various" ^^; <br /> <br />aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh <br />when will holiday comes <br />less than month <br />hix hix hix <br />why can't we just have holidays as much as schools in other countries huhuhu <br /> <br />anyways <br />I GOT THE FREE TICKETS! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYY!! <br />still can't figure out what to wear but it'll find it :q<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108697356160134462?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1086780984764442542004-06-09T16:19:00.000+07:002004-06-09T18:36:24.763+07:00that's the title of the ballet i just saw the other day <br /> <br /><i>"...an art work for ten dancers together with the music of J.S. Bach Concertos Brandebourgeois no. 2, 3 and 6, with red light floor decoration in black frame."</i> <br />one hour non stop swirling orange with baroque music by beatrice massin <br />it's very very very very cool <br /> <br />the variation of the motions <br />the repeatition of the movements <br />it's all in great beautiful order <br />energetic and the spirit's high <br /> <br />and the love scene is superb!! <br />so romanticcc~~ <br />the mood they build was tremendous :~D <br /> <br />just when it get to the most romantic part <br />this red big woman crossed over the line "sorry" <br />gee she's reaaaaaaaaaaaaaally big <br />and my grandma is big too <br />and she was stuck at my grandma's chair lol <br />"careful careful" i said lol <br />the guy next to me was laughing silently with a little giggle lol <br /> <br />there's a couple in front of me <br />and they were LOUD and when their eyes wondered everywhere <br />i watched them looking to the back, above, left, right, and maybe under too perhaps hihihi <br />it's funny to watch them moving here and there <br />as if they can't stop for a moment hihihi <br /> <br />as i said, the performance was great <br />but there's this slight funny thing <br />maybe you know that some ballet players usually don't wear any underwear while performing <br />seemed that one of the male player didn't wear the thing :q <br />as i said, it was energetic and the dancers were all sweaty <br /> <br />but this one <br />this perticular dancer <br />got sweat <br />right on his butt <br />ONLY on his butt <br />wet of sweat <br />and that totally cracks me up LOL <br /> <br />there were a lot of photographers there <br />who shot every move they made <br />and gee... with that butt... <br />what a shameeeeeeeeeeeeee <br />>.< <br />don't wanna be him <br /> <br />hihihihi <br />anyway <br />soon i'll be watching scapino ballet from rotterdam <br />another great choreography i hope <br />i bet <br />hihihihi <br />i'll be watching it with nancy yay ^^ <br />girls night out yeayy~ ^o^ <br /> <br />okay <br />shall be get goin <br />ciao ^^ <br /> <br />ps: i got a lot of brochure from the french embassy here <br />and i got this really big spirit to learn the language <br />i always wanted to learn the language <br />next year i'm going to take the french class for sure <br />and if my dad permits, i might take course too <br /> <br />if heaven permits, i shall be studying dutch too hihihi <br />i could get any help from my dad about that hihihi <br />i've been gathering some german text and story too <br />so i could do a lot of practice and master the language faster <br /> <br />i hope my plan will go smooth and well <br />haaaah.. soon <br />soon <br />really soon <br />welcome to literature world :D <br />world wide language support ihihihihi<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108678098476444254?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1086501957576290032004-06-06T12:43:00.000+07:002004-06-06T13:05:57.576+07:00i'm so going to be late for a meeting <br /> <br />the past two days at school was scheduled for journalism <br />sure we do the schedule just right <br />but <br />it's not as fun as i expected <br /> <br />okay so i know what journalism like <br />and i know a little about it <br />and how it work and how to make feature and news <br /> <br />well it turns out my news wasn't the best <br />and i didn't listen when my feature was presented and criticed <br />so i dunno if it's good or not <br />i didn't really put any mind when making them anyway <br /> <br />tomorrow i still have to go to school <br />doing a filming workshop -- i guess <br /> <br />but after that <br />i'll be watching ballet concert in <a href="http://www.gkj-online.com">GKJ</a> <br />compagnie 'le fetes galantes', france <br />with my grandma, my aunt, and my cousin <br /> <br />then the next day i'll be at school again <br />with the unecessary and unimportant workshop thingy <br />but still i cannot object so wtv <br /> <br />and then the next day after that <br />still at school and doing the thing <br /> <br />then on friday i'm going to have another choir rehearsal <br />the last rehearsal was a total mess <br />18 person over 43 -_- ain't that a blast!? <br />hope it won't happend again :q <br /> <br />then on the next wednesday <br />i'll be back to GKJ to watch scapino ballet, rotterdam <br />gee now i'm a ballet person <br /> <br />i've always liked watching ballet <br />i've always liked ballet <br />i once wanted to ballet <br />but never speak it to my parents <br />never want it that bad <br /> <br />oh well <br />i better be going <br />i'm so late <br />hehehe <br />okay then <br />c u :q<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108650195757629003?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1086437226167396112004-06-05T19:06:00.000+07:002004-06-05T19:07:06.166+07:00Satu hari Sultan merasa sungguh "boring 'n <br />bete abis", jadi dia tanya Bendahara, "Bendahara, <br />siapa paling pandai saat ini?" <br /> <br />"Abunawas" jawab Bendahara. <br /> <br />Sultan pun manggil Abunawas 'n baginda <br />bertitah: <br />"Kalau kamu pandai, coba buat satu cerita <br />seratus kata tapi setiap kata mesti dimulai dengan <br />huruf 'J'. <br /> <br />Terperanjat Abunawas, tapi setelah berfikir, <br />diapun mulai bercerita: <br /> <br />Jeng Juminten janda judes, jelek jerawatan, <br />jari jempolnya jorok. Jeng juminten jajal jualan <br />jamu jarak jauh Jogya-Jakarta. Jamu jagoannya: <br />jamu jahe. <br /> <br />"Jamu-jamuuu..., jamu jahe-jamu jaheee...!" <br />Juminten jerit-jerit jajakan jamunya, jelajahi <br />jalanan. Jariknya jatuh, Juminten jatuh <br />jumpalitan. Jeng Juminten jerit-jerit: "Jarikku <br />jatuh, jarikku jatuh..." Juminten jengkel, jualan <br />jamunya jungkir-jungkiran, jadi jemu juga. <br /> <br />Juminten jumpa Jack, jejaka Jawa jomblo, <br />juragan jengkol, jantan, juara judo. Jantungnya Jeng <br />Juminten janda judes jadi jedag-jedug. <br />Juminten janji jera jualan jamu, jadi julietnya Jack. <br /> <br />Johny justru jadi jelous Juminten jadi <br />juliet-nya Jack. Johny juga jejaka jomblo, jalang, juga <br />jangkung. Julukannya, Johny jago Joget. <br />"Jieehhh, Jack jejaka Jawa, Jum?" joke-nya Johny. <br />Jakunnya jadi jungkat-jungkit jelalatan jenguk Juminten. <br />"Jangan jealous, John..." jawab Juminten. <br /> <br />Jumat, Johny jambret, jagoannya jembatan <br />Joglo jarinya jawil-jawil jerawatnya Juminten. <br />Juminten jerit-jerit: "Jack, Jack, Johny jahil, jawil- <br />jawil!!!" Jack jumping-in jalan, jembatan juga <br />jemuran. <br /> <br />Jack jegal Johny, Jebreeet..., Jack jotos Johny. <br />Jidatnya Johny jenong, jadi jontor juga <br />jendol...jeleekk. "John, jangan jahilin Juminten...!" jerit <br />Jack... <br /> <br />Jantungnya Johny jedot-jedotan, "Janji, Jack, <br />janji... Johnny jera..." jawab Johny. <br /> <br />Jack jadikan Johny join jualan jajajan jejer <br />Juminten. <br /> <br />Jhony jadi jongosnya Jack-Juminten, jagain <br />jongko, jualan jus jengkol jajanan jurumudi jurusan <br />Jogja-Jombang, julukannya Jus Jengkol <br />Johny "jolly-jolly jumper." <br /> <br />Jumpalagi, jek........!!! <br /> <br />Jote: <br />Jangan joba-joba jyuruh jikin jerita jayak jini <br />jagi ja!!!! jusah...!!!...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108643722616739611?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1086281705914138722004-06-03T20:46:00.000+07:002004-06-07T16:50:11.340+07:00why in memoriam? <br />cause i will never meet these subjects at school <br />and as i said <br />let the day they end be remembered <br />thus, i honour them <br /><p align=center> <br /> <br /><b>PhysiCs <br /><i>28.05.04 <br /></b> <br />angels danced in the air with gravitation ignored <br />the chariot to heaven rush in constant acceleration <br />listen the frequency of tuning forks play in chord <br />the heat of the torch of freedom arouse the passions <br />with the speed of light go to the distant star <br />with all the energy left, shall it go far <br /></i> <br /> <br /><b>BioLogY <br /><i>29.05.04 <br /></b> <br />bless all the living creature <br />let the food chain go through the age <br />safe the water from being unpure <br />it's the end, it's the last page <br /> <br />may all the crawling vermes <br />may all the fermented bacteries <br />kept in our heart fresh <br />rest, be at peace <br /></i> <br /> <br /><b>SociaL StudiEs <br /><i>31.05.04 <br /></b> <br />from the peek of the everest to the bottom of mariana riverbed <br />lay the greatness of all nations on the sacred earth <br /> <br />before the exploitation of oil and soil went mad and bad <br />before every strand of sand at the litoral fields are gone <br />before extreme hedonism destroy pitied mother earth <br />let the rotten souls of men in the world be undone <br /> <br />never let the world proves thomas hobbes' theory right <br />every man will go and fight their own good fight <br /></i> <br /> <br /><b>ecONomY <br /><i>01.06.04 <br /></b> <br />David Richardo... John Locke... Karl Marx <br />left laws to protects us from the greed of men <br /> <br />up and down, inflation, deflation <br />all matters would do extentention <br />need full attention <br />from the whole of nations <br /> <br />distributors help producers fulfilled consumers wish <br />farewell though men will never let you diminish <br /></i> <br /> <br /><b>ACCounTinG <br /><i>01.06.04 <br /></b> <br />cash, cheque, and more for more <br />it maybe used for some ill will <br />yes, numbers could give you sore <br />good heart is always needed and still <br /> <br />work sheets maybe jumble your mind <br />but in there we can always find <br />the importance of detailed examination <br />too bad in my time it must gone to termination <br /></i> <br /> <br /><b>CHEmisTRY <br /><i>02.06.04 <br /></b> <br />does wings of cupids consist of carbons? <br />why can't particle of soul counted in ons? <br />gold, material which build material desire <br />all must melt, all must gone in the fire <br /> <br />reaction of oxidized love for someone <br />believe that there was once something <br />the very first ambition to give a run <br />pity it shall be the end of the string <br /></i> <br /> <br /><p align=right> <br /><i>may all that i've learned from these subjects above <br />will be useful and unwasteful <br />the time we'll meet again is questioned <br />but there's always next life <br />and we shall meet again <br />somewhere somehow in its time <br />-patz-</i> <br /><p align="center"> <br /><img src="http://www.tobytwiningmusic.com/projects/paradisesm.jpg" width="400"><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108628170591413872?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1086267275733373902004-06-03T18:15:00.000+07:002004-06-03T20:02:01.896+07:00maybe you could guess that i just watched the movie <br />yup <br />"TROY" <br />that movie is... in short-- VERY misleading <br /> <br />don't you ever believe the story it tells <br />cause it's not true <br /> <br />maybe you'd like to watch "Helen of Troy" instead of that brad pitt-ed movie -_- <br />*gee... his butt was everywhere!!* <br />so centred on him -_- <br />or must i say... too centred -_- <br />too centred that it was falsely told <br /> <br />achilles... <br />i don't know the individual was like what the film said or not <br />but the trojan war was definitely not like what it told <br /> <br />well... let's begin from the very beginning <br />the real story <br />from long before to long after <br /> <br />here's the REAL scene <br /> <br />(c) Ian Johnston, Malaspina University-College, 1996 <br />Note: This summary is a brief account of a number of different old stories about the Trojan war. There are often several different, even contradictory, versions of events. There is no one authoritative narrative of the whole war. Many of these stories were obvious current before Homer, and the story continued to be embellished by the Romans and Medieval writers. <br /> <br />1. The gods Apollo and Poseidon, during a time when they were being punished by having to work among men, built the city of Troy for Priam's father, Laomedon. They invited the mortal man Aeacus (the son of Zeus and Aegina and grandfather of Achilles) to help them, since destiny had decreed that Troy would one day be captured in a place built by human hands. <br /> <br />2. When newly constructed, Troy was attacked and captured by Herakles (Hercules), Telamon (brother of Peleus and therefore the uncle of Achilles; father of Telamonian Ajax and Teucros), and Peleus (son of Aeacus and father of Achilles), as a punishment for the fact that Laomedon had not given Hercules a promised reward of immortal horses for rescuing Laomedon's daughter Hesione. Telamon killed Laomedon and took Hesione as a concubine (she was the mother of Teucros). <br /> <br />3. Priam, King of Troy and son of Laomedon, had a son from his wife Hekabe (or Hecuba), who dreamed that she had given birth to a flaming torch. Cassandra, the prophetic daughter of Priam, foretold that the new-born son, Paris (also called Alexandros), should be killed at birth or else he would destroy the city. Paris was taken out to be killed, but he was rescued by shepherds and grew up away from the city in the farms by Mount Ida. As a young man he returned to Troy to compete in the athletic games, was recognized, and returned to the royal family. <br /> <br />4. Peleus (father of Achilles) fell in love with the sea nymph Thetis, whom Zeus, the most powerful of the gods, also had designs upon. But Zeus learned of an ancient prophecy that Thetis would give birth to a son greater than his father, so he gave his divine blessing to the marriage of Peleus, a mortal king, and Thetis. All the gods were invited to the celebration, except, by a deliberate oversight, Eris, the goddess of strife. She came anyway and brought a golden apple, upon which was written "For the fairest." Hera (Zeus's wife), Aphrodite (Zeus's daughter), and Athena (Zeus's daughter) all made a claim for the apple, and they appealed to Zeus. He refused to adjudicate a beauty contest between his wife and two of his daughters, and the task of choosing a winner fell to Paris (while he was still a herdsman on Mount Ida, outside Troy). The goddesses each promised Paris a wonderful prize if he would pick her; Hera offered power, Athena offered military glory and wisdom, and Aphrodite offered him the most beautiful woman in the world as his wife. Paris gave the apple, in the famous Judgement of Paris, to Aphrodite. <br /> <br />5. Helen, daughter of Tyndareus and Leda, was also the daughter of Zeus, who had made love to Leda in the shape of a swan (she is the only female child of Zeus and a mortal). Her beauty was famous throughout the world. Her father Tyndareus would not agree to any man's marrying her, until all the Greeks warrior leaders made a promise that they would collectively avenge any insult to her. When the leaders made such an oath, Helen then married Menelaus, King of Sparta. Her twin (non-divine) sister Klytaimnestra (Clytaemnestra), born at the same time as Helen but not a daughter of Zeus, married Agamemnon, King of Argos, and brother of Menelaus. Agamemnon was the most powerful leader in Hellas (Greece). <br /> <br />6. Paris, back in the royal family at Troy, made a journey to Sparta as a Trojan ambassador, at a time when Menelaus was away. Paris and Helen fell in love and left Sparta together, taking with them a vast amount of the city's treasure, and returning to Troy via Cranae, an island off Attica, Sidon, and Egypt, among other places. The Spartans sent off in pursuit but could not catch the lovers. When the Spartans learned that Helen and Paris were back in Troy, they sent a delegation (Odysseus, King of Ithaca, and Menelaus, the injured husband) to Troy demanding the return of Helen and the treasure. When the Trojans refused, the Spartans appealed to the oath which Tyndareus had forced them all to take (see 5 above), and the Greeks assembled an army to invade Troy, asking all the allies to meet in preparation for embarkation at Aulis. Some stories claimed that the real Helen never went to Troy, for she was carried off to Egypt by the god Hermes, and Paris took her double to Troy. <br /> <br />7. Achilles, the son of Peleus and Thetis, was educated as a young man by Chiron, the centaur (half man and half horse). One of the conditions of Achilles's parents' marriage (the union of a mortal with a divine sea nymph) was that the son born to them would die in war and bring great sadness to his mother. To protect him from death in battle his mother bathed the infant in the waters of the river Styx, which conferred invulnerability. And when the Greeks began to assemble an army, Achilles's parents hid him at Scyros disguised as a girl. While there he met Deidameia, and they had a son Neoptolemos (also called Pyrrhus). Calchas, the prophet with the Greek army, told Agamemnon and the other leaders that they could not conquer Troy without Achilles. Odysseus found Achilles by tricking him; Odysseus placed a weapon out in front of the girls of Scyros, and Achilles reached for it, thus revealing his identity. Menoitios, a royal counsellor, sent his son Patroclus to accompany Achilles on the expedition as his friend and advisor. <br /> <br />8. The Greek fleet of one thousand ships assembled at Aulis. Agamemnon, who led the largest contingent, was the commander- in-chief. The army was delayed for a long time by contrary winds, and the future of the expedition was threatened as the forces lay idle. Agamemnon had offended the goddess Artemis by an impious boast, and Artemis had sent the winds. Finally, in desperation to appease the goddess, Agamemnon sacrificed his daughter Iphigeneia. Her father lured her to Aulis on the pretext that she was to be married to Achilles, but then he sacrificed her on the high altar. One version of her story claims that Artemis saved her at the last minute and carried her off to Tauris where she became a priestess of Artemis in charge of human sacrifices. While there, she later saved Orestes and Pylades. In any case, after the sacrifice Artemis changed the winds, and the fleet sailed for Troy. <br /> <br />9. On the way to Troy, Philoctetes, the son of Poeas and leader of the seven ships from Methone,suffered a snake bite when the Greeks landed at Tenedos to make a sacrifice. His pain was so great and his wound so unpleasant (especially the smell) that the Greek army abandoned him against his will on the island. <br /> <br />10. The Greek army landed on the beaches before Troy. The first man ashore, Protesilaus, was killed by Hector, son of Priam and leader of the Trojan army. The Greeks sent another embassy to Troy, seeking to recover Helen and the treasure. When the Trojans denied them, the Greek army settled down into a seige which lasted many years. <br /> <br />11. In the tenth year of the war (where the narrative of the Iliad begins), Agamemnon insulted Apollo by taking as a slave- hostage the girl Chryseis, the daughter of Chryses, a prophet of Apollo, and refusing to return her when her father offered compensation. In revenge, Apollo sent nine days of plague down upon the Greek army. Achilles called an assembly to determine what the Greeks should do. In that assembly, he and Agamemnon quarrelled bitterly, Agamemnon confiscated from Achilles his slave girl Briseis, and Achilles, in a rage, withdrew himself and his forces (the Myrmidons) from any further participation in the battle. He asked his mother Thetis, the divine sea nymph, to intercede on his behalf with Zeus to give the Trojans help in battle, so that the Greek forces would recognize how foolish Agamemnon had been to offend the best soldier under his command. Thetis made the request of Zeus, reminding him of a favour she had once done for him, warning him about a revolt against his authority, and he agreed. <br /> <br />12. During the course of the war, numerous incidents took place, and many died on both sides. Paris and Menelaus fought a duel, and Aphrodite saved Paris just as Menelaus was about to kill him. Achilles, the greatest of the Greek warriors, slew Cycnus, Troilus, and many others. He also, according to various stories, was a lover of Patroclus, Troilus, Polyxena, daughter of Priam, Helen, and Medea. Odysseus and Diomedes slaughtered thirteen Thracians (Trojan allies) and stole the horses of King Rhesus in a night raid. Telamonian Ajax and Hector fought a duel with no decisive result. A common soldier, Thersites, challenged the authority of Agamemnon and demanded that the soldiers abandon the expedition. Odysseus beat Thersites into obedience. In the absence of Achilles and following Zeus's promise to Thetis (see 11), Hector enjoyed great success against the Greeks, breaking through their defensive ramparts on the beach and setting the ships on fire. <br /> <br />13. While Hector was enjoying his successes against the Greeks, the latter sent an embassy to Achilles, requesting him to return to battle. Agamemnon offered many rewards in compensation for his initial insult (see 11). Achilles refused the offer but did say that he would reconsider if Hector ever reached the Greek ships. When Hector did so, Achilles's friend Patroclus (see 7) begged to be allowed to return to the fight. Achilles gave him permission, advising Patroclus not to attack the city of Troy itself. He also gave Patroclus his own suit of armour, so that the Trojans might think that Achilles had returned to the war. Patroclus resumed the fight, enjoyed some dazzling success (killing one of the leaders of the Trojan allies, Sarpedon from Lykia), but he was finally killed by Hector, with the help of Apollo. <br /> <br />14. In his grief over the death of his friend Patroclus, Achilles decided to return to the battle. Since he had no armour (Hector had stripped the body of Patroclus and had put on the armour of Achilles), Thetis asked the divine artisan Hephaestus, the crippled god of the forge, to prepare some divine armour for her son. Hephaestus did so, Thetis gave the armour to Achilles, and he returned to the war. After slaughtering many Trojans, Achilles finally cornered Hector alone outside the walls of Troy. Hector chose to stand and fight rather than to retreat into the city, and he was killed by Achilles, who then mutilated the corpse, tied it to his chariot, and dragged it away. Achilles built a huge funeral pyre for Patroclus, killed Trojan soldiers as sacrifices, and organized the funeral games in honour of his dead comrade. Priam travelled to the Greek camp to plead for the return of Hector's body, and Achilles relented and returned it to Priam in exchange for a ransom. <br /> <br />15. In the tenth year of the war the Amazons, led by Queen Penthesilea, joined the Trojan forces. She was killed in battle by Achilles, as was King Memnon of Ethiopa, who had also recently reinforced the Trojans. Achilles's career as the greatest warrior came to an end when Paris, with the help of Apollo, killed him with an arrow which pierced him in the heel, the one vulnerable spot, which the waters of the River Styx had not touched because his mother had held him by the foot (see 7) when she had dipped the infant Achilles in the river. Telamonian Ajax, the second greatest Greek warrior after Achilles, fought valiantly in defense of Achilles's corpse. At the funeral of Achilles, the Greeks sacrificed Polyxena, the daughter of Hecuba, wife of Priam. After the death of Achilles, Odysseus and Telamonian Ajax fought over who should get the divine armour of the dead hero. When Ajax lost the contest, he went mad and committed suicide. <br /> <br />16. The Greeks captured Helenus, a son of Priam, and one of the chief prophets in Troy. Helenus revealed to the Greeks that they could not capture Troy without the help of Philoctetes, who owned the bow and arrows of Hercules and whom the Greeks had abandoned on Tenedos (see 9 above). Odysseus and Neoptolemus (the son of Achilles) set out to persuade Philoctetes, who was angry at the Greeks for leaving him alone on the island, to return to the war, and by trickery they succeeded. Philoctetes killed Paris with an arrow shot from the bow of Hercules. <br /> <br />17. Odysseus and Diomedes ventured into Troy at night, in disguise, and stole the Palladium, the sacred statue of Athena, which was supposed to give the Trojans the strength to continue the war. The city, however, did not fall. Finally the Greeks devised the strategy of the wooden horse filled with armed soldiers. It was built by Epeius and left in front of Troy. The Greek army then withdrew to Tenedos, as if abandoning the war. Odysseus went into Troy disguised, and Helen recognized him. But he was sent away by Hecuba, the wife of Priam, after Helen told her. The Greek soldier Sinon stayed behind when the army withdrew and pretended to the Trojans that he had deserted from the Greek army because he had information about a murder Odysseus had committed. He told the Trojans that the horse was an offering to Athena and that the Greeks had built it to be so large that the Trojans could not bring it into their city. The Trojan Laocoon warned the Trojans not to believe Sinon ("I fear the Greeks even when they bear gifts"); in the midst of his warnings a huge sea monster came from the surf and killed Laocoon and his sons. <br /> <br />18. The Trojans determined to get the Trojan Horse into their city. They tore down a part of the wall, dragged the horse inside, and celebrated their apparent victory. At night, when the Trojans had fallen asleep, the Greek soldiers hidden in the horse came out, opened the gates, and gave the signal to the main army which had been hiding behind Tenedos. The city was totally destroyed. King Priam was slaughtered at the altar by Achilles's son Neoptolemos. Hector's infant son, Astyanax, was thrown off the battlements. The women were taken prisoner: Hecuba (wife of Priam), Cassandra (daughter of Priam), and Andromache (wife of Hector). Helen was returned to Menelaus. <br /> <br />19. The gods regarded the sacking of Troy and especially the treatment of the temples as a sacrilege, and they punished many of the Greek leaders. The fleet was almost destroyed by a storm on the journey back. Menelaus's ships sailed all over the sea for seven years--to Egypt (where, in some versions, he recovered his real wife in the court of King Proteus--see 6 above). Agamemnon returned to Argos, where he was murdered by his wife Clytaemnestra and her lover, Aegisthus. Cassandra, whom Agamemnon had claimed as a concubine after the destruction of Troy, was also killed by Clytaemnestra. Aegisthus was seeking revenge for what the father of Agamemnon (Atreus) had done to his brother (Aegisthos' father) Thyestes. Atreus had given a feast for Thyestes in which he fed to him the cooked flesh of his own children (see the family tree of the House of Atreus given below). Clytaemnestra claimed that she was seeking revenge for the sacrifice of her daughter Iphigeneia (see 8 above). <br /> <br />20. Odysseus (called by the Romans Ulysses) wandered over the sea for many years before reaching home. He started with a number of ships, but in a series of misfortunes, lasting ten years because of the enmity of Poseidon, the god of the sea, he lost all his men before returning to Ithaca alone. His adventures took him from Troy to Ismareos (land of the Cicones); to the land of the Lotos Eaters, the island of the cyclops (Poseidon, the god of the sea, became Odysseus's enemy when Odysseus put out the eye of Polyphemus, the cannibal cyclops, who was a son of Poseidon); to the cave of Aeolos (god of the winds), to the land of the Laestrygonians, to the islands of Circe and Calypso, to the underworld (where he talked to the ghost of Achilles); to the land of the Sirens, past the monster Scylla and the whirlpool Charybdis, to the pastures of the cattle of Helios, the sun god, to Phaiacia. Back in Ithaca in disguise, with the help of his son Telemachus and a some loyal servants he killed the young princes who had been trying to persuade his wife, Penelope, to marry one of them, and who had been wasting the treasure of the palace and trying to kill Telemachus. Odysseus proved who he was by being able to string the famous bow of Odysseus, a feat which no other man could manage, and by describing for Penelope the secret of their marriage bed, that Odysseus had built it around an old olive tree. <br /> <br />21. After the murder of Agamemnon by his wife Clytaemnestra (see 19 above), his son Orestes returned with a friend Pylades to avenge his father. With the help of his sister Electra (who had been very badly treated by her mother, left either unmarried or married to a poor farmer so that she would have no royal children), Orestes killed his mother and Aegisthus. Then he was pursued by the Furies, the goddesses of blood revenge. Suffering fits of madness, Orestes fled to Delphi, then to Tauri, where, in some versions, he met his long-lost sister, Iphigeneia. She had been rescued from Agamemnon's sacrifice by the gods and made a priestess of Diana in Tauri. Orestes escaped with Iphigeneia to Athens. There he was put on trial for the matricide. Apollo testified in his defense. The jury vote was even; Athena cast the deciding vote in Orestes's favour. The outraged Furies were placated by being given a permanent place in Athens and a certain authority in the judicial process. They were then renamed the Eumenides (The Kindly Ones). Orestes was later tried for the same matricide in Argos, at the insistence of Tyndareus, Clytaemnestra's father. Orestes and Electra were both sentenced to death by stoning. Orestes escaped by capturing Helen and using her as a hostage. <br /> <br />22. Neoptolemus, the only son of Achilles, married Hermione, the only daughter of Helen and Menelaus. Neoptolemus also took as a wife the widow of Hector, Andromache. There was considerable jealously between the two women. Orestes had wished to marry Hermione; by a strategy he arranged it so that the people of Delphi killed Neoptolemus, carried off Hermione, and married her. Menelaus tried to kill the son of Neoptolemus, Molossus, and Andromache, but Peleus, Achilles's father rescued them. Andromache later married Helenus. Orestes's friend Pylades married Electra. <br /> <br />23. Aeneas, the son of Anchises and the goddess Aphrodite and one of the important Trojan leaders in the Trojan War, fled from the city while the Greeks were destroying it, carrying his father, Anchises, his son Ascanius, and his ancestral family gods with him. Aeneas wandered all over the Mediterranean. On his journey to Carthage, he had an affair with Dido, Queen of Carthage. He abandoned her without warning, in accordance with his mission to found another city. Dido committed suicide in grief. Aeneas reached Italy and there fought a war against Turnus, the leader of the local Rutulian people. He did not found Rome but Lavinium, the main centre of the Latin league, from which the people of Rome sprang. Aeneas thus links the royal house of Troy with the Roman republic. <br /> <br />tired? no? okay <br />to see further information press <br /><a href="http://webhome.crk.umn.edu/~sneet/WesCiv/TrojanWar.htm">>>here<<</a> <br />alrrrrright <br />the job is done <br />don't believe false movie <br />false interpretation <br />false story <br />false false false <br /> <br />so... <br />i don't know when will there be any TRUE movie about the trojan war <br />but it's definitely not now <br />which i mean-- TROY with orlando bloom and brad pitt plus eric bana <br />was a total lie <br /> <br />too bad... <br />good actors <br />bad writers <br /> <br />aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa <br />lies lies lies >.< <br />nyebelin <br />sux~!! <br /> <br />yah... <br />since i love brad pitt <br />fine... <br />i had to say it's fine... <br />then fine it is... <br /> <br />as my friend said <br />i think i should watch the lor of the rings again <br />orlando broom as paris is so NOT COOL <br />gotta see him as legolas again <br />hahahahaha <br /> <br />anyways... here it is... <br />the false movie... <br />TROY <br /><img src="http://www.u-blog.net/psychoblog/img/Poster_Troy.jpg" width="400"><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108626727573337390?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1086079985247951552004-06-01T15:26:00.000+07:002004-06-01T16:00:35.533+07:00yo hey <br />again i've broken my vow to study ^^; <br />chemistry for tomorrow <br />and i'm totally blank what it'll be ^^; <br /> <br />my mind is so jumbled with those numbers <br />and that's also the reason i dun really like maths so much ^^; <br />i might have numbeophobia perhaps? <br />hmm does that exist? ^^; hiauhiah <br /> <br />anyway <br />i was thinking about maybelline <br />i dunno why i just do hehehe <br /> <br />then i remembered a novel i read loooooooong ago <br />i guess it's fear street by... what's the name? <br />oh yea RL StinE <br /> <br />the story is about a boy who killed his girl friend because <br />his girl friend wears make up one day <br />the girl just make up occasionaly <br />he doesn't like to see girls with make ups <br />and then he just kill her <br />now that's creepy ^^; <br />well, silly... but creepy ^^; <br /> <br />i don't know why <br />i can't figure out why <br />some guy just don't like girls with make ups <br /> <br />the purpose of make up itself is making one prettier <br />[theatrical make up not included :p] <br />that's weird... <br /> <br />well what's weirder is... <br />that in one of my "in try out" text book <br />it says that make up IS mask <br />not look alike but is <br /> <br />meaning, it's equal -_- <br /> <br />anywayy <br />i remember one of my vow of the past <br />that i'll never wear make up!! <br />and i remember exactly why i said that <br /> <br />my sis just came back from australia that day <br />she's 5 years older than me and she already know make up by that time <br />and so we took some of my mum's make up and do some experiments <br />on me ^^; <br /> <br />so we tried <br />and she put liquid eye liner <br />and it hurt my eye >.< <br />and that's why i don't like make up and vowed <br /> <br />but i guess breaking vow is one of my thing now ^^; <br />i do wear make up <br />and just to make it worse, <br />i'm in the beauty class at school lol <br /> <br />talking of beauty that reminds me of something else from my past <br />long ago when my older bros and sis are still in the country <br />we used to hang about together and talk about <br />what we want to be when we grow up <br /> <br />it's really fun talking of it <br />and it reminds me of mine hohohoho <br /> <br />long ago <br />i want to be <br />a beauty queen <br />[please laugh] lol <br /> <br />well that'll never be achieved <br />i'm not that tall to be a model :p <br />and it's funnier to remember <br />that long ago <br />i'm so very totally extremely fat lol <br /> <br />but it's really great to have a dream <br />especially dream together :D <br />especially together with someone you love the most... <br />family ^o^ <br /> <br />hope we could achieve that together someday :p <br />as i remember, me and my sister plus my brothers had a vow too <br />we will work together in a company under the name of our family <br />[now that reminds me of "meteor garden"~ lol] <br /> <br />i do really hope that it'll happend ^o^ <br />i know it'll be great having you siblings as your... everything! <br />sibling = friend = co-worker <br />hohoho <br /> <br />now that reminds me of my father's saying <br />that those who born in the chinese horoscope of <br />pig [my sis] rabbit [me] and goat [my bro] <br />could be good to work together hohoho <br /> <br />anyway <br />my mum wants to use the comp :q <br />i'll post again for the next days~ <br /> <br />oh i just remember one thing <br />TOMORROW'S THE LAST DAY I MEET CHEMISTRY <br />AND LET THE DAY BE REMEMBERED FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE <br />YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYY ^O^ <br /> <br />peace yooo ;D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108607998524795155?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1086012496470403362004-05-31T20:36:00.000+07:002004-05-31T21:35:15.510+07:00i just watched the lord of the rings 3 in vcd <br />and i can't help to write the beautiful quotes <br />tolkiens is an absolute great writer <br />wonder where are his other works? <br />i must say that his epic story is the most beautiful stofy i've ever heard <br />i even magically interested in playing war craft <br />nevertheless, i don't play it hohohoho <br /> <br />i guess i'll start to pick the thick book from the shelf <br />and start learning some more hard vocabs lol <br />i really going to need dictionary beside me ^o^ <br /> <br />so here's some of my favourite quotes <br />read to the last <br />they really worth your precious time <br /><i>[my................. precious............................]</i> <br />lol!! <br /> <br />the best one is the first one <br />which is sung <br />beautifully sung <br /> <br /><i><b> <br /><p align=center>"Home is behind, the world ahead <br />and there are many paths to tread <br />through the shadow to the edge of night <br />until the stars are all alight <br />mist and shadow, cloud and shade <br />all shall fade... all shall... fade" <br />-pippin-</i></b></p> <br /> <br />Witch King: You fool. No man can kill me. Die now. <br />Eowyn: I am no man. <br /> <br /><b>Aragorn: I held your oath fulfilled. Go, be at peace."</b> <br /> <br />[after Legolas single-handedly takes out an Oliphant and its drivers] <br />Gimli: That still only counts as one. <br /> <br />Eomer: Oaths you have taken, now fulfill them all. To lord and land. <br /> <br />Pippin: No, Merry, I will look after you. <br /> <br /><b>Orc: I take no order from Morgul rat!</b> <br /> <br />Gollum: They cursed us. Murderer they called us. They cursed us. And we wept, Precious, didn't we? We wept to be so alone. And we only lust to catch fish so juicey sweet. And we forgot the taste of bread... the sound of trees... the softness of the wind. We even forgot our own name. My Precious. <br /> <br /><b>Pippin: I didn't think it would end this way. <br />Gandalf: End? No, the journey doesn't end here. Death is just another path... One that we all must take. <br />[Pippin listenes and watches Gandalf curiously, as he continues. The battle around seems to quiet down] <br />Gandalf: The grey rain-curtain of this world rolls back, and all change to silver glass... <br />[A light comes into Pippin's face, as a small smile comes into his eyes, as Gandalf looks out into the distance] <br />Gandalf: ...And then you see it. <br />Pippin: What? Gandalf?... See what? <br />Gandalf: White shores... and beyond. The far green country under a swift sunrise. <br />[They both smile as they look at each other] <br />Pippin: Well, that isn't so bad. <br />Gandalf: [Softly:] No... No it isn't.</b> <br /> <br />Sam: Don't go where I can't follow. <br /> <br /><b>Gimli: Certainty of death. Small chance of success. What are we waiting for? </b> <br /> <br />Frodo: I'm glad to be with you, Samwise Gamgee... here, at the end of all things. <br /> <br />Aragorn: It is but a shadow and a thought that you love. I cannot give you what you seek. <br /> <br /><b>Gandalf: I will not say, "Do not weep," for not all tears are an evil.</b> <br /> <br /><b>Sam: It'll be Spring back in the Shire, and the fields will be blossoming, and the birds'll be nesting in the hazel thicket, and they'll be planting the summer barley in the lower fields, and eating the first of the strawberries with cream. Do you remember the taste of strawberries, Mr. Frodo? <br />Frodo: No, Sam. I can't recall the taste of food, nor the sound of water, nor the touch of grass. I'm naked in the dark. There's nothing - no veil between me and the wheel of fire. I can see him with my waking eyes. <br />Sam: Then let us be rid of it. I can't carry it for you, but I can carry you.</b> <br /> <br />Gandalf: The board is set... the pieces are moving <br /> <br /><b>Sam: Give me your hand. Take my hand. Don't you let go. Don't let go... Reach</b> <br /> <br />Gimli: I never thought I'd die side by side with an Elf. <br />Legolas: What about side by side with a friend? <br />Gimli: Aye. I could do that. <br /> <br />Sam: Rosie Cotton, dancin'. She had ribbons in her hair. If ever I were to marry someone, it would've been her. It would've been her. <br /> <br /><p align=center><b>for more, you could just open the site ^^</b> <br /><a href="http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0167260/quotes">Memorable Quotes from <br />The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King</a></p> <br /><i> <br /><p align=center>"This day does not belong to one man but to all. <br />Let us together rebuild this world that we may share in the days of peace." <br />-aragorn-</i></p> <br /><img src="http://rds.yahoo.com/S=96062883/K=the+return+of+the+king/v=2/l=IVI/*-http://us.movies1.yimg.com/movies.yahoo.com/images/hv/photo/movie_pix/new_line_cinema/the_lord_of_the_rings__the_return_of_the_king/_group_photos/john_rhys_davies11.jpg"><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108601249647040336?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1086009721503477602004-05-31T19:34:00.000+07:002004-05-31T21:31:28.516+07:00call me crazy for sitting in front of my computer and write <br />call me crazy for not studying at these kind of days <br />call me crazy for not reading while now is night <br />call me crazy for now, i have a few words to say... <br /> <br />you know what... i just missed posting hehehe <br /> <br />you see.. i'm in my exam week <br />and i'm totally craZy for not reading my book the whole day <br />well, that's what my friends would say <br />tomorrow are economics and history and here i lay back and relax <br /> <br />yes you may :p <br /> <br />instead, i have a few things on my mind <br />i just can't hold it back for more days hohohoho <br /> <br />okay so the first thing i want to say is about... <br />ballet <br />who would ever thought that i will actually watch ballet? hohoho <br /> <br />i've never talked about it nor give any attention <br />but yes, i managed to watch the "coppelia" by namarina <br />[thx for galuh by that ^o^ and it was a pleasant seat hoho <br />too bad it wasn't four but oh well, it's been done] <br /> <br />and soon <br />i'll be watching ballet from france AND netherland <br />funny that their tickets are half price of that coppelia <br /><i>"love local production!!!"</i> <br />guess i should :p <br />well, i can't compare that yet :p <br /> <br />got my grandma and my aunt and a cousin to watch the french ballet <br />got my friend to watch the dutch ballet <br /> <br />this whole "company" thing remind me of my mum <br />we talked about this a few weeks ago <br />let me quote her <br /><i>"a girl should get someone to go with her if she wants to go somewhere <br />get your girl friends to the party"</i> <br /> <br />well at that time i don't have anyone to go with <br />i mean, yeah i got lotz of friends at the party <br />but not in the car <br />and my mum told me that there should be someone <br />so after a longgggggggggggggg talk <br />(because i can't understand why should a girl HAVE to be accompanied like that... <br />i mean... that strictly...) <br />i said okay <br />so i go with my friends <br />girl friends <br /> <br />to be honest, the boys are a lot easier to go out <br />they can do the transportation <br />they can lend me money in emergencies <br />well, not that the girls can't... <br />anyway, it's just that my best friends are mostly boys <br />and i usually hang with them <br />but more and more i go out with the boys <br />i kinda feel... unproper <br /> <br />well sorry boys, the days are over <br />and i'm going to hang with the girls hohoho <br /> <br />more over... <br />the second thing i want to say is this <br />with all the odd <br />with all the exams <br />i'm extremely happy ^o^ <br /> <br />why? <br />can't tell <br />i don't have a clue <br /> <br />study with all the joy in my head <br />well, this queerness made me think <br />and made a conclusion <br />(which is actually not that important lolz) <br /> <br />i'll put it day by day <br />day one: wednesday <br />study for English and State civics <br />>> great! at last it started!!! gotta make this one good! <br /> <br />day two: thursday <br />study for Indonesian language and literature plus Physics <br />>> i did good, i shouldn't fail this one. got to study the formulas! i hope i could get it right... my grade really need a little help... but hey! it's going to be the last day i meet physics! HOORAYYY~!! <br /> <br />day three: friday <br />study for religiosity and biology <br />>> I WILL NEVER SEE PHYSICS AGAIN AND LET'S CELEBRATE!!! <br />oh no... biology!!! got to fight for this! GO GO PATTY!!! <br /> <br />day four: saturday <br />a time to relaaaax~~ <br />>> ballet on stage :q coolio ^o^ <br />let this day be memorized... may 20 2004 <br />the very first day patty watched a ballet show <br />HOHOHHOHO <br />and there's more... <br />it's the last day i'm holding biology book... <br />BYE BYE MRS. PATTY!! SAME NAME DIFFERENT ROAD!! <br />SO LONG, MIA CARA!!! HAHAHAHAHA <br /> <br />day five: sunday <br />study for math and social studies <br />>> got all the formulas!! hope it won't be like last semester :q <br />i know i could do with the social studies <br />may God be with me <br /> <br />day six: monday <br />study for economy and history <br />>> meganthropus palaeojavanicus... yea wtv... i shouldn't fail this time!! i know i can do it!! <br /> <br />day seven: tomorrow -- tuesday <br />study for chemistry <br />>> who knows what tomorrow might bring eyh? lol <br /> <br />day eight: the day after tomorrow -- wednesday <br />no more chemistry for the rest of my life <br />it's gone... it's done!!! <br />LET'S TAKE A LITTLE REFRESHING FRIENDS!!! <br />DRINK WITH ME FOR TIME'S GONE BY!! <br /> <br />day nine: the second day after tomorrow -- thursday <br />bless the buddist! <br />no matter what, I'M GOIN OUT WITH MY BEST PAL FROM 9TH GRADE <br />2 MOVIES ON THE ROAD <br />WE'RE SO IN IT!! <br /> <br />thus, i shall go through the days with no worries <br /><b>HAKUNA MATATA!</B> <br />what a wonderful phrase ^o^ <br /> <br />and so the days will again pass <br />it's not the end <br />and not yet the beginning i await <br />but surely <br />that day will dawn <br />that very second <br />that very minute <br /> <br />forget the days past, forget of the rank <br />let the sun rises and bring the day alight <br />turn the pages to another scratch of blank <br />a new beginning will soon take flight <br />it's the dawn of a new heart <br />let us proclaim a new start <br /> <br /> <br /><img src="http://jeffc.zapto.org/photos/sunrise.jpg" width="400"> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108600972150347760?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1085561559937871072004-05-26T15:13:00.000+07:002004-05-31T19:33:39.573+07:00a disaster could lead to another <br />*sigh* <br />yesterday morning i woke up sleepyly <br />yawn moan groan <br />twist stretch then glide to the bath room :p <br />freshed myself, drank my milk <br />and i'm good to go <br />so i walked to the corner of the street to wait for the car to pick me up <br />while waiting i "examine" the morning view <br />so crowdy and a little smokey <br />but beautiful <br />the birds were singing <br />the sun was shinning <br />hmmm where could that car be? <br />i took a look at my cell phone and O GOSH!! 7:23!! <br />"WHERE IS IT?!" i thought <br />so i called the aunt who was supposed to pick me up <br />her boy picked and went to look for his mum <br />i heard a loud woman shrieked from there "she's already left!" over and over <br />(i suspected it was the aunt, but i dunno -_-) <br />then the boy said, "she left" "ok, tQ" i hung up <br />so i waited again and at last <br />the car arrived <br />(i didn't look at the time but i bet it's pass half past six -_-) <br />so she drove me to my school <br />half the way i told her i'm going to be late <br />i'll get detention for the whole school hours so there'd be no point going there anyway <br />(you see, i've been late for about 5 times <-- the first 5 times i could go for the second class but for the nexts... no no no, no tolerance at all) <br />so i told her to turn back, there'd be no point <br />but she didn't think she laid attention to me and kept on going to the school <br />(she picked a lot of bad routes too which made me more late -_-) <br />okay so then we arrived <br />7.03 <br />i'm late <br />3 minutes mean late <br />1 second means late <br />3 minutes mean VERY late <br />no, no tolerance <br />not once at all <br />so i told her again to go back home <br />and she said "i got an appointment at half past 7, i can't take you home" <br />then i made a very annoyed face <br />she asked again for the regulation of the school and i explained to her again about more than 5 times -_- <br />at last she said ok and drove again with to-home route <br />just after a few turns she phoned and told her driver to pick me up at a supermarket near there <br />then we arrived at the supermarket (and her driver was still at her home which is an hour away -_-) <br />it was still closed (yea of course it's still 7 -_-) <br />and she told me to get off from the car and wait there -- alone <br />it's really a quiet place and i could sense crime there [pretty scary huh] <br />then once again i put an annoyed face <br />"scared?" she said <br />she sighed and said, "ok ok i'll take you home" <br />and so there i'm back at home <br />put off my shoes and go back to bed <br />the next morning (which is today) <br />i gave my money to my friend <br />(i ordered 4 tickets to a ballet show by namarina -- "copellia") <br />but then she said "you passed the due date <br />the due date was yesterday <br />and now your tickets are gone <br />they belong to someone else" <br />*JREB!* <br />you know what... i was ready to give it to her yesterday at school! <br />i could've given her the money if only i'm at school <br />i'd be at school if i'm not late <br />and WHO is the reason i'm late? <br />that biiattchh made me late!!! <br />she ruined my whole plan!! <br />i got to hush-a-bye to my ballet weekend! <br />daaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrnnnnnnnnnnnnn <br />so i went to the show place <br />and the boothman said "you can't buy it here, you have to go to namarina youself and buy there" <br />once again <br />daaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrnnnnnnnn!! <br />so i phoned namarina <br />"you can't order and pay at the show day, have to be cash right here" <br />once again <br />DAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRNNNNNN <br />okay so with my loyal driver i went to namarina <br />at my way i phoned namarina again and asked about the tickets <br />"for saturday, all booked out and no spare place" <br />once again <br />daaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrnnnnnnnnnnnn <br />"but we have tickets for sunday, monday night" <br />i thought for awhile... it won't work <br />the i said "i'll call again" <br />just when i about to call my grandmother at home <br />my credit ran out <br />once again DAAAAARRRRRRNNNNNNNN!!! <br />my driver's cell can't be used too <br />so i wrote sms to my father's secretary to ask my grandmother and ring me back <br />after a LONG while, i get the message <br />"we're not going, bla blab bla ~reasons~" <br />so my ballet weekend is definitely OFF <br />once again DAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN <br />oh shoot........................ <br />what a darn day ~_~ <br />oh well... <br />i'm going to finish the revision of my script <br />then i'm going to study <br />fnial exam starting tomorrow <br />hix hix hix <br />gbye ballet weekend <br />hix hix hix <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108556155993787107?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1085486240547143422004-05-25T18:17:00.000+07:002004-05-25T18:57:20.546+07:00a few days ago i recieved a mail from my little cousin in canada <br />(hmm that reminds me of someone ^^;) <br />anyways <br />she sent me a photo of her doggie named shadow and it's really pretty <br />and she's always good on pens and glitters hehehe <br />not bad for a six grader :q <br />i reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally missed her!!! <br />the last time we met was about.. ung... 4 years ago!!! <br />i remember when i tried to hug her just when i returned from school and she screamed that i'm stink lol <br /> <br />y'noe, we mail each other stampless hehehe <br />if someone's going to canada i entrust my mail <br />and when someone's going to indonesia she entrust her mail <br />it works but i can't reply her mail immidiately :( <br />i don't think she's allowed to use the internet yet <br />another year maybe heehhe <br />she's really a darling :D <br /> <br />ah....... it seems to me that i didn't talk much about school am i? <br />well it's so near to final exam as i said <br />in fact, it'll begin two days from now <br />i am so freaked out <br />my last few quizes were a total failure >.< <br />and what concerns me most... <br />my physics!! <br />and i am totally scared about my chemistry too <br />oh i'm more scared about my biology... <br />i'm never too keen on science subject :( <br />i studied so hard but what i studied didn't seem to be used at the time i do the quiz :( <br /> <br />in class, instead of listening the teacher <br />i opened my for-all-occasions book and write write write <br />anything~ poems, story, whatever~ just write <br />believe me <br />it happends only for these few weeks <br />i was placed at the back corner! what can i say?! <br />it's totally hard to focus from there <br />i used to sit in front where i could focus on the teacher <br />and i can't do anything out of line <br />but now... now... <br />huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa <br />i don't know what i'm goin to be ^^; <br />i predict my final grade might less than mine at last semester :( <br />ow dear ow dear <br /> <br />hey did i mention that i pass the audition for ITB team? <br />i did ^o^ <br />i was really scary back then because there was 3 juries <br />florian hutagalung~ my beloved choir coach hehe <br />mas adjie ~ sorry i don't know your full name ^^; he's like flo's right hand nad he's 11 years older than flo which makes him 21 years older than me hoooo <br />and benny (or beni?)~ flo said he'll be the next choir instructor after he left (hix hix) <br />this guy is a bit sissy but i can see that he got talent (maybe~ hohoho as if i know :p) <br />the audition was on saturday and i got a vocal class on sunday <br />but i totally forgot about that one (huaa i'm getting forgetful! >.<) <br />i didn't even realize that i've missed that class on monday until my friend asked me "where were you on sunday?!" <br />i thought for a while... "what's on sunday?" <br />she shouted "vocal classss!!!" <br />BANG! RIGHT!! I FORGOT ABOUT THAT!! OW GOSH!!! <br />hu... too bad... <br />anyway :q she said that benny gave me a compliment at the class hohoho <br />i don't know precisely what he said about me <br />but what my friend told me is "she even talks with paunch!", he said lol <br />anyway <br />it's a total cool audition <br />with no such audition, the kids won't learn the songs at home lol <br />well some of them still can't sing them well though <br />(hey i was told that i'm one of the clean from mistakes altos yeaaa ^o^) <br />it's absolutely cool heheh <br />anyway <br />gtg <br />ciao<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108548624054714342?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1085240545645536872004-05-22T22:41:00.000+07:002004-05-22T22:42:44.216+07:00-=[[ Ghost Hunter Phobia’s ]]=- <br />If you have more than one or two of these phobia’s <br />it might make it hard to be an effective ghost hunter :) <br /> <br />Achluophobia: Fear of darkness <br />Amychophobia: Fear of scratches or being scratched <br />Autodysomophobia: Fear of one that has a vile odor <br />Blennophobia: Fear of slime <br />Bogyphobia: Fear of the bogeyman <br />Brontophobia: Fear of thunder and lightning <br />Cacophobia: Fear of ugliness <br />Catoptrophobia: Fear of mirrors <br />Chiraptophobia: Fear of being touched <br />Coimetrophobia: Fear of cemeteries <br />Demonophobia: Fear of demons <br />Eremophobia: Fear of being alone <br />Leukophobia: Fear of the color white <br />Noctiphobia: Fear of the night <br />Ophthalmophobia: Fear of being stared at <br />Osmophobia: Fear of smells or odors <br />Phasmophobia: Fear of ghosts <br />Phonophobia: Fear of noises or voices <br />Placophobia: Fear of tombstones <br />Pneumatiphobia: Fear of spirits <br />Psychrophobia: Fear of cold <br />Satanophobia: Fear of Satan <br />Sciophobia: Fear of shadows <br />Selenophobia: Fear of the moon <br />Tremophobia: Fear of trembling <br />Xenophobia: Fear of strangers <br /> <br /> <br />-=[[ Ghost Phobia’s ]]=- <br />If you’re a ghost and you have these phobia’s, the <br />afterlife may not be the most pleasant place for you. <br />. <br />Athazagoraphobia: Fear of being forgotten <br />Autophobia: Fear of being alone or of oneself <br />Aviophobia: Fear of flying <br />Blennophobia: Fear of slime <br />Claustrophobia: Fear of enclosed spaces <br />Ecclesiaphobia: Fear of churches <br />Hadephobia: Fear of hell <br />Hagiophobia: Fear of saints or holy things <br />Helminthophobia: Fear of worms <br />Isolophobia: Fear of solitude, being alone <br />Isopterophobia: Fear of termites <br />Metathesiophobia: Fear of changes <br />Molysmophobia: Fear of dirt or contamination <br />Necrophobia: Fear of death <br />Photophobia: Fear of light <br />Poinephobia: Fear of punishment <br />Satanophobia: Fear of Satan <br />Seplophobia: Fear of decaying matter <br />Taphephobia: Fear of being buried alive <br />Thanatophobia: Fear of death or dying <br />Uranophobia: Fear of heaven <br /> <br /> <br />Written by Jim Eaton of <a href="http://www.ghoststudy.com">Ghoststudy.com</a> <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108524054564553687?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1085232256519243922004-05-22T20:10:00.000+07:002004-05-22T20:24:16.520+07:00here's some of my favourite testimonials in my friendster account hehehe <br />take your time and get to know me ;D <br /> <br />denis: waq pettie... huehehehe new face..almost not recognize you.. umm pertama ketemu pas di rumah ryan (mbe)huehehe kaget juga ternyata sodaranya mbe ada banyak... anaknya bae ko n kadang suka terlihat beda...hmm maksudnya kadang terlihat mirip song he kyo(ada yang tau?) ko rambutnya digunting si?? ...turut prihatin atas kecelakaan nya di salon huehehe <br /> <br />jonathan: centil ... . .bawel.. .. . hmm.. . ... dewasa terlalu cepat.. . .. .. bawel ... ........ ya gitu aja deh =P (ps: gw dipaksa nih nulis testimonialnya ama si patty) <br /> <br />laura: PaTtY ituh...rambutnya skarang kya nanaz! hahaha j/k... tajem2 gtu de... gw knal ma pat2 kpn yah? klo ga sala pas gw baru masuk kls 2 n patty masuk kls 1. Ptama ktemu di irc. Lumayan, pas da knal, tNyata ga plit, jd bs pinjem buku Bio kls 1 buat nambah2 bhn lap. praktikum. Hehe... dulu pas baru chat di irc kyny centil bgt gtu, walopun emg knyataannya centil si (--> bagusnya dia ngaku! =p), tp ga nyolot koq =) yg jls orgnya NeKad bgt, rambutnya dijabriqin pake buntut (dipotong jg akhirnya, bagusan tuh Pat! agaq lebi normal gtu...hehe ). sGitu aja deh...dah patse! =D <br /> <br />lovi: alo pet!! hehehe... gw sih petama ktemu patty pas mos, wkt tu dy lg ngantuk2 getoh, soalnya klo ga salah bru plg dr pesta sweetseventeenan tmennya gto dah. Hehehe, menurut gw patty itoh, ya taulah semua org jg blg bgeto, PEDE!! jelass, patty geto loh. Trus pinter nyanyi, hehe, kreatip jg, gw aja agak2 bengong gto liat dy,hehe. Walau first impression gw kyny dy diem (abiz wkt tu lg ngantuk kli ye??), ternyata ngga, salah besar!! patty berisik. Trus patty tu inggrisnya bgs, tapi... patty tu klo gw puji kdg2 reaksinya ga terduga geto, hehehe, agak2 kegeeran, mknya gw males muji dya lage... hehehe ga de pet... patty tu klo ktawa lucu, soalnya kyanya lesung pipitnya bkn deket bibir tp deket mata, bner ga pet?? ya ud gtu aj, isi testi gw yaa... <br /> <br />danny: This the second from me. How about in English? It’s boring in Indonesian. Well, let the party begin. This girl is really really cool (again) and if you allow me, I would say that she is pretty too. I’m not joking. I mean it. Really really confident in herself and always laughing. That’s how I would describe her. She loves to sing and dance too, especially on the dance floor. Can’t believe that the her parties can still be counted by fingers. She is like a pro on the dance floor. Hehe... Oh yeah. Forgot to say that she is like a younger sister to me. Love to have one like her. She is nice and coll, not calm, and confident. Hehe... What else? Oh... Forgot again. She is desperate to have a boyfriend. Don’t know why she doesn’t have one until now? Hey boys out there! What are you doing? There is a little pretty thing here, and nobody is coming? What a shame! Just wait ‘sis. Time will tell. Just live your life and at the end, there will be someone for you. I believe that! Hehe... :P From your bro, Danny! Hahaha... To be continued... <br /> <br />veronika: Isi ahh...hehe..>.< Dikit dulu ah..abisnya baru kenal.Well,pertama gw denger ada yg manggil dia patty..gw langsung..*tink* wess..ini anak pasti yg sering ngirimin fwd d imel dah.. (milisnya antiokh)*ceritanya gw blon kenal neh wkt itu*Dlm ati..ooo dia tohhh...well,my 1rst impression sih anaknya luthu en maniz.Mukanya putih banget,maniezz en mulus..hmm..mau dnkk!!En ternyata tepat dugaan gw,ini anak demen banget senyum..or ketawa ya whatever lah..pokoknya nyengir *smileee*(dlm ati,kyknya lmyn friendly nih anak)-en..so far sih emang begitu.oiya trus dugaan ttg dia pinter inggris jg tepat sekali..tp gw gk nyangka klo ini bocah ternyata suaranya kueren bangett..hmm cool!en ternyata lagi...kknya dia dulu seangkatan ama gw pas sd..hauhaua..pa kabar lo bram!!(tauk dah itu anak masih inget ma gw pa kgk*.*)en ternyata lagi..dia itu umurnya msh cilik sekali...hauhaua jauh dr perkiraan gw.Suan lah..oiya klo sum of her frends bilang pertama kali liat si pat2 ini anaknya pendiem..klo gw kgk ..soalnya dr "potongan" model org kyk elo pat..hehe gw uda ngerti lah..gk mungkin pendiem.Gw malah kdg bingung lo emng kdg keliatan kalem..tp emang aslinya kgk kan..en ternyata segini dulu y kata pengantar dr gw.Salam buat para kk2 lo..hauhaua..kpn2 lanjut lagi..(klo sempet n klo inget)@ciao@ <br /> <br />jo2: PatTy... =D td di skul baru aj minta gw isi testimonialnya... heheh paTty itu gMana ya.. paTty tmEn sekls gw, anaknya 'beda' dlm sgala hal (weitZ?) rambutnya terutama.. dulu pertama liat paTz potong rambut agak2 shoCk juga loHH.. rada2 ekTrim gt.. hehehe tp gpp koq bagus2 pAt.. skRg setidknya tiDak kya dulu.. =P tRus paTty itu sukA gbr2.. termasuk di whiteboard.. wkt itu gw inget bgt gbr ultramannya di whiteboard... gbrnya lucu2 d hehehe... tRus2.. paTty juga suka nyAnyi.. kiTa2 sama2 pEnggemAr andrew lloyd webber toh?? siPp daH!! iDup cAts! =P hehee.. pAtty jugA asIk diAjak ngobRol, bawel gt d ksimpuLAnnya huahaha... tRus pTea ini juGa suka bAd mood ndiri di kls.. klo kls ribut suka ngambek gt d.. buat apa ngambek pat?? ikutan ribut aj biar tambah heBoh.. mWahAhaha... ya uD skIan ttg paTty dr Jo2.. hwehehehe... paTty isi testImoNial gw juga yahH!!! buByeHh.. pRens porepHer daH paT!! =D <br /> <br />mita: Pattyyy... testi gue yang dolo ga nyampe dengan selamat yah.. Huehehe.. dah dikasi yang baru dehh.. Patty itu piye toh ya? Sueeeerruuuu buuannnggeeett, kita bercosplay HarPot ke PS yah, ga tau malu.. Hauhahaha.. harpot 3 ama c.Nia lagi kan nontonnya? Harus itu! Rame2 lagi, moda2 kita dpt premiere lagih.. huehehe, kalo bisa premiere nya langsung ke inggris, ga usa nunggu disini. Huehhee. ayo doain Pat, sapa tau beneran, trus gue ditarik jadi ChoChang gitu. HAuhehehehe.. Uda ah ga penting. Pokoknya patty itu buuaaiik , jago rajuts boww.. ni anak pas kelas 3 kmana2 bawanya benang ama hakpen, buset dah, gue sih sibuk nyogok temen gue pake coklat supaya rajutan gue dibikinin,, ni anak masi sempet2 nya bikin tas rajtan yg lucu, dan dibawa ke PS. Ckckckc, calon ibu rumah tangga yang baik. Satu lagi, dia UCV sejati, rajin latian, rajin bernyanyi. Huehehe. Begitu berbeda dengan yang nulis testi ini. HUehehheee.. Pat2 ini imuts2, rambutnya yang jabriks2 lucu itu jadi bikin tambah lucu loh.. Huehehehe *promosi* Dibayar brapa nih gue promosi??? Hohoho, gak lah gue tulus kok. bLahahahaha.. kita pernah terlibat suatu proyek rahasia biro jodoh yag gagal ya Pat... HUAhaha, kedua pihak yang tersangkut tidak perlu disebutkan namanya.. HUahahah ... yasuw dah pAtt!! ciiaaoo!!! <br /> <br />ucv: ___________________000000_________ <br />__________________000000____00_________ <br />____________000000______000000_________ <br />____________00____000000____00_________ <br />____________000000__________00_________ <br />____________00__________000000_________ <br />____________00_________0000000_________ <br />________000000________00000000_________ <br />_______0000000_________000000__________ <br />______00000000_________________________ <br />_______000000__________________________ <br />_______________________________________ <br />_____0000____00____00000000___00000____ <br />____00__00___00_______00_____00___00___ <br />___00____00__00_______00_____00___00___ <br />___00000000__00_______00_____00___00___ <br />___00____00__00_______00_____00___00___ <br />___00____00__000000___00______00000____ <br />_______________________________________ <br /> <br />florian: Berikutkan kami tampilnya seorang artis pun seorang penari erotis lah! PATTY! Roll on up for my price is down, come on in for the best in town, take your pick of the finest wine, lay your bets of the birds of mine! Hehehe! Inilah lirik saat Patty menari di atas meja dengan baju minim saat JCS! Patty itu rameeeeeeee banget! Kayaknya kalau dia diem tuh malah kita yang heran, udah gitu Patty sangat kritis dan to the point, memang sih maksudnya baik, tapi nggak semua orang senang lho ditembak langsung di tempat, Patty! Kalau gue sih fine2 aja! Patty dengan menakjubkan sudah pernah nyanyi ama UCV pas masih SMP 3 tahun lalu, kelas 2 SMP ya? pas LUVERO! Pokoknya Patty itu seperti Alto- alto lainnya dan yang terdahulu, suaranya itu kayak pakai TOAAAA! Hehehe! 2 thumbs up! <br /> <br />caca: Pattyyyy, hay baby!! Long time no c...Patty itu enak bgt buat diajak jalan, tabah bgt buat nemenin gua yang sering bgt dateng tlat ;] trus anaknya flexible abiz, bahasa inggrisnya jago euy dmen bgt kalo ngomong ama dia...dia suka bgt sama cookies di deket eaton ps (waduhh gua lupa namanya), orangnya hemat abiz kagum gua!, trus enak diajak crita2 tapi akhir2 ini uda gak perna ya pat ? hixx hixx. Dia suka ama yang jepang2 gtu deh (manga gtu maxud gua) Kekurangannya dia itu bawellllllll bgt, asli deh...agak2 centil dan suka sok jaim di saat yang tidak tpat. O iya, gua ama dia perna ditanyain satpam di ta skali trus diusir dari metro bareng nene skali...hixxx hixxx Most of all, miss you babe! <br />Tambahan : dia suka opera2 gtu deh, entah knapa... <br /> <br />erick: Seleranya bapak2..nanti jadi kakek kake.. dasar maniak ama MICHAEL BALL... (pengedar mariyuana n drugs) <br /> <br />[[that's all folks!!]] <br />add me in your friendster account ;D <br />spritesprit@yahoo.co.uk<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108523225651924392?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1085153480346092032004-05-21T22:30:00.000+07:002004-05-21T22:31:20.346+07:00here's some few quotes my friend gave me :q <br /> <br />"For those who believe, no explanation is necessary, for those who do not, none will suffice." - Joe Dunniger <br /> <br />"Hit me as hard as you can until I fall past the end of pain... I start over" - H.O.T <br /> <br />"It's not what you think you are, but, what you think, you are." - Dale Carnegie: <br /> <br />"Great minds discuss ideas. Average minds discuss events. Small minds discuss people." <br /> <br />“Keep away from people who try to belittle your ambitions. Small people always do that, but the really great ones make you feel that you too, can become great. “- Mark Twain <br /> <br />“Success doesn't come to you...you go to it.” - Marva Collins <br /> <br />"No one dies a virgin, life screws us all" <br /> <br />"If you believe that dreams come true, there's one that's waiting here for you" <br /> <br />"Love is a weapon of mass destruction" <br /> <br />“Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter doesn’t mind.” <br /> <br />"Enough is enough and it's time for a change." <br /> <br />"No matter how dark the night, morning always comes, and your journey begins anew." - Lulu FFX <br /> <br />“It seems like one of the hardest lessons to be learned in life is where your business ends and somebody else's begins.” - Frank McKinney "Kin" Hubbard <br /> <br />“Elegance doesn't mean being noticed, it means being remembered.” - Giorgio Armani <br /> <br />“Good people do not need laws to tell them to act responsibly, while bad people will find a way around the laws.” - Plato <br /> <br />“You can forgive your enemy, but never forget their face.” <br /> <br />“The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams.” - Eleanor Roosevelt <br /> <br />“The best mirror is a friend's eye.” - Gaelic Proverb <br /> <br />“If you attempt to live, you die. If you attempt to die, you live” - Chinese Proverb <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108515348034609203?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1085048669716194272004-05-20T16:42:00.000+07:002004-05-20T17:24:29.716+07:00our [faith] saves us <br /> <br />that's what i [learned] about in my previous class <br />preparation for my [chrism] <br />the teacher gave us [examples] from the bible <br />well, it's [new] since i'm never too keen on it <br />but i only [remember] one... <br />one was about [maria magdalena] <br />she's a really bad [sinner] as people know at that time <br />she [rushed] to jesus and wash his feet with her tears <br />[oint] his head with perfume (if i'm not mistaken) <br />and i supposed, she beg for [forgiveness] of her sins <br />and of course jesus [saved] her from her sins <br />so he was questioned... [why]? <br />she's a [sinner]! <br />and [he] said <br />those who have [forgived a lot], do [good things] <br />those who wave [less forgived], do [less good things] <br />she had [faith] in him <br />she [bravely] rushed to him (he was in pharisian's home if i'm not mistaken) <br />so she was [forgiven and be loyal] to [GoD] <br />she was [saved] <br /> <br />well it reminds me of my [mum] <br />who could ever thought that a [someone] could pray the whole novena in a day for [days] <br />go to church about 4 times a week... [dear me]... <br />well of course there were [intentions] <br />good intentions of course <br />you know... <br />pray for the dead to reach [heaven] <br />pray for those who are chained by [evil] <br />it's really [noble] for me <br />i don't think i would [bother] to do those things <br />but she [does] <br />i believe she'll be [saved] by that <br />she might go [straight] to heaven without anyone praying for her <br />really it's a [great] thing what she did <br />big applause for [her] <br />[what a deed]<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108504866971619427?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1084963143756867982004-05-19T17:09:00.000+07:002004-05-19T17:39:03.756+07:00i want to sleep.............. <br />i want to rest............. <br />i want to study for my math quiz for friday........ <br />i want to learn the "weird" song i have to sing for a contest in september................. <br />but.....................but............ <br />i'm just too tired to do what i want ^^; <br />so........... i'm here again <br />writing "something" <br />i don't even know what to say ^^; <br />so many things in my mind <br />ah i just remember to listen a cd my friend copied for me <br />starlight express <br /><img src="http://www.richardwoodford.com/starlight_poster11.jpg" height=200> <br />he's right... it's a cute musical :p <br />it's sad how theatrical life could be so sad in this country i'm living hix <br />i've never seen it on stage hix hix <br />i've never seen any play on stage except... except... nothing... <br />i've never seen any play on stage! <br />how sad! how bad! <br />oh well... crying won't do anything anyway <br />sooooooooooooo................... <br />my accounting paper quiz was lost <br />it's not in my school's database and i haven't got the paper <br />it's absolutely not my fault but i couldn't blame anyone either -_- <br />aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa <br />these days are totally stressful <br />so near so near so near to final exam!!! <br />next week! <br />can i pass? <br />will i see disaster on the 18th of june???!?!?!?!?! <br />AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA <br />so scared,ya! <br />i know i'll pass... <br />I GOT TO PASS <br />i got to end this for a new beginning <br />a better story <br />ah... speaking of story <br />i found my old book from yesteryear <br />i wrote a story of a girl named Jeune <br />she got an adventure solving her house's mystery <br />it was really good actually <br />but i never planned what will the story be <br />i continued writing the story from a few months ago <br />but i stopped again because of school stuffz <br />and while i was looking at my teacher talking (not listening........) <br />i planned what will the ending be <br />and i picked a better tittle ^o^ <br />"one year adventure" <br />i can't say that it'll beat harry potter buttttt we'll see about that lol <br />[ow what about this cockery?! pling dos :p] <br />anyway <br />ouch <br />my neck suddenly hurts <br />[actual report] <br />well i got to ask about this to my mum <br />stings a lot <br />hey... <br />what if i go swimming for tomorrow? <br />sport stimulates certain hormone <br />and that certain hormone makes you feel happy <br />so sports can make you feel happy <br />that's what i heard in legally blonde lol <br />whatever <br />ciao ;D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108496314375686798?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1084801680493218302004-05-17T20:26:00.000+07:002004-05-17T20:48:00.493+07:00search your date of birth <br />eraad what "animal" you are <br />then see the describtion below :q <br /> <br />January 1 - 9 ~ Dog <br />January 10 - 24 ~ Mouse <br />January 25 - 31 ~ Lion <br />February 1 - 5 ~ Cat <br />February 6 - 14 ~ Dove <br />February 15 - 21 ~ Turtle <br />February 22 - 28 ~ Panther <br />March 1 - 12 ~ Monkey <br />March 13 - 15 ~ Lion <br />March 16 - 23 ~ Mouse <br />March 24 - 31 ~ Cat <br />April 1 - 3 ~ Dog <br />April 4 - 14 ~Panther <br />April 15 - 26 ~Mouse <br />April 27 - 30 ~Turtle <br />May 1 - 13 ~ Monkey <br />May 14 - 21 ~ Dove <br />May 22 - 31 ~Lion <br />June 1 - 3 ~ Mouse <br />June 4 - 14 ~ Turtle <br />June 15 - 20 ~ Dog <br />June 21 -24 ~ Monkey <br />June 25 - 30 ~ Cat <br />July 1 - 9 ~ Mouse <br />July 10 - 15 ~ Dog <br />July 16 - 26 ~ Dove <br />July 27 - 31 ~ Cat <br />August 1 - 15 ~ Monkey <br />August 16 - 25 ~ Mouse <br />August 26 - 31 ~ Turtle <br />September 1 - 14 ~ Dove <br />September 15 - 27~ Cat <br />September 28 - 30~ Dog <br />October 1 - 15 ~ Monkey <br />October 16 - 27 ~ Turtle <br />October 28 - 31 ~Panther <br />November 1 - 16 ~ Lion <br />November 17 -30 ~ Cat <br />December 1 - 16 ~ Dog <br />December 17 - 25 ~ Monkey <br />December 26 - 31 ~ Dove <br /> <br /> <br /><img src="http://www.midwinterdirectory.co.uk/images/small_comic_dog_nicnac2000.jpg" height=150> <br />Dog <br />Your Attractive and popular. Your nice and easy going and make friends with everyone very easily. Your cool and smart and are a leader. <br /> <br /><img src="http://www.internal.schools.net.au/edu/lesson_ideas/egypt/images/cat_small.jpg" height=150> <br />Cat <br />Your very shy and cute. You are a follower and dont like to talk to people you dont know. Your very careful about choosing your friends. Your really nice. <br /> <br /><img src="http://www.am.ub.es/~carrasco/bichos/monkeydance.jpg" height=150> <br />Monkey <br />You are attractive and hyper. You have a lot of friends and your really outgoing. You gossip alot. Your funky and "unique" theres no one else like you. You want attention and like to be a leader. <br /> <br /><img src="http://images.oneofakindantiques.com/1758_cartier_panther_gold_neclace_and_chain_2.jpg" height=150> <br />Panther <br />You are mysterious. You have lots of friends and can be mean at times or nice. You always have the latest gossip with you and you are a leader. <br /> <br /><img src="http://goldcoinguide.com/lunar-coins/lunar-coin-series-pics/rat/rat600.jpg" height=150> <br />Mouse <br />You are very quiet and quick - witted. You are very shy. Your cute and funny. You have a little group of friends. You are not "popular" but you are not a "geek" <br /> <br /><img src="http://www.dienstraum.com/images/mgm.jpg" height=150> <br />Lion <br />You are a born leader. People look up to you. You have lots a friends and you are very attractive. Your nice and people want to be your friend. You make friends easily. <br /> <br /><img src="http://www.underwaterworld.com/img/turtle.jpg" height=150> <br />Turtle <br />You are very nice and pretty. You treat others as you would want to be treated yourself. You have lots of friends and never talk about anyone behind their back. You are loyal. <br /> <br /><img src="http://www.therosepalette.net/images/Oils/dove.jpg" height=150> <br />Dove <br />You are very peaceful and nice. You fall in love very easily and you are quiet and calm. You are not very shy but you are not outgoing. You are a leader of your group of friends <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108480168049321830?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1084649232049419152004-05-16T02:26:00.000+07:002004-05-16T02:27:12.050+07:00just found the pic n i think this one is really good :q <br />a little ornament for the blog hehehe <br /> <br /><img src="http://london.bluefanta.net/zoi2.jpg"><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108464923204941915?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1084634728998688672004-05-15T21:39:00.000+07:002004-05-15T22:25:28.996+07:00the concert was a blast! <br />and guess what <br />there's this high school girl <br />i think she's only a year older than me <br />and wow <br />her sonor and everything <br />i just can't deny that i want to have that sort of voice <br />i hope i could sing like that <br />but oh shoot <br />just then when my choir instructor told me to use impulse for the song <br />i couldn't do it ^^; <br />aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh <br />well it's new, the first time to try <br />i should practice that a lot <br /> <br />well <br />i'm so excited today <br />why? <br />let me tell you back this morning i was at the car with my mother <br />she's the one who took me to the school but before we go to the school she picked up her friend near a university (as if that's important) <br />well, the friend we picked is a ... some kind of a missionary <br />he do the service thingy for the big [G] and mr. [J] (y'noe.. the above?) <br />and yeah, he could be thrusted for that i guess <br />well i can't say what he said was true or not <br />(but he successfully read my mind and made jokes from it) <br />i would be very glad to believe what he said <br />i'm going to have good carrier and have a good looking partner lol <br />who wouldn't? <br />he said it based on my hand <br />as i said, i don't know wif what he said was true or not <br />but surely it gives me the excitement <br />at least one person said that i wouldn't end up on the street <br />and he said (wow this guy seemed to be a fortune teller now) that i got bright aura <br />and i'm going to be good in communication skill <br />meeting people and things, those sorts of thing <br />(my mum asked me what i was going to be and i said i dunno, maybe i'll take communication for my college education and then he said that :p) <br />and what's funny too <br />he was told by one of his friend who met me months ago <br />and he said that his friend liked me (which i dunno why, i dun even remember what he's like) <br />and he said that the guy's not my type and he told his friend to drop it up cuz he ain't gonna get me <br />then i asked my mum what he's like and yeah... i don't think he's my type lol <br />he never saw me, met me, or even know me, but he could see me anyway with his "mind eye" (wtv) lol <br />and then he got me thinking "oo... who'll be my boyfriend~?" <br />and offer me the answer but hey... i don't want to know <br />save it for surprise :q not in a rush anyway lol (at least i know he's handsome lol good enough :p) <br />i know it might sound a little mystical <br />but this is nothing like those shamans thingy (dukun :p)... <br />this one is gift from the big [G] and mr [J] (lol i never knew i would call Jesus by that name lol mr [J]) <br />anyway the point is... <br />i'm excited really <br />and i know he knows that i am excited <br />bet on that lol <br /> <br />okay forget all the excitement i had <br />i absolutely forgot something <br />i didn't even list it yesterday <br />as you know i am one of the antiokhia team for the next big week end <br />and i got a presentation to show (which i haven't made at that time) <br />my friend sms-ed me THEN i remember that i got to go to my friend's house to work on it <br />so after we ate with my mum and two of her friends we dropped them off on their homes and then we go home <br />i took my presentation paper and a pencil plus an eraser, changed my clothes and flew again <br />after a short lost phase at last we found my friend's house lol <br />as i said, i didn't have my presentation ready <br />and i made it just when i arrive there which is less than 15 minutes from my turn to present the presentation <br />i was totally unprepared with nothing in my mind what on earth am i going to say <br />so, the presentation started (thank heaven it's still rehearsal) and i messed up the opening :p <br />but as we go to the last part, it went slighter and slighter and ended up good (hey frans, good ending :p) <br />and at the evaluation part, everybody said that i'm so good at bringing my presentation and so interesting at the talking <br />still unfocus and i laughed too much and too loud which is so... breaking the mood? i dunno hahahaha <br />i really should reduce my "loudness" (alright monica! - friends) lol <br />anyways... i really got to work on it <br />i got a page full of opinion to fix up my presentation <br />yeah at least i got potensial (they said :p) <br />i dunno when will i work on it <br />but i know it'll be good <br />i hope it'll be good <br />heheheh <br />i know it will :D <br />i know i will work on it... someday ^^; <br />lol<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108463472899868867?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1084529335204067762004-05-14T16:45:00.000+07:002004-05-15T21:39:12.230+07:00aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~ i'm so happy today ^o^ <br />yesterday i was planning to go to pasar baru to buy some stuffs <br />but things went bad <br />my friend couldn't make it there <br />so i canceled my plan to go there <br />well, i was upset at first <br />but lucky me i got company to talk to (thx jo ;D i don't care if you're confused when you chat with me lol) <br />and yeah i wasn't as upset as before <br />sooooooo <br />i was all dressed up with nowhere to go <br />it doesn't feel right <br />so i decided to go to the mall <br />some window shopping might work, i thought <br />i called my friends to company me <br />but only one is free so there i go with him <br />but <br />a shopaholic could never stand just outside the window <br />so......... <br />i went to several stores <br />and yaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyy i bought 2 cds~ ^o^ <br />bizet - carmen and tchaikovsky - the nutcracker <br />what can i say? <br />i love classical songs ^o^ <br />and they are just marvelous <br />well guess what <br />after i went home <br />i chatted with my friend <br />and she said that she got the material~!! <br />so there's no need to go to pasar baru ^o^ <br />just pick the colours (red and yellow ofcourse :p) <br />and order then go to the tailor ^o^ <br />but we need another two person to make this a full Quidditch team <br />and we were thinking to find boys for it (the rest are girls) <br />i dunno if my bro will be back :q <br />if he will, we will surely make him a coat and give him a scar on the forehead <br />he's totally harry potter that way lol <br />so that's the reason i am so happy happy joy joy hohoho <br /> <br />holiday holiday holiday <br />it's really a good time to rest after long messy restless days at school <br />i spent most of them sleeping blogging writing whatever <br />anything far from those icky books from school <br />but oh noooooooooo <br />after this week there's tons of quizzes waiting at school! arrgghhh <br />in fact <br />there's so many things to do <br />1. biology project [well i've done this one :p] <br />2. study for those quizes [7 to go!] <br />3. songs to rehears... should be everyday but i didn't really practice them [about 2 songs] <br />4. vocal practice... this i didn't do too... only once while i should do it everyday... <br />5. homeworks from mrs surti, my fave math teacher but i wont do it anyway [i think i've done it for quiz practice but i don't think i would bother to check] <br />6. other homeworks which i don't really know what... [gee am i really that careless about school oh noo] <br />7. I GOT A CONCERT TO ATTEND WHICH IS TODAY!!! <br />i totally forgotten about this one <br />and the worse thing is i got to pick my friend <br />and what terrible too is that i forgot where's her house <br />but what are telephones for?! <br />just call her and i'm there heheh <br />lucky me my dad's driver is free to go <br />(my mum forgot about the concert either, and so was my dad lol~) <br />and i just chatted with my cousin <br />and he's going there too ^o^ aw so exciting <br />i got to return his Messiah cd :q (that's handel ^o^) <br />hohohohohoho <br />what concert... i didn't say it did i? <br />well it's BATAVIA MADRIGAL SINGER'S CONCERT! <br />it's a choir~ the best in town! or maybe in the country? :p <br />and the best is... they're going to sing classical songs from the BaroQuE agE <br />now that's hard <br />so many ornament tones and whew* that's totally hard <br />and totally cool too hohohoho <br />wish i could do it soon enough <br />still young and raw i am :p heuiwehwiuhieuhwe <br />well anyway <br />better get ready <br />must pick up my friend first ^o^ <br />laterrrrrrrrrrrrrr~~ <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108452933520406776?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1084381277098976202004-05-12T23:50:00.000+07:002004-05-13T00:01:17.096+07:0013 JUNE~!! <br />the date i've been searching for a long time <br />the date that i've longed for a long time <br />what's on that date? <br />what's so exciting about that date? <br />it's.................... <br />THE PREMIERE OF HARRY POTTER: THE PRISONER OF AZKABAN!! <br />at my town :D <br />hohohohohohoh <br />i've been waiting for it since last year ^o^ <br />my friends and i were planning to go for another cosplay yayy ^o^ <br />last year, we were wearing Gryffindor Scarf to the mall, hand-made ^o^ <br />last year, we were in the mag!! yay!! <br />and guess what, <br />i was closed-up ;D and they even quote my words~!! <br />well they didn't put the right name <br />but hey! it's my smiling face and my words!! lol <br />now this year, it's gonna be a bigger blast <br />this year, we're going to wear Quidditch coat! another thing we made ourselves ^o^ yayyy <br />i know it's so eye-catching but hey! who cares?! it's cool! <br />well <br />waddya know?! <br />next month will be a super great month for me <br />we'll see if we're going to be in the mag AGAIN!! <br />LOL <br />this is so exciting ^^ <br /> <br /><img src="http://www.zanzaro.com/azkaban/wizpost.jpg"> <br />it's us release date :p<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108438127709897620?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1084273445103613362004-05-11T17:27:00.000+07:002004-05-11T18:04:05.103+07:00There again I've more to do <br />Than simply get the message through <br />I haven't started <br />Let's get this show on the road <br />Let's make it obvious <br />Patty is off and rolling <br /> <br />Eyes, hair, mouth, figure <br />Dress, voice, style, movement <br />Hands, magic, rings, glamour <br />Face, diamonds, excitement, image <br /> <br />I came to a dark hole, I need to outshine there <br />So William Shakespeare me from my words to my mind <br />I need to be dazzling, I want to be Rainbow High <br />They must have excitement, and so must I <br /> <br />All my friends and family expect me to outshine the enemy <br />the failure <br />I won't disappoint them <br /> <br />I must be thrilling, that's what they want me <br />so Christian Dior me, guess what they'll find <br />To make me fantastic, I have to be Rainbow High <br />In magical colors <br /> <br />They're not decorating a girl for a night on the town <br />And I'm not a second-rate queen getting kicks with a crown <br /> <br />Next stop will be 2Bah! <br />The Rainbow's gonna tour, dressed up, somewhere to go <br />We'll put on a show <br /> <br />Look out, Mighty Sanur! <br />Because you oughta know whatcha gonna get in me <br />Just a little touch of <br />Just a little touch of <br />Sanjoto's brand of star quality <br /> <br />RED- I FEEL MY SOUL ON FIRE <br />BLACK - MY WORLD IF I'M NOT THERE <br />RED - THE COLOUR OF DESIRE <br />BLACK - THE COLOUR OF DESPAIR <br /> <br />I'm no longer a child <br />So do not doubt I mean it well <br />But now there is a higher call <br />Who cares about my lonely soul <br />I strive toward a larger goal <br />My little lives don't count at all! <br /> <br /><img src="http://rds.yahoo.com/S=96062883/K=reaching+up/v=2/l=IVI/*-http://www.agdei.com/Small%20Hope.JPG"> <br /> <br />oh i just love to have song to express my feeling ^o^ lol <br />not plagiation :q i do it on purpose hehehe :q<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108427344510361336?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1084191483619147562004-05-10T19:11:00.000+07:002004-05-10T19:23:04.793+07:00These are supposedly actual signs that have appeared at various locations. <br /> <br />Sign at a hotel. "Help! We need inn-experienced people." <br /> <br />Sign in a science teacher's room: "If it moves, it's biology. If it stinks, it's chemistry. If it doesn't work, it's physics." <br /> <br />Sign in butchers window: "Pleased to meat you." <br /> <br />Sign on auto body shop: "May we have the next dents?" <br /> <br />Sign at the dry cleaner's window: "Drop your pants here." <br /> <br />Sign on a parking space at a garden nursery: "Reserved for plant manager." <br /> <br />On a ski lift in Taos, NM: 'No jumping from the lift. Survivors will be prosecuted.' <br /> <br />Official sign near door: Door Alarmed. Handprinted sign nearby: Window frightened. <br /> <br />Road sign seen on the island of Cyprus. (translation of the Greek): 'Caution: Road Slippery from Grapejuice' <br /> <br />A sign advertising a Company wide skiing race: Let's see who can go downhill the fastest. <br /> <br />Sign in King's Canyon in California. 'Slow Parking Ahead' <br /> <br />A billboard seen next to the highway, travelling from Johannesburg International Airport into town. An Ad for BMW showing a photo of a BMW 328i convertible with the roof and all the windows down. The caption reads:' Our hardware runs better without WINDOWS!!!' <br /> <br />Two signs found on top of one another in a country kitchen several years ago: Restrooms to the left. Please wait for the hostess to seat you. <br /> <br />Seen in a health food store. "Shoplifters will be beaten over the head with an organic carrot" <br /> <br />"Children left unattended will be towed at parents expense." <br /> <br />I went to a little hole in the wall restaurant: the sign read: Women are not served here. You have to bring your own. <br />Sign in an Acapulco Hotel: "The manager has personally passed all the water served here." <br /> <br />Sign in a Norwegian lounge: "Ladies are requested not to have children in the bar." <br /> <br />Sign on a door to a psychiatric ward: "Please do not disturb further." <br /> <br /><img src="http://www.ahajokes.com/cartoon/window10.gif"> <br /> <br /><a href="http://www.ahajokes.com">[[ahajokes.com]]</a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108419148361914756?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1084099250799517372004-05-09T17:40:00.000+07:002004-05-10T00:24:05.356+07:00Hey I found this song in my comp <br />You just got to listen to this <br />Totally cool <br />Look for it in the internet <br />The fifth element – techno opera <br />It’s only a one minute song <br />But it’s totally cool <br /> <br />About the script… <br />Still in working order <br />So far it’s 26 pages with font Arial size 10 <br />I’m not adding any new scenes but I’m perfecting it literally <br />In short, my script says this <br /> <br />[act 1] <br />There’s a famous gypsy who annually present a carnival at France <br />Small but solid, follows traditional behaviour so much <br />They worship the moon (La Lune) as their God <br /> <br />So there’s a woman named Gitana who is single and asked for a husband <br />She prayed to La Lune (the custom is they chant the prayer – called “nightly tune”) <br />Because she had been loyal to the moon, she granted her what she wished for <br />Then she is married to a man named Aladar <br /> <br />After several times Gitana came back for a wish <br />She wished for a son <br />And since La Luna is a good God so she gave her a son <br />But this time La Lune has the son <br />The son of the moon <br /> <br />After 9 months the child was born <br />An albino son was born <br />The gypsies cannot accept that <br />A gypsy son cannot be albino <br />It was accused that he’s not Aladar’s son <br />They intended to banish the child <br />But Aladar managed to keep the child <br />So the child stays and grows <br /> <br />So the child grew to be a fine man <br />Could do everything <br />Loved by everyone <br />As if he’s perfect <br />But he’s not <br />Still searching for something missing in his heart <br />And he knew he’ll find it soon or later <br /> <br />[act 2] <br />as you know gypsies use magic power and stuffs <br />and as we all know france is strict on religion <br />practical magic are not acceptable and gypsies were hunt down <br />so was this gypsy group <br /> <br />when the group was ambushed amos was slashed <br />then aladar knew that amos is not his son <br />the blood was not red but silver <br />he raged in anger and thought that Gitana betrayed him <br />in his furiousity he came to her and stab her to death <br />and now the child is really banished by the gypsies <br /> <br />the child is all alone <br />nowhere to go, no one to turn to <br />he cannot hide and was found by the guards <br />he was shot <br />and he’s dead <br />not right away of course <br /> <br />well it’s in short as I say :q <br />not the whole of the story <br />to know all you have to read it hehehe <br />it’s more like libretto :p <br />so <br />yeah <br />just wait till I’m done perfecting it <br />it’s nearly done though :D <br />real soon guys <br />real soon ^^ <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108409925079951737?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1083934728607362442004-05-07T19:57:00.000+07:002004-05-07T20:07:02.920+07:00i am what i am <br />there's no one can change me <br />except if i want to <br />i am what i am <br /> <br /><img src="http://serendipityq.com/skins/images/galsinblack1.gif"> <br /> <br />ps: i've finished my script <br />i dunno what to call it <br />maybe "La Lune" <br />but it still needs perfections everywhere <br />can't be published yet hehe <br />patient ;)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108393472860736244?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1083933940109265792004-05-07T18:36:00.000+07:002004-05-07T19:50:55.530+07:00if we are asked which is easier to do <br />which will you answer <br />good deeds or bad deeds? <br />is it easier to sin or is it easier to do goodness? <br />most people would answer it's easier to sin <br />but i think not <br />it's absolutely easier for us to do good things <br />well of course there are certain conditions <br />if we are grown in a good environment <br />then it should be easier to do good deeds <br />because the sins are taboos for us <br />because the environment made our nature <br />so if it's good then our nature should be good too <br />and if our nature is good then it should be easier to do good things <br /> <br />remember when we feel bad for something <br />as in we did a mistake and didn't say sorry <br />the word "sorry" is a little good deed indeed <br /> <br />isn't it easier to love someone than to hate someone? <br />isn't it easier to have friends than to make enemies? <br />isn't it easier to hug people than to destroy them in cruelties? <br />isn't it easier to please people than to annoy them? <br />isn't it easier to keep us away from sin than to do that sin? <br />so isn't it true that it's easier for us to do goodness than badness? <br />i believe so <br /> <br />the question: why do people think that sins are easier to do? <br />because... some people just don't feel bad on being bad <br />because... some people (strangely) enjoy the feeling of being bad (as in total psychotix :p) <br />because... maybe they are <br /> <br />it's easier for a robber's son to rob than to be an aristocrat <br />but a noble's son should be better at being a noble than be one of the street rat <br /> <br />aren't my words true?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108393394010926579?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1083854514906363532004-05-06T21:31:00.000+07:002004-05-06T21:46:21.390+07:00if i could have 10 things right now i would like to wish for... <br />1. be promoted at school right now! :p <br />2. lost a little weight <br />3. get a little height <br />4. meet michael ball :D~ <br />5. watch the whole episodes of f.r.i.e.n.d.s. <br />6. make quidditch coat <br />7. watch scooby doo 2 <br />8. could sing like maria callas ^o^ <br />9. be someone important to this world <br />10. in paradisum as an angelic angel <br /> <br /><img src="http://www.angelicaharp.com/angels1.jpg"> <br /> <br />specially a kissed angel lol ^o^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108385451490636353?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1083679180847797552004-05-04T20:52:00.000+07:002004-05-04T21:06:52.123+07:00<img src="http://www.piersidegallery.com/artists/perez/fp2003b-smoking.jpg"> <br />no no.. smoking is bad... <br />i just hate to see people who acted as if they're cool by smoking <br />to me they are far from cool and not at all cool <br />they're just fools fools fools <br />poison themselves with nicotins and tars <br />the smoke stinks and so they are <br />oh dear.. oh dear... what polution <br />what disturbance <br />funny how people got blinded by that stupid little thing <br />arggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh <br />don't they know they're just killing themselves?! <br />what a waste of life <br /><img src="http://mop.ort.org.il/rooms/graphics/smoke/fotos/img0059b.jpg"><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108367918084779755?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-108347564979104372004-05-02T12:12:00.000+07:002004-05-02T12:31:50.403+07:00What does your favourite colour say about you? <br />Your preference of one colour over the other can easily express your personality and character traits. <br />and mine's <img src="http://thm-ar1r2.search.vip.scd.yahoo.com/image/496868378">green <br /> <br /><img src="http://thm-ar1r2.search.vip.scd.yahoo.com/image/316774493">red <br />If your natural choice is the colour red, you are the outgoing type. You not only act on impulse, but you are prone to abrupt mood swings. You have a lot of compassion for fellow human beings and can be easily persuaded. Though you have an optimistic approach to life, you don't hesitate to grumble and complain as well. Your spontaneous nature is assertive, you freely voice your opinions. You have a strong sex drive and are likely to end up having extra-marital affairs, unless your strong sense of duty restrains you from indulging in wild fantasies. <br /> <br /><img src="http://thm-br1r2.search.vip.scd.yahoo.com/image/203686492">orange <br />The choice of this colour shows that you are basically good-natured and loyal. You are sociable but at the same time you tend to be swayed by the opinions of other people. You are a generous soul, sincere at heart. Your gestures are friendly, and inspired by goodwill. More often than not, you are overtaken by feelings of wanton elation. <br /> <br /><img src="http://thm-ar1r2.search.vip.scd.yahoo.com/image/304456930">yellow <br />If you have preference for yellow, it shows that you have a vivid imagination and lots of nervous energy. Your thoughts are clear and well organised. You do harbour a need to help the world, but you won't get the dirt under your fingernails doing that. Deep down you are a shy person and a loner; perhaps that's what makes you a reliable friend. You may not show it, but you would actually love to be respected and admired for your prudence. <br /> <br /><img src="http://thm-ar1r2.search.vip.scd.yahoo.com/image/407963405">green <br />Preference for the colour green shows that you are a dutiful citizen. You are not only aware but also sensitive to social customs, and bear a good name in your community. Your choice also indicates your honesty and straightforwardness. You have a normal sex drive and are very emotionally attached to your family. You have the potential to be an excellent teacher. <br /> <br /> <br /><img src="http://thm-ar1r2.search.vip.scd.yahoo.com/image/429365125">blue <br />If your personal colour is blue, you are introspective and purposeful by nature. You hold conservative beliefs and under stressful conditions, prefer to withdraw into gentler surroundings. You seem to have a lot of control over your passions and desires, but are sensitive to the needs and feelings of others, nonetheless. You are a loyal friend and would prefer to lead a sober life. <br /> <br /><img src="http://thm-br1r2.search.vip.scd.yahoo.com/image/218276086">purple <br />If your choice is purple, then you are intelligent and quick-witted. You have a keen eye for detail, things which are normally overlooked by people. You are infuriated at the slightest provocation. You tend to be extremely effusive in your expressions of grief. You are a creative person and an egotist of sorts. You seem to possess a cultivated taste for the subtle in life, while recognizing the magnificent. <br /> <br /><img src="http://thm-ar1r2.search.vip.scd.yahoo.com/image/403817754">brown <br />A personal choice of the colour brown implies that you are meticulous when it comes to work, thrifty when it comes to money, and adamant in your beliefs. You are a very reliable and composed person, not impulsive at all. You can rival a seasoned horse trader in your talent for striking the best bargain.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-10834756497910437?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1083323785871756762004-04-30T18:14:00.000+07:002004-05-03T19:26:30.576+07:00the clear sky is shimmering tonight <br />the stars are glittering so bright <br />the silver burst of moonlight <br />fall upon us holding us tight <br /> <br />can you see the sight <br />telling everybody that we might <br />go and fight <br />for the love which feels so right <br />the love that grows inside <br /> <br /><small>[[by me]]</small> <br /> <br />i'm making a script ;)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108332378587175676?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1083232945243976832004-04-29T17:02:00.000+07:002004-04-29T17:06:42.233+07:00hmm seems to me i didn't cut back my internet hours lol <br />anyway... i was diying to write this one out <br /> <br />i just hate it when a coupled guy flirts on me!! <br />so what if i'm pretty?! so what if you want to see me?! <br />guys who talks non-sense are totally uninteresting <br />so icky, yucky, and totally disgusting~! eugh -_- <br />the probz are <br />1. have a monkey (or more.... who knows?) <br />2. just saying that to please <br />3. or just reminding so that flatter us <br />4. it's being unfaithful in a way <br /> <br />plus it's just soooo disgusting if they just overdo it <br />i surely want to tell that to the girlfriend -_- <br />yuckz <br />empty sweet talks <br />flirts on someone else who's not the actual partner <br />yuckz <br />i just hate it <br />specially when it's behind the gf <br />specially if it's done repeatedly <br />yuckz <br />so no no <br />guys like that... <br />just scram away~! <br />unimportant talkish <br />bleh<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108323294524397683?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1083070686786200662004-04-27T19:53:00.000+07:002004-04-27T20:02:21.233+07:00yo all :q <br />i'm so near to my final examz <br />i might not have the time to write too many things <br />i'll write of course but maybe not as often as i used to <br />got to study got to study <br />to much leisure lately and once again i'm gaining weight *noooooooo!* <br />can't wait till this is over <br />just a little bit more and it'll all over <br />it'll come to an end and another life shall start *yaaaaaaaay!* ^o^ <br />just a few more steps... <br />just a few more days... <br />just a few more works... <br />just a few... <br />just a few... <br />i can make it <br />i'll get by <br />i always have before <br /> <br />it's where i'm going to<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108307068678620066?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1082897158502981492004-04-25T19:45:00.000+07:002004-04-25T19:55:38.420+07:00Before the performance of JCS I was waiting for my friend to finish her make up <br />I walked out the dressing room and went to the balcony seats <br />There were a lot of my friends there so I sat with them and had little chat <br />One of my friends said that my voice is good and told my other friend that he should hear me sing <br />So he asked me to sing but I don't know what to sing ^^; <br />My friend suggested 'reflection' from MuLan so I sang that song and I sang <br />Then I hear loud voices from the seats under the balcony <br />They're singing something but I didn't catch it <br />I only heard some "ave Maria ave Maria" but I didn't know what they were singing <br />By that, I was inspired to sing 'ave Maria' which sung by charlotte church <br />And so I did and my friend sang with me <br />He sang very nicely, in fact, our voices matched each other and it was tremulously amazing <br />My other friend was astounded and stunned ^^; <br />Really enjoying the song and asked me not to stop singing <br />Well I must say that it did sound good <br />It sounded so good that I shocked myself while singing <br />amazed myself <br />gee <br />i really can sing that good :q hehehe <br />what a singer <br />what an artist <br /> <br />~(narcissism)~ <br /> <br /><img src=http://www.vandycks.com/fall/images/31032.jpg> <br /> <br />~(narcissus flower)~ <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108289715850298149?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1082739713723664002004-04-23T23:59:00.000+07:002004-04-30T19:24:54.793+07:00<img src="http://us.f1.yahoofs.com/groups/g_11169279/__hr_falling.jpg?bcFWkkABzSC034v7"> <br />if you think it's a real hole... <br />think again <br /> <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br />* <br /> <br /> <br />it's a drawing on the street:q <br /> <br /><img src="http://us.f1.yahoofs.com/groups/g_11169279/__hr_babe.jpg?bcFWkkAB_DMbY99D"><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108273971372366400?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1082654211909759382004-04-22T23:28:00.000+07:002004-04-23T00:20:59.496+07:00yesterday is the most tiring day of my life <br />the last subject was double chemistry and i paid no attention <br />i was lost in the sound of the heavy rain outside <br />and at last the bell rang on 13.30 <br />the rain is heavier than i thought and last longer than anyone whould've thought <br />i was waiting for my driver to pick me up <br />he didn't come right on time (as usual -_-) and so i called <br />and *duh* he was on his way to pick my brothers... instead of me ~_~ <br />so i waited and waited and waited and waited <br />i was waiting with my friends who was waiting for be picked up too <br />and so we waited and we waited and we waited until it's 4 pm <br />my driver was still far from school by then but my friend's father wasn't <br />so i go with my friends to her house since her house was in my route and my driver could wait in her house so it would take shorter time <br />but the reality isn't as simple as that <br />the reality isn't as good as that <br />the reality isn't always what i want to hear <br />sooooooooooooooooo <br />the reality.............................. <br />the whole city was JAMMED because of flood (it was raining for about 10 hours!! heavily rained!!!) <br />and so second by second we pass <br />minute by minute... hour by hour... <br />we were laughing but then ... not so long... we were tired and went sleep <br />high bladder... such a pain ^^; <br />and so we waited and waited and waited <br />for the whole 5 hours we spent just in to get through a boulevard <br />geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz such pain in the ass!! sitting for 5 whole hours!!! <br />on 9 pm my friend's car was near my car so i say g'bye n take off to my car <br />and so i waited again... it was a total jam... i'd say... 1km/hour? <br />and there's a high way... it leads straight to my housing complex <br />but it was BLOCKEEEEEEEEEEDDDDDDD and i had to turn left <br />so i was stranded somewhere in the city... hix hix <br />from the centre went south then... i've lost track where i was going <br />so i give my driver the whole job n i went sleep... <br />when i arrive home (at last) it was... 1am... great... <br />i was starving to death!!!!!!!! so i ate <br />tidy up my books for school <br />then i go to sleep like an angel on my comfy bed *hmmh* <br />what a tiring day............. night.......... dawn.................. even morning....... <br />cuz i got to wake up and greet the sunny morning to go to school nyooo<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108265421190975938?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1082463824125076832004-04-20T18:54:00.000+07:002004-04-20T19:27:48.590+07:00"a dream is a wish your heart makes ... <br />have faith in your dreams and someday your rainbow will come shining through <br />no matter how your heart is grieving if you keep on believing the dream that you wish will come true" <br /> <br />that's some of the "phylosophy" i learned from pinocchio :p <br />at this time i don't actually see "the me i want to be" *sob* <br />i am confused i am stressed <br />this life is like a maze without dead ends and that's way more confusing than those with dead ends <br />why? because if you find dead ends you could turn around and this, you can't <br />take the wrong path and you'll ended in the wrong exit <br />don't imagine what's that "wrong exit"... too sad :( <br />well forget the wrong exit, what is the right exit anyway? <br />who is this "me i want to be"? <br />what is my goal? <br />who do i want to be? <br />a broadway singer? totally a dream, don't sing that good... yet... maybe :p possible <br />a writer? am i really that fond of words? i still can't read gone with the wind, such high class literature, above my level <br />a business woman? well i could imagine me as that :p but in what place? management? economic? i don't know, have no idea <br />or... a nun? NOOOOOOOOO that's the least i'd go to ^^; <br />it is my dream to explore the world <br />what a nun can do is stay in a place for years then move and stay, move and stay <br />i can't imagine myself as a nun anyways... ^^; <br /> <br />oh what life my life could be? <br />oh what shape my life will form? <br />oh what destiny upon me? <br />oh will i resist the biggest storm? <br /> <br />so what's the goal? <br />what's the condition for winning? <br />which way is the path to the brightest star? <br />which way is the path that'll lead me to be be the rainbow high? <br /> <br />so where do i go from here? <br />i'll get by i always had before <br />where am i going to? <br />won't ask anymore...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108246382412507683?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1082363881451177332004-04-19T15:18:00.000+07:002004-04-25T20:06:53.390+07:00as my friend said in the tag board, i'm in the "season" of les miserables <br />i usually listen to opera's record all over and over through the day through the night <br />i'm listening to les miserables, one opera that tells so many goods <br />epic story, wonderful music, amazing cast ( viva viktor hugo!!! ^o^) <br />i wanted to print the libretto but my printer's ink has gone dry *hix hix* <br />i watched the video of the concert of les miserables in my school last saturday <br />my friends who are in the marching brass are extremely delighted when they heard the sound <br />then they told me that they're going to play les miserables song for the next marching brass grand prix <br />i've never been interested to watch that kind of occasion but now i've changed my mind <br />I'M DEFINITELY GOING TO WATCH IT YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!! <br />hehehe anyways... <br />i found this song is really slicing my heart *urgh* <br />reminds me of someone <br />or something... to be exact <br /> <br /><u>On My Own</u> <br />And now I'm all alone again <br />Nowhere to turn, no one to go to <br />Without a home without a friend <br />Without a face to say hello to <br />And now the night is near <br />I can make believe he's here <br /> <br />Sometimes I walk alone at night <br />When everybody else is sleeping <br />I think of him and I'm happy <br />With the company I'm keeping <br />The city goes to bed <br />And I can live inside my head <br /> <br />On my own <br />Pretending he's beside me <br />All alone, I walk with him till morning <br />Without him <br />I feel his arms around me <br />And when I lose my way I close my eyes <br />And he has found me <br /> <br />In the rain the pavement shines like silver <br />All the lights are misty in the river <br />In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight <br />And all I see is him and me for ever and forever <br /> <br />And I know it's only in my mind <br />That I'm talking to myself and not to him <br />And although I know that he is blind <br />Still I say, there's a way for us <br /> <br />I love him <br />But when the night is over <br />He is gone, the river's just a river <br />Without him the world around me changes <br />The trees are bare and everywhere <br />The streets are full of strangers <br /> <br />I love him <br />But every day I'm learning <br />All my life I've only been pretending <br />Without me his world will go on turning <br />A world that's full of happiness <br />That I have never known! <br /> <br />I love him <br />I love him <br />I love him <br />But only on my own. <br /> <br /><img src="http://www.best-of-broadway.org/images/logo-les-miserables.gif"><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108236388145117733?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1082229946427832512004-04-18T01:27:00.000+07:002004-04-18T02:29:47.140+07:00i was waiting to be picked up at the lobby of a mall <br />there stood a bunch of girls in white shirts on my right <br />and a girl on the phone on my left <br />my position was not good for sinistic act by those bunch of girls <br />"whew look at that costume, even the junior is more conquettish than the senior", one of them said with large voice <br />i was surprised at her and for a moment i thought it was me she was talking to <br />"only in grade seven and dressed up like that whew!" she said again <br />the other laughed and in doubt to quit the mockery or envious to that girl to <br />but since they are the "seniors" the did the last one, as if that's their job <br />i can't help not to look at them and that envious girl looked at me too <br />she said as if i really thought that it was me she was talking <br />"it isn't you duh~ just cool it, the one that we talked about doesn't even realize she's been talked about!!", she said again with a louder voice <br />well i do think she heard the girl alright, but she was on the phone, calling someone to pick her up i assumed <br />"i know i know, it wasn't me you were talking about", i said jeeringly <br />ah she thought she is so senior while i was standing there way more "senior" than her <br />junior high schoolers -_- <br />they used seventh grade instead 1 smp so i assumed they're from somewhat international school <br />i don't know what school they're in but it seemed to me that they're from my brothers' school <br />but i don't know for sure, just prediction :p <br />well i can't deny that the suit the girl was wearing was a little over to go to a mall and more suitable for parties or clubbings <br />but so what? why does it bother those "Seniors"? *yuck* <br />i'm not a big fan of seniority <br />i'm always nice to my seniors and they treat me nicely too, not as junior but as friend <br />i even had that family tree thing with them and we have no problem at all <br /> <br />so what about this whole seniority thing? <br />is it necessary? is it morally normal? <br />does this got something to do with right or wrong? <br />for my opinion, this whole this is not important <br />taunting is a bad behavior one could do <br />it's a sin, it's wrong -_- <br />i had lots of experience with these kind of insultments <br />i got some when i just cut my hair <br />"whew is this a girl or a boy??" <br />shoot... was i really that masculine? ^^; <br />but it's not my point, my friend <br /> <br />it's good to know that "somebody" care for you <br />it's good to know that "somebody" actually want to "correct" you <br />but what those most seniors do is unacceptable <br />they could talk nicely, they're the seniors, should be wiser <br /> <br />i'm saying this not because i'm the junior for my seniors but as senior of my juniors, it's just not right <br />in my school there is no seniority like that, well maybe a little but not much <br />freshmen are not meant to be ridiculed just for fun <br />so what if juniors are more than the seniors? specially in physical matters -_- <br />why do they have to care? why is it so bothering? <br />i still can't figure out why <br />sinister <br />unimportant mockery <br />false foul words <br />and to no certain purpose... what's the point? <br />only hurting people's feeling -_- <br />such a bad thing to do <br />it will not bring respect to the seniors <br />only bad images to those who spattered mockery <br />stupid seniors <br />what were they thinking?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108222994642783251?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1082118486747213102004-04-16T19:18:00.000+07:002004-04-16T19:34:13.403+07:00Tips to improve your writing <br /> <br />1. Avoid alliteration. Always. <br />2. Never use a long word when a diminutive one will do. <br />3. Employ the vernacular. <br />4. Eschew ampersands & abbreviations, etc. <br />5. Parenthetical remarks (however relevant) are unnecessary. <br />6. Remember to never split an infinitive. <br />7. Contractions aren't necessary. <br />8. Foreign words and phrases are not apropos. <br />9. One should never generalize. <br />10. Eliminate quotations. As Ralph Waldo Emerson said, "I hate quotations. Tell me what you know." <br />11. Comparisons are as bad as cliches. <br />12. Don't be redundant; don't use more words than necessary; it's highly superfluous. <br />13. Be more or less specific. <br />14. Understatement is always best. <br />15. One-word sentences? Eliminate. <br />16. Analogies in writing are like feathers on a snake. <br />17. The passive voice is to be avoided. <br />18. Go around the barn at high noon to avoid colloquialisms. <br />19. Even if a mixed metaphor sings, it should be derailed. <br />20. Who needs rhetorical questions? <br />21. Exaggeration is a billion times worse than understatement. <br />22. Don't never use a double negation. <br />23. capitalize every sentence and remember always end it with point <br />24. Do not put statements in the negative form. <br />25. Verbs have to agree with their subjects. <br />26. Proofread carefully to see if you words out. <br />27. If you reread your work, you can find on rereading a great deal of repetition can be avoided by rereading and editing. <br />28. A writer must not shift your point of view. <br />29. And don't start a sentence with a conjunction. (Remember, too, a preposition is a terrible word to end a sentence with.) <br />30. Don't overuse exclamation marks!! <br />31. Place pronouns as close as possible, especially in long sentences, as of 10 or more words, to the irantecedents. <br />32. Writing carefully, dangling participles must be avoided. <br />33. If any word is improper at the end of a sentence, a linking verb is. <br />34. Take the bull by the hand and avoid mixing metaphors. <br />35. Avoid trendy locutions that sound flaky. <br />36. Everyone should be careful to use a singular pronoun with singular nouns in their writing. <br />37. Always pick on the correct idiom. <br />38. The adverb always follows the verb. <br />39. Last but not least, avoid cliches like the plague; They're old hat; seek viable alternatives. <br /> <br /><a href="http://www.ahajokes.com">--[[ahajokes.com]]--</a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108211848674721310?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1082037989147474132004-04-15T20:57:00.000+07:002004-04-15T21:10:27.076+07:00one of my friend is in great curiousity :D lolz <br />it's a song from "aspects of love" <br />this is what i WANT to feel <br />if only i could feel love <br />maybe i could change a little of my point of view <br />change the little me who needs a little fixing here and there <br />if <br />if only i could feel it <br />then maybe i'd change <br />here i present you the song... ^o^ <br /> <br /><u>Love Changes Everything</u> <br /> <br />Love, love changes everything: hands and faces, earth and sky. <br />Love, love changes everything: how you live and how you die. <br />Love can make the summer fly, or a night seem like a lifetime. <br />Yes, love, love changes everything, now I tremble at your name. <br />Nothing in the world will ever be the same. <br /> <br />Love, love changes everything: days are longer, words mean more. <br />Love, love changes everything: pain is deeper than before. <br />Love will turn your world around, and that world will last forever. <br />Yes, love, love changes everything, brings you glory, brings you shame. <br />Nothing in the world will ever be the same. <br /> <br />Off into the world we go, planning futures, shaping years. <br />Love bursts in and suddenly all our wisdom disappears. <br />Love makes fools of everyone: all the rules we make are broken. <br />Yes, love, love changes everything: live or perish, in its flame. <br />Love will never ever let you be the same. <br />Love will never ever let you be the same. <br /> <br /><img src="http://sbwn.trichroma.com.au/content/delia/images/aspects.jpg"><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108203798914747413?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1082019271449015032004-04-15T15:48:00.000+07:002004-04-15T16:00:44.246+07:00in economic study there is a law by Gossen <br />he said that in the first use of "thing" we will reach the highest satisfaction and degrades after reusing the thing <br />as in drinking <br />after running for an hour or two we would be thirsty <br />and after that we would drink <br />we drink the first glass of water and heapz of comfort flows through our throat <br />the highest satisfaction <br />a glass wouldn't be enough so we take another glass <br />great satisfaction but not as much as the first <br />less satisfaction... degradation <br />feel like drinking, we take another 5 glasses <br />and at that point when we took the last glass we might just feel... <br />..sick... <br />too much water <br /> <br />now, my point is... <br />i'm at that point <br />not because of drinking too much <br />but of my school <br />not a really comfortable place anymore <br />kinda.. dull for my taste <br />if only today is two months from today... <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108201927144901503?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1081936181377315772004-04-14T16:13:00.000+07:002004-04-14T16:53:37.076+07:00the choice is mine and no one else's <br />I could have any path that i desire <br />I will burn with the splendor of the brightest fire <br />I'll blow away the trouble passes <br /> <br />remember, I am very young, say <br />I'm naive and innocent as one could be <br />but I see the me that I want to be <br />I saw the light and I am on my way <br /> <br />the choice is mine and mine completely <br />i could regret or cry in great despair <br />but then you'll see that i will go to there <br />to shine, to dazzle, the best i'd be <br /> <br />how i'll shine, how i'll live <br />how long the light will survive? <br />eyes, hair, face, image all must be preserved <br />my life'll be displayed forever no less than i deserved <br /> <br />and to that path i shall go <br />to the unwinding path that i must know <br />what obstacles there i must go through <br />i will pass with the power of You...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108193618137731577?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1081788619876731712004-04-12T23:23:00.000+07:002004-04-13T00:14:29.043+07:00perfume... the scent of beauty <br /><img src="http://www.treasurebooksandgifts.com/images/perfume-bottle-s122.jpg"> <br />it's funny how perfume could attract other people <br />i mean... that's no natural smell :p <br />and how funny it is to wear the same perfume at the same time <br />smells the same... like... seeing yourself ^^; <br />and i wonder why... <br />all of perfume commercials... phew... <br />so................. open ^^; <br />well maybe the scent has some "intention" which underage people must not know lolz <br /> <br />i myself use perfumes -- ofcourse ^^; <br />change my scent according to my mood <br />for example... clinique happy when i'm happy hehehe <br />i have some and use it in turns :q <br />this occasion with this and other occasion with that <br />admit it... odour does matter right? <br />as look does matter <br />as in you would rather see a model than wrinkled old folks <br />as in you would rather smell a flower than sweats <br /> <br />perfume perfume... <br />it's funny how we could remember one person by the perfume worn <br />well i remember one person that use the same perfume as i do <br />but that's not the point :p <br />when you pass someone who use the same perfume as the one you remember <br />it's funny... <br />specially if that person is someone who used to be special <br />whew... the memory swirls around again <br />but as you know... not all perfume smells that good <br />everyday i smell this unwell smell from someone <br />perfume it is and i know it is perfume <br />but..... the smell is so................. "odourous" <br />it's killing me... <br />but one step backward and a little turn will resurrect me again *phew* lolz <br />distance is important in this matter hohoho <br /> <br />but it's really funny how scent affects people... <br />like rose scent... it relaxs most girls and not to boys <br />and that clinique happy i usually use... it could give you a little spark of happiness somehow :q <br />how that smell could give impression on someone <br />a scratch in the heart <br />sticks to your brain and emotion <br /> <br />ah... what a crap :p <br />people just like good smells hehehehe <br /><img src="http://wise-obs.tau.ac.il/~friedel/computer_fun/images/perfume.gif"><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108178861987673171?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1081621285400905122004-04-11T00:46:00.000+07:002004-04-11T20:08:31.343+07:00i had this remarkable memory of performing in jesus christ superstar :D <br />it's the first time i'm in a musical play and the audiences were delighted ^o^ <br />i found out it's really fun to rehearse every day <br />locational love stories... hard-to-memorize-lines people... false tunes... and many more <br />laughters and shame... fed up and crush... new friends new new fiend :p it's all happening <br />we wanted to perform for 3 days but every day is a performance in the rehearsals :D <br />it's fun to watch people running here and there shouting this and that <br />get ill as the day gets near... soar throat... cold... fever... or even back strain lolz <br />but the most important is to entertain the audience <br />astound them, stun them, amaze them with wonderful music and splendorous act <br />applause as we bow gracefully with confetties all over the stage floor <br />such a sweet memorable moment it is :) <br />it's really fun to be on stage... a strange proud and greatness :D <br />me, like the other players, want to perform again <br />can't get enough stage :D being the centre of attention <br />again and again... to recieve more cheers, more applause~ <br />the sound of satisfaction... so sweet... so deep... <br />next time i got to have a main role lolz next time the have to ask me to play a better part <br />i don't want to be just important... i want to be VERY important :p <br />we'll see next year, next semester, we'll see what'll come ^o^ <br />we'll see which stage i'm going on next <br />bandung maybe :q i hope... i must :D <br /> <br />in the other hand, it inspires me <br />why not make another musical by ourselves? <br />our choir is good, well-known, and capable in quality and quantity :D <br />we got our choir instructor, we'll sing good <br />even the last musical was dominated by my choir (unintentionaly :p) <br />and it was a blast :D amazing ^o^ <br />but then as i thought... musical play isn't just about singin and acting <br />well i believe there would be... could be... many people who want to watch <br />how about... money... costumes... accommodation... supporters... sponsors?!?!!? <br />who would take care of those stuffs? <br />a musical play isn't as simple as that is it? <br />but since i still have more than 2 years in my lovely dark prison school <br />i think i could make something out of it :) <br />let's see the freshmen of the next period... who knows they are better in quality <br />(i am deeply disappointed with the freshmen of my period... low quality i must say... most of them can't sing at first and didn't intend to grow... must be those love-seeker i supposed -_- what a shame -_- stay at that grade... oh dear oh dear...) <br />it's not mockery but a dreadful fact... sad... but true... <br />well the truth isn't always what you want to hear is it? <br />just have to face it... <br /> <br />i remember the play i was in before this play <br />about a clown in a circus that is not that good <br />and he was seduced to go to another circus that is more known <br />he was told that he wouldn't grow in that lame circus <br />the people in his circus wasn't as good as he is <br />and so he left his circus <br />just after he left, a terrible accident happend and the whole crew alive no more <br />he had the grieve... and the end <br />but if we continue the story... <br />he would go on in that new circus anyway right? <br />well the point is... i am very affraid that i won't grow in my choir eventhough i love it so much more than those lazy chorus girls and boys <br />but i did grow... and i am growing... <br />and no i won't leave my choir.... <br />but it's sad to stuck in one level <br />just not good enough for my ambition <br /> <br />oh well... happy easter everyone... <br />i feel terribly bad not going to church this thursday... <br />and i didn't go to church too on saturday <br />oh dear... such a bad catholic i am -_- <br />i have to go to church on sunday <br />i want to <br />i intend to <br />i long to <br />i have to <br />i got to <br />i must to <br />i missed to<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108162128540090512?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1081530475067344652004-04-09T23:31:00.000+07:002004-04-10T16:23:39.343+07:00which would you choose... dozen of friends or one best friend? <br />i dont think i even have that choice... <br />hundreds of acquintances, plenty of friends, with few... very few good friends <br />plenty godbrothers and godsisters :p <br />got a godmother a godfather and some godaunts and goduncles(whatever that means) <br />well here in indonesia the kids usually play such game of family <br />we're friends and we consider our friend as the mother as the father as the sister or as the brother <br />and it is quite fun to do bcuz it makes tighter bonds :q <br />and it's fun to know that sometimes the family tree get mixed up <br />for example... my mother has a sister but her sister is a sister for me too <br />now that family tree needs a fixing hehehe <br />and i'm very greatful to have this sort of bond in my community <br />frankly, it made me less lonesome-like <br />i didn't go out with friends too often eventhough i could be so much talkative with friends :p <br />i wonder why i wonder why hehehe <br /> <br />i had a little talk with my friend lately <br />i it was a reaaaaalllyyyyy interesting conversation about me <br />it's about the sake of my "single-lity"... it coulb be immortal -_- <br />i've found out the problem... or to be exact... i think i've found the problem <br />well... i was too open to people... too expressive... <br />people could see the real me right away <br />and that leads to "uncuriousity" so that less boy interested <br />and... i can't deny that i might give more interactions than i supposed to give <br />and maybe because i got some "attitudes" that don't support my pretty face (my friend said that!!! i'm not being narsistic about that pretty face~ :p ) <br />but.. i can't deny when my friend mimiced one of my doings ^^; <br />i think i should not do those kinds of things when i meet new people... and do it only to close friends or after the new people become the close friend <br />and so i am very glad to take my friend's suggestion and that is <br />.................jaim........................ keeping your image as an angel T_T <br />i think i'm going to try that... eventhough i don't think that's going to be the best solution <br />but it does worth a try :p and we'll see where it'll bring :p hehehehe <br />it's going to be hard :p i'm not used to do those kind of stuffz <br />i usually just be what i am to boys remembering that for years my environment were mostly boyz ^^; <br />and i don't usually hang out with girls and instead of hangin with them i usually hang with guys... <br />which i asumed... one of the problem too ^^; <br />but i don't really give a damn of it really <br />tired thinking of it -_- <br />why the hell did we had that conversation anyway <br />not important -_- but interesting :\d <br />anyway... <br /> <br />suddenly i want to learn how to speak french... hmm...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108153047506734465?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1081455290821328922004-04-09T03:10:00.000+07:002004-04-09T03:44:11.090+07:00hmmmm let's say i'm in a desperate mood of finding a boy friend <br />geez i dunno what on earth is going on with me <br />i'm 16 and i've been single all my life <br />rejected all the "boyfriend proposal" to all who gave me <br />well if i may say... no boy... and i mean each one of them... had ever impress me that much... or at least... at all -_- <br />and i don't like to play around either so i can't accept just any boy <br />and it's hard for me to be impressed since i'm such a perfectionist <br />and oh dear... it's hard for me to admit... but "cover" does matter for me <br />well not much... but it does matter... a little... <br />i usually lazy to do much interactions with those who are "not too good to be looked at" <br />it's really for me to say that... but well... that's a fact... <br />but i surprised myself when i had a crush on a boy that's (for my opinion) not so good-looking... <br />well i must say he has the kindest heart and i think that's what really counts <br />but once again... i have so many qualifications in my head <br />and i don't believe that there is actually anyone like it <br />how could i know if there is a real match for me? <br />how could you explain those old single people uncoupled all their lives <br />oh dear... dont want to be them ^^; <br />it's really hard to find a perfect match -_- <br />once i found him... i will never let go <br />i hope i would never let go... <br />i hope he would too... whoever he is :q <br />anyways... that reminds me of a song <br />don't laugh don't laugh... <br />it's from snow white hehehehe <br /> <br /><u>Someday My Prince Will Come</u> <br /> <br />Someday my prince will come <br />Someday we'll meet again <br />And away to his castle we'll go <br />To be happy forever I know <br /> <br />Someday when spring is here <br />We'll find our love anew <br />And the birds will sing <br />And wedding bells will ring <br />Someday when my dreams come true <br /> <br /><img src="http://lion.zero.ad.jp/tami/blackwhite.jpg"><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108145529082132892?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6746311.post-1081451853396276602004-04-09T02:12:00.000+07:002004-04-09T03:13:26.653+07:00okay... so here it is :q new style new template :p new address and new postings ^^ waddya say? isn't it more neat? hehehe i think this is way cool :q specially when you click on the page there will be stars bursting out yay way cool ^^ i really must get use to this blogger... and i still have to do much changes :p and thanks to the designer may*star (whoever) most your templates are good i must say :) keep on it :) <br /> <br />and sooooooooooo a new blog has started <br />good bye old sobs <br />anddddddddddddddd let's try to make this one more cheery hehehe <br />i'll post again :D cherrioo~!! <br /> <br />ps: tag board continue~ ^o^ <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6746311-108145185339627660?l=patzoy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>[P]http://www.blogger.com/profile/03038678916201775664noreply@blogger.com0